Wednesday, August 31, 2005

   Just hasn't been my week, I guess...
7:58 P.M.

So where do I sail?
A ship losing control
My cries swallowed up, lost in the raging sea
So where has love gone?
Will I ever reach it?
The cape of storms echoes the pain I feel inside...

Me = bad mood + iced tea overdose

I'm just so... ARGHBLE! Yeah. Can't even talk to anyone on AIM right now, because all I'll do is rant and carry on about how pissed I am about things in general. If I didn't know any better, I'd say I'm suffering PMS! - -;

I want to go to AFest... I want to meet people... I want to get out and do things, and I can't, all because of my mom. It's like she's completely opposed to me doing something remotely enjoyable. And she seems to take pleasure in my suffering. That grin she tends to sport as she wears me down, standing next to me and yelling and blah-blah-blahing, telling me how stupid I am and pointing out everything that's wrong with me and the people I befriend, that grin just seems very real.

Sorry about this guys, I'm ARGHBLE right now. And when I'm ARGHBLE, I'm not a very cuddly person. Just too much stress coming from too many different ways.

IN OTHER NEWS because I'm getting more ARGHBLE the more I think about this, despite the fact that very, very few people really cared about me and the Accuplacer yesterday, I passed with flying colors, except the math portion, which is fine since I was taking it for English ANYWAY. So now I'm left with chunks of homework from every single class that I need to complete, and I soooo don't want to do any of it. Seriously, I really don't want to do it. It's like... a monster or something to me. God. Somebody give me a loaf of bread, I need to make toast. - -;

Damn, what do you guys do when you feel this ARGHBLE? I'm probably just going to sleep, that tends to make me feel better. *shrugs*

Some shout-outs, it's been a while since I've done that...

Amanda-chan - I finished your bg last night, it's teh smex according to those I've asked. Whenever you can get online with me, I'll send you the link and you can check it out for yourself.

Kris - Thanks for caring about me, man. I don't think anything else could make a person feel better quite like knowing someone else gives a shit.

Zappa - We don't meet up enough online ;-;

Everyone going to AFest - Hope you guys have fun at AFest! Save some energy for Oni and for me, though.

Non-otakuers that visit my site - Make an account, damn yous! If I love you enough, I'll even help you out. When I'm not feeling ARGHBLE, anyhow.

Alright, should be enough for today. Love and Peace, minna-san.


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