Friday, February 29, 2008

peoplez who juge me need to understand!

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Thursday, February 28, 2008

4 brandon

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

will i break my owe promise?
as u see i promised myself to never fall in love again so i don't get hurt...well my this guy asked me out...he's nice but idk...if brandon dosen't want me back (which i hope he dose) i might try it again...i mean being alone sux after awhile...so if brandon dosen't want me back (again i hope he dose) i might take the offer...but for right now all i want ish brandon..i almost died last night cuz on what happend bit yea so tell me want to do on the idea cuz i can't think straight so i need help...that's all i got ttyl!
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

baby come back plz...i need u

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I'M GONNA DO IT!!!
LOOK I CAUSED TO MUCH TROUBLE!!!! I GOT MY KNIFE AND I'M CUTTING SO DAMN HARD I'M GONNA DIE!!! I DON'T CARE WHAT PROMISES I MADE U I'M FED UP WITH IT!!!! I TAKE TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!! I'M DEAD!!!! NO ONE I'LL MISS ME!!!! DO HALEY U CAN HAVE MY SITE!!! IT'S OVER MY LIFE!!!!!
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this helps a lil'...
i'm writing down what i feel like my diary in the post cuz i can't find my diray. i'm not eatting eventhough i'm hungry as hell i'm bleeding like hell all over my body but the pain can't take away this pain i haveinside me...u broke a promise that u promised me along time ago...u was the first person who i let in my heart and i told u many things that i'd never tell anyone. but now i got my heart ripped outta me and therefor i can't trust me longer...i tought it'd be forever but like everything that's happend to me i watched it all crash and burn infront of my face and i can't do anything about it...i can't think straight...i'm too busy thinking that everyone hates me for what i did...but i see i'm the only person who hates me...i don't want to fuck up again so u to go together but keep me outta your life...i just love u so much i can't see u with anyone else...kindy a hog ain't i...well u can't blame me...all i wanted is to find love...and i did...DID...but i lost it...i'm done getting hurt this is the most pain i ever felt in my life...it'll never end...but so i don't feel this pain ever again i'm truning off my emotions which means never to be happy always sad...eventhough i feel pain like if u cut me there is pain but i won't show it...i'm done with my life but a promised may peoples that i won't kill myself and a promise is a promise right...i want to die so bad...i'm letting my life go down the drain and i already have a stop waiting for me in hell therefor something can overrule this pain a have inside...but take my heart and keep it...i don't need it anymore...
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FUCK IT WITH LOVE!!!!
I'VE BEEN HURT TO MANY TIMES!!! I CA'T TRUST NOR LOVE!!! U TWO GO TOGETHER!!!! 1 OF U HATES MY AND I CAN'T TAKE IT!!! THEREFOR I MIGHT DETELE MY SITE IF I COULD!!! BUT CAN'T WON'T LET ME!!!! I'M FUCKING PISSED AND I FEEL LIKE I GOT MY HEART RIPPED OUT AND I'M DONE!!! I'M CUTTING AND TRYING TO DIE!!! HAVE FUN TOYING WITH MY HEART I DON'T NEED IT ANYMORE!!! BUT I CAN'T GET YOUR THE FACT I STILL LOVE U! DAMN IT WHAT DID U DO TO ME...R U TRAPED INSIDE MY MIND 24/7?! DAMN IT!!!
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Monday, February 25, 2008

chain letter sux ass but i'll take only this one!!!
What a kiss means
*Kiss on the stomach-----"lets have sex"
*Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine"
*Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny"
*Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
*Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
*Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
*Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
*Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"
*Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other"
*Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
*Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you"
*Holding on tight ---"Don't let go"
*Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go"
*Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me"
*Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
*Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completley Comfortable with you"


--Advice--
*Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
*If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love (or strong like).

--Requirements--
*Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

if u guys wanna write to me here is my address
7809 opelika ct
indianpoils,indiana
46217


so write to me soon cuz i have about 3 more days here...
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Monday, February 18, 2008

   goodbye my friendz...
my parentz are going make sure i can't get on myO ever again so i just want to say goodbye...u all beem great friendz and i will miss u all and u never know i may come back...and brandon...i'll have to broke up with u but i will alwayz love u and brandon when i ever call u ANSWER YOUR DAMN PHONE FOR ME!!! well goodbye my friendz i will hold u close to my heart and i'll never forget you...goodbye my friendz i wish u well!
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