Wednesday, August 17, 2005

   HOORAY DIAL-UP!
9:39 P.M.

Okay doods, I'm just here to let you know that I'm not going to go around to all your sites for the next few days. I'm catching up on my Naruto, and having dial-up, without actually visiting other websites it still takes ten hours per episode. I decided to take the last few non-school nights to sort of catch up. Once school sets in and I can't put in my usual hours on the computer, I'll be spending my time catching up with all of you.

I'll still be on AIM and everything most of the time, and I'll check PMs from time to time, so if you need to get a hold of me it shouldn't be a problem.

Anyway, new situations with me now. My father is getting ass-fucked by his own company. They're not signing him on a job ANYWHERE. So I probably won't be out of here until Christmas. Oh well. *shrugs* My school has already pissed me off though. I wake up super early (I consider 10:00 A.M. super early) after getting only a few hours of good, solid sleep to go register, and the bitchy secretary says "Come back on the 22nd." And, FYI, that's the official first day of school. So I get a day off! Yay me. - -; Then again, this simply means I have less of a chance of getting into classes I might actually want. Oh boy, it's Fitchburg all over again.

But, looking on the bright side - I'm glad I invested my two years in foreign language already. That's going to be beneficial while I'm so unstable, I'm sure. And also on the bright side (you've probably already seen it on his site), NejiSlave and me decided we could move up in title and consider ourselves together. So yay us! This is still kind of a spacey thing though, nothing is really "in stone" if you will until we actually get to meet at Oni. We get along very well, and I'm satisfied because I've been reassured that if this advancement isn't something we agree on later, we can just go back to being friends.

*rubs hands together* Just one more reason for me to anticipate teh Oni! Love ya guys, K-kun out.
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Sunday, August 14, 2005

   IT'S SUPER LONG POST TIME!
12:43 A.M.

Table Of Contents So you don't have to read what you don't want to!

A. My Exciting, Fun-filled Day!
B. My Current Family Situation
C. My Current School Situation
D. A Random Quiz Result!
E. Random Other!

A.
After a lovely, unbroken THREE HOURS of sleep, I was awakened by every phone in the house (including cell phones) ringing at about 11:00. Then my okaa-san came in and said it had been my uncle Jack, and he had asked if we wanted to go hang out on the lake with him for a few hours. I slowly rolled off my mattress and did get ready to go.

We drove to his house soon after, and I got those new chicken fries from Burger King. They were pretty good! Once we got to their house, I watched the Andy Griffin show with two of my cousins, Daniel and Ruffin. The episode involved a "loaded goat" that had ran away and eaten dynamite. Who knew black and white TV could be so interesting?

Then we blew up intertubes and loaded everyone into cars to take off. We got to the lake and I stepped in the water with my flips on. I moved my foot and one of my flips broke. - -; We piled into the boat and sunscreened ourselves which was pointless for a few people, and drove out. Daniel and Ruffin went out on the intertubes first, and Ruffin went flying off after a few minutes. I ended up going with my okaa-san, but after a good thirty seconds of turning and flying over waves, she rammed me and sent me clear across the lake. - -; I got to go again though, seeing as how I was nearly murdered by my own mum. Of course, Ruffin went with me, and I did the same thing to him XD.

The only really interesting rides involved me and my aunt. She is fucking INSANE. She was trying to get me to do these crazy tricks with her, but I'm having enough trouble just holding on to the tube, being a n00b and all. She convinced me to try one trick, but as soon as she starting shifting herself onto my tube, we went over a single bump and I slid right under her and clear off. I think I need more practice.

Then, more of my cousins came and we ended up doing sibling rides, but my niece and I didn't do too well and flipped backwards off of our tube. I came back up out of the water and she was laughing her ass off, so I'm like okay, this is cool. XD

All in all, it was the most fun I'd had in a while. Even though I'm as sore as hell and it's only gonna get worse. We came home and I made bowl noodle before passing out on the floor, though I was kicked enough times to wake up and crawl to my mattress. I woke up around 10:00, and then came online. Fantastical Day! YAY!


B.
Well, at this point, things are looking up. There are several jobs opened up for my father in Dallas, and even some outside of Fort Worth. I heard Frisco somewhere in there. We're so positive he's going to get a job in the next week or so that we're pretty much moving towards preparing ourselves. I'm satisfied at the idea, anyway. His boss is being an asshole about everything, but you know, what's new.

C.
If you read B, then you'll understand this better. Basically, school starts at the beginning of next week for me. I'm not registered or anything at this time. Currently, the plan is that I'm not even going. Because if we're moving in two or three weeks when my father gets a job, what's the point in going to school for that length of time? So the thought is to just keep me out of school for so long completely. Isn't that strange, yet teh awesomeness?

D.

Your emotion is Pissed off. You don't really care
about the world or anyone in it. You like
darker colors and don't care what others think
about you.
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What Emotion Are You?
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E.
ZOMG Quintus thinks I'm black because I like chickens.

Now, give me all your Advil, for I hurt!

And a shout-out to everyone - RAMEN! Eat it. It's good.

Ok. Dewa, minna!


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Saturday, August 13, 2005

   OMG YOU GUYS ROCK!


And here's a bit of philosophy extracted from the mind of the closet pervert. Who knew?

There are some things we just can't have.

We reach out as far as we can, our fingers stretched as far as they can, our bodies leaning as far as they can. But this stress is usually in vain.

And when we swipe at that which we want, it always seems to pull further away.

Once we give up, we retract our fingers and our arms, and we sit there in solitude with our knees pulled to our chests.

We forget that there is another side of us.

But if we could only remember that there is an entire other side filled with things possible for us to reach out to.

Then, and only then can we be truly happy.

Did this make sense to anyone? I hope it did.

And again...

YOU GUYS ROCK!!! *hands out ramen packs*
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   I'M WAY TOO SEXY!
Alright, I'm not having a lot of time to post because I'm going AMV crazy. I'm making a couple right now, I need to get them done in like the next week.

In other news, I drank a blackberry sour last night and I was flushed for three hours. Now we know what really happens when I have a drink.

I'm also VERY hyper at the moment, so I'll spare you my insanity, however hilarious it may be to the few of you who take the time to read my posts.

Oh yeah, and I need to apologize. I'm not keeping up with you guys, I haven't made rounds in a couple of days. But do not fear, I still love all of yous, I'm just heavily occupied. PUNISH ME! *angelic grin*

AND OKAY! I'M ADMITTING IT, RIGHT HERE! RIGHT NOW! AS MUCH AS I HATE IT!

...Gai and Lee are soooo gay together. - -;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; I mean... watch the beginning of the Chuunin exam episodes again, the second episode he appears in. It's just... Oh god... *collapses*

It's that time again, kiddies!

Really Long Survey (over 200)
Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 116472 times on bzoink!
What is your name?	*growls* Tuesday Taylor Smith. Don't believe me if you don't want to XP
Are you named after anyone?	Not a person, but rather a Lynyrd Skynyrd song. Everyone thinks I was named after Tuesday Weld or whatever her name was ><
What's your screename?	I have like twenty, are you kidding?
Would you name a child of yours after you?	No, I wouldn't curse another human with this name. - -; I mean, Thursday sounds so much better.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?	Sayler. And I'm not kidding. I don't know what the fuck my parents were on when they decided to name me.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?	I don't think I would switch with anyone.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?	Tusday. OMFG How can people misspell TUESDAY!? I don't get it either. *shakes head*
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?	Sure, why the hell not. Look, I have a horribly unique first name, and the most common last name in America. Go figure.
Basics
Your gender:	Haku-esque, yo. XD
Straight/Gay/Bi:	Bi under different circumstances.
Single?	No, I have TONS of ramen! Which makes me not single.
If not, do you want to be?	I don't mind being single.
Birthdate:	October 17th, 1989
Your age:	Nearly 16
Age you act:	Between three and thirty
Age you wish you were:	I don't really care
Your height:	5'9"
Eye color:	It varies, but normally it's grey.
Happy with it?	Sure, I don't pay much attention to it.
Hair color:	Brown with red and blond coming out of nowhere all of a sudden.
Happy with it?	I sort of wish it was unicolored. - -;
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:	Ambi with everything except writing, and I'm a righty.
Your living arrangement:	In a dark bedroom in a small apartment with my okaa-san and niece.
Your family:	...is stupid. >>
Have any pets?	Depends on what you'd consider my niece...
Whats your job?	Right now I help out my uncle at his diesel mechanic shop, but in October I'll be working at a BBQ joint.
Piercings?	Two in each ear (yet I don't have any earrings >>)
Tattoos?	Getting one soon
Obsessions?	Anime. DUH! XD
Addictions?	Pocky, online shopping, manipulating people's heads!
Do you speak another language?	A good portion of Japanese and bits and pieces of Spanish.
Have a favorite quote?	Where there's a will, there's a way.
Do you have a webpage?	You're looking at it, chump.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?	I guess >>
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?	Not... very... much...
Do you have any secrets?	Plenty.
Do you hate yourself?	No, no point in hating yourself.
Do you like your handwriting?	Um... I don't really care about it. It's pretty damn messy, though.
Do you have any bad habits?	I bite my nails. And I'm very perverted. Is that a bad habit though, really?
What is the compliment you get from most people?	I look like a movie star
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?	Awkward Lifestyle
What's your biggest fear?	Hm... maybe that I won't get to do the things I want to do in life. But I know I can do what I want if I try hard enough.
Can you sing?	Yes, I can sing. Can I sing well? I guess so. People say that I can.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?	That's what cosplaying is, right? *feels ninja-cool*
Are you a loner?	Yes, you could call me that.
What are your #1 priorities in life?	Success, recognition, and general intelligence.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?	XD I would try to kill myself!
Are you a daredevil?	Um... sure?
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?	In the past, I have occasionally been afraid of my own mind. As in, randomly turning psychotic. Yes, yes, I'm a freak. Oh, I'm also kinda fat.
Are you passive or agressive?	Aggressive.
Do you have a journal?	You're looking at it, chump.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?	I'm not emotional. This makes me the strong and logical one when emotions run high, but it's also hard for me to have the right kind of emotion when it's needed.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?	I would want to make myself more in control of... myself.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?	Yes, very. From a lot of experiences.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?	What the fuck? I could write a book on this question!!
Do you think life has been good so far?	No, not really. There are many things that could've gone waaaay better, of course.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?	As corny as it sounds... one can really only trust oneself.
What do you like the most about your body?	Probably my face.
And least?	My middle. - -;
Do you think you are good looking?	In general, I'm pretty easy on the eyes.
Are you confident?	Yes. And I am confident in my answer. ^^
What is the fictional character you are most like?	Um... going by my morals and my general attitude towards others, and also since my mind is plagued by Naruto at the moment, I'm going with Gaara. I'm just not AS psychotic.
Are you perceived wrongly?	If I wish to be.
Do You...
Smoke?	No. Baaaad idea. I have asthma and a history with my bronchial shit.
Do drugs?	When they're prescribed.
Read the newspaper?	No. I detest reading, especially daily/weekly/monthly/...annually >>
Pray?	For the hell of it, sometimes yes. Though, it's mostly just me talking to myself.
Go to church?	When I'm dragged there or there's some kind of concert.
Talk to strangers who IM you?	Sometimes.
Sleep with stuffed animals?	Yes. *holds up mattressful of plushies* Muahaha..
Take walks in the rain?	If it's not lightning and I feel like walking.
Talk to people even though you hate them?	If it benefits me in some way, then yeah, sure.
Drive?	I can, just not legally. ^^;
Like to drive fast?	Can't say that I'd know.
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?	Yeah, that's why I fandub stuffs.
Hurt yourself?	If running into walls counts, yes.
Been out of the country?	Field trip to Winnipeg when I lived in North Dakota. Oh yeah! They forgot me and I ran three blocks down the middle of the street and slipped on ice and fell on my face. FUN!
Eaten something that made other people sick?	Yeah, that was like every night that we went to the Jubilee restaurant when I lived in Florida. XD
Been in love?	Not with a human >>
Done drugs?	Didn't we already do this question?
Gone skinny dipping?	Nope, I've done better than that. XD DON'T ASK.
Had a medical emergency?	Yeah, major asthma attack when I was living in... um... I think that was Tewksbury, Massachusetts. I blacked out and everything.
Had surgery?	Nope.
Ran away from home?	I've stomped out of the house yelling "I'M LEAVING!" and stayed out until dark several times when I was younger, does that count?
Played strip poker?	Nope.
Gotten beaten up?	Yes, and he paid dearly for it. *cackles*
Beaten someone up?	Quite. And every time it was more and more fun... *cackles again*
Been picked on?	Yes, until high school I got picked on a lot. Until people started realizing that I didn't give a shit.
Been on stage?	Quite often. I've done a lot of acting and singing in my life.
Slept outdoors?	*nods* Camping ROCKS!
Thought about suicide?	When I went temporarily insane in 8th grade, very often did I think about it.
Pulled an all nighter?	Pulled one last night, man. It's nothing.
If yes, what is your record?	Over 45 hours. I couldn't comprehend time very well after about 30 hours.
Gone one day without food?	Yes, several times. Usually accidentally.
Talked on the phone all night?	Ooooh yeah.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?	Depends on what you consider sleeping together and if age matters or not.
Slept all day?	o_O I am awake every night, so what do you think?
Killed someone?	I pushed someone into suicide once. I'm really not that bad of a person, I didn't know it'd cause that, you know? And I moved before it all happened so...
Made out with a stranger?	>> Not quite.
Had sex with a stranger?	No.
Thought you're going crazy?	I have gone crazy once. And yes, sometimes I feel like it's going to happen again.
Kissed the same sex?	Yes.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?	...Yes.
Been betrayed?	Yes.
Had a dream that came true?	A lot of my dreams seem to tell the future.
Broken the law?	...Yes.
Met a famous person?	Ooooh yeah. TONS. I'm not kidding you. Benefits of having parents in the food business and a father that works in GIANT-ass convention centers.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?	Not that I know of.
On purpose?	No.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?	Yeah, probably somewhere along the line.
Stolen anything?	Yes.
Been on radio/tv?	Yes, a bunch of times. I've been on the radio a couple odd occasions, and I've been on the news and stuff a whole bunch.
Been in a mosh-pit?	No, but something similar.
Had a nervous breakdown?	Yes.
Bungee jumped?	I wish.
Had a dream that kept coming back?	Yeah, that tends to happen a lot.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?	Yes.
Miracles?	No.
Astrology?	It's fun to think about, but no.
Magic?	No.
God?	No.
Satan?	No.
Santa?	No.
Ghosts?	Sort of. I'm kind of in the grey area on this topic.
Luck?	Yes.
Love at first sight?	No.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?	Yes.
Witches?	Like, wiccan people, yes.
Easter bunny?	No.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?	Yes.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?	No >>
Do you wish on stars?	For fun sometimes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?	No.
Do you think God has a gender?	I don't think there is a God at all >>
Do you believe in organized religion?	No.
Where do you think we go when we die?	Nowhere, we're dead.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?	Yes.
Who is your best friend?	Um... Zappa.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?	I think everyone might be equal XD
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?	It's not so important to finish first, it's just important to get the work done correctly.
Your favourite inside joke?	Can't think of any.
Thing you're picked on most about?	I'm weird.
Who's your longest known friend?	o_O Um... *thinks real hard* Angel, I guess. Known him since I was 12.
Newest?	Iruka
Shyest?	No one that I can think of is really shy. Maybe Brian.
Funniest?	Tori. ^^
Sweetest?	Tori. ^^;
Closest?	Zappa
Weirdest?	Um... ALL OF YOU ARE WEIRD! SO HA!
Smartest?	Nick
Ditziest?	Len. No doubt.
Friends you miss being close to the most?	Um, no one really.
Last person you talked to online?	Zappa.
Who do you talk to most online?	Zappa, Tori, Tala, Brian, Iruka
Who are you on the phone with most?	Nick, Quintus, Tala
Who do you trust most?	Nick I guess
Who listens to your problems?	It seems that if I were to discuss my problems with someone, most everyone I know would welcome it.
Who do you fight most with?	I don't really fight with anyone.
Who's the nicest?	Zappa
Who's the most outgoing?	Quintus
Who's the best singer?	ME! Um... I've not heard anyone sing *shrugs*
Who's on your shit-list?	Depends, are we talking about people in general or just friends?
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?	I'm a pervert, you answer that. - -;
Who's your second family?	My mattress full of plushies. ^^
Do you always feel understood?	Yeah, I guess
Who's the loudest friend?	Probably Tori, this is a guess. ^^;
Do you trust others easily?	No, not really.
Who's house were you last at?	My cousins'
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:	My own?
Do your friends know you?	Not really.
Friend that lives farthest away:	Nick
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?	It can be.
What do you find romantic?	A lot of things. I like things that smell really good.
Turn-on?	Classiness, cleanliness, a bit of stubbornness, and I won't deny that looks play a part
Turn-off?	TOO short, doesn't take care of themself, boring-ness, immaturity
First kiss?	Don't want to talk about it.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?	Wouldn't care much, honestly. I've been known to get pretty mad about it, though.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going	Yeah, that's usually nice o_O
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out	I don't think it really matters, does it?
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv	I'm not a shallow person, but not that I can recall.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?	Yeah, I think so.
What is best about the opposite sex?	Usually more calm and easier for me to get along with
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?	Immaturity.
What's the last present someone gave you?	A go on the DDR machine.
Are you in love?	With material things at the moment. ^^;
Do you consider your significant other hot?	I hope s/he is...
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?	Matt O_o Get out of my head!!!
You wanted to kill?	Steven - -; Sorry dude, I'm learning to live with your incessant... um... yeah.
That you laughed at?	Tala
That laughed at you?	Tala, I think
That turned you on?	The author of that fanfic XD
You went shopping with?	Quintus
That broke your heart?	Never happened before
To disappoint you?	Quintus. "I'm going to get some friends and we're going to see a moooovie!!!" -=3 days later, no calls=- "I feel neglected..." Me: "Why don't you do what you said then!?"
To ask you out?	To hang out, Quintus. On a date, um... *shrugs* can't remember.
To make you cry?	Can't even remember the last time I cried, actually...
To brighten up your day?	Zappa
That you thought about?	*looks up* Zappa
You saw a movie with?	My niece
You talked to on the phone?	Tala
You talked to through IM/ICQ?	Zappa
You saw?	My okaa-san
You lost?	My uncle Rob
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?	No.
Will it be with your significant other?	N/A
Or some random person?	N/A
What are you wearing right now?	Final Fantasy concert Tee and boxers
Body part you're touching right now:	My left thigh o.O
What are you worried about right now?	This crick in my neck
What book are you reading?	EW! No. No reading. Reading bad for me.
What's on your mousepad?	Three cute anime chicks in sleeping outfits on white sheets looking as if they're just waking up ^^ OMG It's so cuuute *stares at it for a while*
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:	Tired, painful, hungry, thirsty, cool
Are you bored?	A bit
Are you tired?	Yes
Are you talking to anyone online?	Zappa
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?	Nope.
Are you lonely or content?	Content, I guess
Are you listening to music?	Yes, right now it's Tsukiyo no Koi Uta by D
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

   Can someone die from eating too much udon?
12:52
Song: Cage - Dir en grey

Haven't slept normally in two days. My sleep has been so fucked and I seriously don't know why. So I just wake up and get online and talk to Neji. Or watch TV. Or whatever.

Yesterday I wanted to eat SOMETHING. *has like no food in this apartment* So I went to the asian grocery store and loaded up with TONS of udon and ramen and even some pocky. I nearly bought some of that Hello Panda stuff (I remember eating it when I was little, and I LOVE it) but it was a little expensive for me - -;.

But I'm hardly eating anyway, I just don't feel right for whatever reason. *munches on pocky, sighing*

Yesterday I also went out to Best Buy and picked up some more decent video editing software for movie-making. But I'm telling you, there is NO WAY to fricking learn how to work this thing without just sitting there playing with it. So I did that until 8:00 when I finally passed out. Tala called and I wanted to talk to her, but I couldn't even remember her calling when I next woke up (an hour later).

Today I actually WENT somewhere! But not for long. I was babysitting ALL DAY. From like 10:00 A.M. to 7:00 P.M. Then okaa-san came home and informed me that we were going to my counsins' for dinner, so I'm like sure.

We ate sloppy joes, and damn I got fucking sloppy, ya hear!? The buns were like... cotton soft. It just split. I couldn't help it. Then Caleb left to go to his girlfriend's as he usually does, and soon after, Steven came home with like, four friends. I hung out with them a little, they were pretty cool. One of them is into anime too, so who knows. I might end up with a con buddeh! *cheers* Yay! New best friend! XD

Now I'm gonna rant about a couple of problems, so go ahead and skip this para and go to shout-outs. My okaa-san quit her job this evening. She says it's too physically taxing for someone like her. That she feels like crying several times during her shifts. Not to mention, she's bringing home maybe nine dollars a day (she is... er... was a waitress, and she's very experienced in waitressing for those of you who don't know). It's just not enough to keep us going, especially with my dumbass "father" OBVIOUSLY not putting in all of his efforts into moving down here with us. I have for a long time stood for a divorce between the two, and I still stand by it. I think we'd be better off living through my okaa-san, myself, and child support. But what the hell do I know, I'm a fucking gaki, no one listens to me -_-;.

Alright, some shout-outs.

TripleJ - Um... I think we might need to talk. Make sure you get in touch once your modem is all healed.

Neji-san - Thanks for being online in the middle of the night when I'm bored out of my fucking mind XD You entertain me well! *winks* XD

SD - You're getting a noogie, whether you like it or not.

Sariana - *cheers* Yay, new Cloud Watcher!

Sethy - Missin' you! ^^

Zabu-sensei - I'm gunna try to color the damn thing on the comp, since my scanner hates me. - -;

joshizzle - Sorry you had such a poopie day, dood.

Phlinx - Why dun you ever talk to meh!? You dun like me!! *cries*

Amanda-chan - Still have that VM message I hope... Muahaha...

Tala - I'll call you tomorrow evening or something, I'll really try - -;

Newbeh - YO! ZOMG! *gives you a pocky stick*

Everyone else - Sorry if I forgot yas, I'm tiiiiired ;_; And I'm watching Family Guy. So deal with it. *gives pocky to everyone anyway*

Dewa!
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Sunday, August 7, 2005

   *yawns and rubs eyes*
7:22 P.M.
Song: I Disappear - Metallica

Hey, hey, hey
Here I go now
Here I go in to new days
Hey, hey, hey
Here I go now
Here I go into new days
I’m pain, I’m hope, I’m suffer
Yeah, hey, hey, hey, yeah
Here I go into new days
Hey, hey, hey
Ain’t no mercy, ain’t mercy left for me,
Hey, hey, hey
Ain’t no mercy, ain’t mercy left for me,
I’m pain, I’m hope, I’m suffer
Yeah, hey, hey, hey
Ain’t no mercy, ain’t no mercy left for me
Do you bury me when I’m gone
Do you teach me while I’m here
...just as soon as I belong, then it’s time I disappear
Hey, hey, hey, and I went, and I went on down that road
Hey, hey, hey
And I went on, and I went on down that road
I’m pain, I’m hope, I’m suffer
Hey, hey, hey
Yeah and went on, and I went on down that road
Do you bury me when I’m gone
Do you teach me while I’m here
...just as soon as I belong, then it’s time I disappear
Do you bury me when I’m gone
Do you teach me while I’m here
...just as soon as I belong, then it’s time I disappear
Do you bury me when I’m gone
Do you teach me while I’m here
...just as soon as I belong, then it’s time I disappear
Do you bury me when I’m gone
Do you teach me while I’m here
...just as soon as I belong, then it’s time I disappear
...disappear

This song is just digging itself into me for whatever reason.

Um... I just sort of felt like posting for no particular reason... I don't even have anything to say. >> So just to annoy the people that it annoys, here's a survey I took.

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))
Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 117097 times on bzoink!
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::	Kayoubi
Birthplace ::	Cincinnati, Ohio
Age ::	Sixteen in a couple of months
Age you act ::	Sometimes in my thirties, sometimes three.
Current location ::	Tyler, Texas
Eye color ::	Most often grey, sometimes green.
Hair color ::	Common brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::	Ambi, unless it's writing, in which case I'm a righty.
Zodiac sign? ::	Libra/snake
Height? ::	5'9"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::	American. >>
Your hair ::	Medium length, almost in a shag.
Your fears ::	None that come to mind.
Your perfect room ::	Walls covered in wallscrolls of all my favorite anime, a corner filled with plushies, a hammock-style bed, and an entertainment center that's loaded, if you know what I mean.
What you practically do in a day ::	Wake up... go on the computer... play some video games... go back to sleep.
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::	Dude, awesome, 1337
Phrases you overuse ::	OMG, WTF, diet cherry vanilla dr pepper, teh schiznat.
Your first thought when you wake up ::	What the FUCK was that dream about!?
Your greatest accomplishment ::	*shrugs* I have tons of little ones.
Something you want to do ::	Take over the world.
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::	Coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::	McD's all the way.
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::	Neither! *chokes* Alright, Christina I guess.
Chocolate or vanilla ::	Vanilla
Adidas or Nike ::	I don't really care.
Black or white ::	Both
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::	Bills! Duh.
Burgers or hot dogs ::	Burgers
Egypt or France ::	Egypt
Rock or rap ::	ROCK!!!!
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::	Never. I have asthma. Really bad idea to smoke.
Cuss ::	Fuck yes.
Sing well ::	I like to think so, people tell me I do.
Sing in the shower ::	Yeah
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::	I don't talk too too much anyway.
Believe in yourself ::	Sure.
Like taking these longass surveys? ::	Yes, they are the greatest part of my day!
Play an instrument ::	Piano
Want to go to college? ::	Yes
Want to get married? ::	Maybe
Want to have children? ::	No
Think you're a health freak? ::	No, definitely not.
Get along with your parents ::	Not really.
Get along with your siblings? ::	No.
Think you're popular ::	Popular with the otaku crowd.
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::	I made a move from Massachusetts to Texas. So yeah.
Drank alchohal ::	Yes
Smoke ::	No
Get high ::	No
Done any drugs ::	No
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::	Jesus christ, no!
Been on stage ::	No
Gone skinny dipping ::	No
Been dumped ::	No
Dyed your hair ::	No
Stolen anything ::	Actually... no.
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::	V-chan.
Loudest ::	*shrugs* I don't know.
Most shy ::	TripleJ
Blondest ::	Haha... um... *shrugs* I don't really consider any of them to be blond-ish. But I'll go with SD.
Smartest ::	ME! >>
Kindest ::	Zappa, I think.
Best personality ::	In general? Um... I dun know >>
Most talented ::	I don't know!
Best singer ::	ME! Um... I really don't know.
Most ghetto ::	*shrugs*
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::	I don't knoooow
Pain in the ass ::	Quintis. XD
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::	Nick. STOP TALKING FOR THREE SECONDS! I don't understand what you're saying when you go on and on about your roommates! *hopes he won't see this anyway*
Funniest ::	V-chan!
Best person for advice ::	Seth, maybe.
Dependable ::	Hm, I don't know.
Trustworthy ::	TripleJ.
Druggie ::	No one >>
Most likely to end up in jail ::	Me. v_v;
Person you've known the longest ::	TripleJ. He's my man, yo.
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::	Really weird and complicated, as usual. Feel free to ask me if you really want to know.
Last nightmare ::	I slept at Itachi's house, and I woke up being stabbed by an Akatsuki member. Before I died, I could hear Itachi yelling at him, and I woke up in a lot of pain and sweat.
Car ride ::	Haven't been anywhere in several days.
Last time you cried ::	I honestly can't remember.
Last movie seen ::	I just watched some movie with my mom called "One True Love"
Last movie rented ::	The second XXX movie (it sucked)
Last book read ::	Harry Potter 6
Last word said ::	*thinks* ......... see.
Last curse word said ::	Damn.
Last time you laugh ::	Last night at some point.
Last phone call ::	Sethos last night.
Last CD played ::	A mix of Orange Range and Asian Kung-fu Generation
Last song you listened to ::	I Disppear - Metallica
Last annoyance ::	Nick continuously talking to me about his roommates and stuff. -_-;
Last IM ::	See above.
Last weird encounter ::	*shrugs*
Last person you hugged ::	My cousin Caleb
Last person you yelled at ::	My niece
Last time you wore a skirt ::	;;;;;>> It's been a long while...
Last time you've been evil ::	Right now. I mean, this quiz is going in a post.
Sarcastic? ::	Up there in an answer somewhere, I'm sure.
Last time you fought with your parents ::	It has been a while. I don't talk to them too often.
Last time you wished upon a star ::	Fourth of July, right at dark before the fireworks.
Played Truth or Dare ::	A few years, that's for sure.
Spent quality time alone ::	Heh... like... my alone time is practically endless.
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::	Yes. -_-;
Do you feel lonely ::	Sort of, but I guess I always do.
Ever TP'd someone's house ::	No.
How about egging someone's house ::	No.
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::	That made absolutely no sense.
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::	Fuck no.
Yo Momma ::	She's in there.
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::	Yes.
What do you think of George Bush? ::	*will not dignify that question with comment*
Any secret fetishes? ::	Heh heh... maybe...
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::	o_O Maybe.
How many languages do you speak? ::	Three, sort of.
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::	Yeah, a little.
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::	Yes. *waits for you*
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Saturday, August 6, 2005

   OMG! THEOTAKU ISN'T BEING A BITCH ANYMORE!!! *loves on theotaku*
CLICK ME!!!!!

CLICK IT! CLICK IT RIGHT NOW!!! CLICK IT RIGHT NOW AND TAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!

ShadowVixen, it's just for you. *multiple glomps and kisses*

Just made a one for the dudes, too, by popular demand. PRAY WITH ME THAT IT WON'T TAKE THREE WEEKS TO GET SUBMITTED!!!

*throws candies and confetti and theotaku* BE MY FRIIIIIIEND!!!!

Oh, and by the way, MY A/C GOT FIXED!!!! *jumps up and down* Alright... no more sugar... *hides self under mattress*

*pops back* New layout, too, if ya haven't noticed. Ya like?

Ten-Ten actually won that poll I had up, just in case you voters were wondering... but the thing is, I don't like Ten-Ten. Her hairstyle makes me hungry. M'kay, well, that is all. *cough* >>
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Friday, August 5, 2005

   M'kay, we have some ground to cover.
SCOOBY DOO IS STUPID!

Yes. In the bad way.

Anyway... posting, posting, that's right...

6:31 A.M.
Song: Battlecry (Samurai Champloo op.)

So things have been mildly interesting.

My seven year old niece told myself and my nana today that she wanted to start cutting herself. >> I'm like "Oh great, watch me get blamed for this..."... apparently it's just so she can get attention. But still...

Check THIS out! It's great.

wow look whose talking since ur british and u cant understand street i'll keep it simple FUCK OFF BITCH WHO ARE YOU CALLING ASLUT I MEAN YOUR NAME IS CLOSET PERVERT LMAO YOU CAN P.M AGAIN I WON'T READ IT NASTY UGLY SLUT HOOKER BITCH HERES ADVISE FOR YOU GET AFUCKIN LIFE STOP GETTING INTO OTHER PEOPLE'S FIGHTS ON THE INTERNET GOD I HATE PEOPLE LIKE YOU THERE SO PATHETIC
NOW I KNOW WHY PEOPLE SAY INTERNET PEOPLE CRAZY

loser creep molester THATS WHAT YOU ARE
SO STAY AWAY FOR ME

HAVE FUN WRITING BACK CAUSE I WON'T READ IT

Thank you, angelpie, for your flattering compliments. I was so wrong, you're the most mature, intelligent, and wise person I've ever met.

If you would like me to elaborate on how I got into this awesome PMing thing with angelpie, too bad. I actually don't know myself.

Wait... since when am I British?

Heh... I CRAZY!!! *runs around in circles* I'm an internet people. And... a hooker. Dammit, TripleJ, you were right...

Ok, I'm having waaaay too much fun. *has to smack self to stop laughing and typing more smart-ass remarks*

So anyway... what else have I been doing besides talking with "crazy internet people"? Well, since I'm a loser molester creep...

*smacks self again*

XD I'm good, really. Yeah, I've just been chatting with NejiSlave and a few other randoms and sleeping. It's been horribly boring lately... well, calm I should say. Unlike when we first moved here. My okaa-san is getting her job into full-swing starting this weekend or something, which means I get BABYSITTING RESPONSIBILITIES!!! Of my psychotic niece. Oh boy. But I will be getting paid a lot, so I'm satisfied.

Out of sheer boredom...

Here's a question. Now, you must answer this question while keeping in mind that you can't have a biased opinion. This means, if you hate their personality, or if you don't like their gender, or if you don't like the way they talk, you can't include these and other factors as counts to your decision.

WHO IS the sexiest person in Naruto?

In all honesty... I may have to go with jacketless Kiba. ;;>>

Out-shouts!!! Heh.

sango18 - Gonna miss ya, babe. Take care, really.

TripleJ - Remind me that it's not a healthy thing to do memes while chatting with you on the phone.

V-chan - I shall obtain some new syrups, m'dear. *maniacal cackling*

SD - Same goes for you. Muahaha...

Nejislave - Hope stuff works out for ya. I mean stuff in general.

Tala - I ORDER YOU TO KIDNAP MEH!!! O_O

Seth - I haven't heard from yeh in ages! Get in touch when you get the chance.

Zabuza-kun - I be making yer present! YAY!

And of course, angelpie - I DONT TKE ADVISE FROM PPL WHO TALK LYK DIS!!!!

Everyone else - Love yas, you know it. Remember, a bowl of ramen a day keeps the psychotic scamming doctors away.


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Wednesday, August 3, 2005

   OMFG LYK MAH BRAINZ!!!!!!!!!111one
5:16 A.M.

My brain is fried. Seriously.

I just spent five hours... taking the fucking stupidest test I've ever seen... so my mom could be certified to serve alcohol. Oh sure, she was sitting next to me, helping me out on occasion... but I cannot see nor think straight. Ugh... @_@

Um, oh yeah, I deleted a handful of peoples on my friends list because you either a) Haven't updated in weeks or b) Haven't bothered to come by my site like EVER. If I mistakenly deleted you, feel free to let me know. As I said, with the state that I'm in at the moment...

Well, the last couple days have been filled with swimming and ramen. I did get the hands-free set *whoops* and used it to talk to Tala for a good while. TripleJ, you're next dood...

Haven't really been doing much else. Gaia's trippin' so I can't do anything... my sleeping patterns are as irregular as they have been. *looks up* Oh my god... did I just type "trippin'"? *cries*

Waaaay too out of it for individual shout-outs, pics, and everything else you guys fucking love. So, deal with it. Um... no... I dun mean that... I mean... I love you, thanks for visiting... and... and... er... what were we talking about? Um... *goes elsewhere*
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Sunday, July 31, 2005

   M'Kay, I'm all caught up now... so... I get to post... right? >>
12:01 A.M.

YAY! Okay. So yeah, I have been dead the last few days. Well... just lazy. And keeping myself from getting stressed. A lot of shit is happening in my family, but yeah, I'd rather not go there.

My okaa-san just walked in and said "We must help the people in Pine Ridge county!" I'm like o_O okay then...

I actually haven't been doing much. Yesterday I went to my cousin's and we ate dinner then went in Caleb's room to play Black Hawk Down. Steven ended up playing while me and Caleb were talking. Then I decided I'd call TripleJ, so I did. When I got off the phone, Caleb was sleeping next to me. I turned over and continued to watch Steven play, but ended up passing out, too. When I woke up, I was in a less-than-comfortable position between the two. ...

And that was the only thing I did for the most part. I've had a really irregular sleeping pattern (it's not a pattern anymore >>) and when I wake up I just don't feel like doing anything.

My nana's coming back tomorrow. You see, I can stand her as long as my papa isn't there. She's actually pretty cool sometimes. Maybe I can get her to buy me a hands-free set for my phone! ^^ Heh.

Okay, since there isn't much to tell, here's some shout-outs.

Vicky-chan - OMG *moans* Shikamaruuu... XD

TripleJ - lol I wouldn't post pics again if I were you XDDD *waits for you to post revenge pics of me* O_O

Tala - Boo. Bees. XD

Seth - When you get all high-like again, give me a call. I want to hear this. XD

Ian - You make Oni-con seem too far away *sniffs* lol

Newbeh - OMFG You were Hojo! A Hojo took a pic of me and Rude one day. It was funny, yet weird.

Everyone else - Um, sorry if I missed ya but you know my memory! And if you don't, then you didn't really need a shout-out, did ya? XD

PEACE! *rolls away with a headache*




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