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Tuesday, February 26, 2008


this helps a lil'...
i'm writing down what i feel like my diary in the post cuz i can't find my diray. i'm not eatting eventhough i'm hungry as hell i'm bleeding like hell all over my body but the pain can't take away this pain i haveinside me...u broke a promise that u promised me along time ago...u was the first person who i let in my heart and i told u many things that i'd never tell anyone. but now i got my heart ripped outta me and therefor i can't trust me longer...i tought it'd be forever but like everything that's happend to me i watched it all crash and burn infront of my face and i can't do anything about it...i can't think straight...i'm too busy thinking that everyone hates me for what i did...but i see i'm the only person who hates me...i don't want to fuck up again so u to go together but keep me outta your life...i just love u so much i can't see u with anyone else...kindy a hog ain't i...well u can't blame me...all i wanted is to find love...and i did...DID...but i lost it...i'm done getting hurt this is the most pain i ever felt in my life...it'll never end...but so i don't feel this pain ever again i'm truning off my emotions which means never to be happy always sad...eventhough i feel pain like if u cut me there is pain but i won't show it...i'm done with my life but a promised may peoples that i won't kill myself and a promise is a promise right...i want to die so bad...i'm letting my life go down the drain and i already have a stop waiting for me in hell therefor something can overrule this pain a have inside...but take my heart and keep it...i don't need it anymore...
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