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Friday, January 5, 2007


Feeling:

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Listening: Cage-Dir en Grey
Watching: nothing
Eating: nothing
Drinking: Soda

Man. I couldn't find a good icon of how I feel. I feel really sad and mad at myself. It feels like im losing control of stuff. I keep screwing up relationships with my friends. and I just got off the phone with my oldest friend who I haven't hanged out with since July. It was kinda sad. She asked what I got for christmas and she told me what she got. It was extremely sad because here's a very nice girl who I've been buddies with since kindergarden and we can't even keep in touch anymore. Lately, I've been making people mad at me and losing friends it seems like. I might be cross with that person, but in the end I'll keep pushing people away until I'm a alone. But hey that's life I guess. I've really been hating myself lately. I'll hope I can restore old bonds between friends. I'll try, oh goodness I will.

-Farrell

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