Saturday, January 12, 2008

   The party
My feet are kind of deformed and bruised and blistered but I'll live. Roller-skating was fun!! In the beginning, I fell about 3 or 4 times, then I got used to it. It hurts a lot though. :D Was very happy. They played music and stuff. It was cool. That was basically all we did. The girl from my other posts came, but the boy didn't show up. Don't know why. It remains a mystery. Yumi just left my house. Now I'm just sitting back, listening to AnCafe, and massaging my feet(haha just kidding). So that's it. I'm so bored right now. DX
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Friday, January 11, 2008

   ...I don't know..
Okay. *takes deep breath* So the pair ended up going out and of course I'm happy for her. I can't hate her just because me and her like the same boy and I will hate her for having him choose her because well, gomen for not mentioning this in my last post... we're best friends. That's why I won't steal him, won't kill myself or her, and that's why I'm trying to be kind of happy. It feels weird. Today they hugged and I was so happy and I high-fived Kumi and Nicolas, but deep inside I felt weird. I can tell they are a happy pair because I saw them walking to the gym together while I had to walk with that stupid Kenja(T_T). Well, if she's happy, I have to be happy. The last thing I want is for her to break up with him; it will make me feel worse because I ruined her happiness. And I don't want that. Please check out Kumi and Sayu's posts. Then you will understand a little bit more how this is affecting everyone. We're all just feeling... emotional, torn, pained, even angry. Well, that's how I feel.

Well, all's well that ends well. For Yumi. ^^
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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

   ...Sad
I don't know. I feel confused right now. I feel sad, heart-broken, and something I almost never feel. I don't know why. I just feel that way. I'm swamped with homework, and some other random stuff. I think I somewhat know this feeling... is it jealousy? I don't know. I think I like this boy, but he obviously likes someone else. I don't know if they'll start dating, but One part of me doesn't want it, the other side wants me to smile, be strong, and accept. Of course, I will go with the second side, because even though it will pain me a lot, I will have to be happy, even with a phony smile on my face.

I don't know why I started liking him. I'm happy for this girl, of course I'm not mad at her. I'm not mad at the boy either. I should be happy for them! I shouldn't keep them from liking each other... no matter what consequence I have to handle. My heart aches... a lot. This is the most depressing post I've ever written, and it's about love. Well, thanks for listening, I guess. *Tears well up in eyes* I don't know anymore...
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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

   So sorry :(
I'm so sorry! I haven't been commenting on your sites or updating in... 2 days. T_T Wow I can't believe I'm apologizing for that. But, anyway, I am! So, yup.

Nothing interesting has happened so far. *Racks mind for something interesting to talk about* Uh... nope. Except for the sudden temperature change(from -2 degrees to 11 degrees-wow!), nothing else. I feel like complaining about this guy in my class, so I think I will.

This guy, in my class, he's SO annoying, egotistical and rude. I want to sew his mouth shut so he can't talk about how cool he is or whatever. He wasn't annoying before the break, but now he's so annoying, I swear. He talks about how weird I am just because I like anime. It's not that his words offend me, it's just that he ALWAYS talks about it. T_T He makes it always seem like I watch anime and that is my life(not like I'm saying having that kind of lifestyle is stupid, just so you know), when he doesn't know anything. *takes deep breaths. Inhale, exhale* Calm down, Coco. He's just a pig-headed jerk. I think I'll just listen to An Cafe to calm me down. I usually don't like jrock, but I really like An Cafe! And Nightmare, too. But I'll always be the jpop/kpop girl I was. ^^ Well, have a great day!
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Sunday, January 6, 2008

   Happines Part II
Okay... why am I happy this wonderful Sunday Night?

1. Tomorrow we get to go back to school and I get to see my friends.

2. I got a cellphone(which I haven't received yet but I will- SOON)

3. I FINALLY got New Moon and Eclipse- hehehehe.

4. I'm getting a decent lunch tomorrow.

5. I'm just happy- OKAY??

So, yeah. I know I was pissed in my Kinda Pissed post, but I'm not anymore! XDD Oh, yes and one more reason.

6. Kumiko's party's coming up. I'm ecstatic about it. ^^

That is all. Have a great day everyone!
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   I'm a Literature Nerd! Yeah!
Although I'm mostly a literature nerd and an anime nerd, I don't focus everything on music, I'm pleased with my answers, they are like me a lot! I love to read. *drools* lol.

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Literature Nerd   Does sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category perfectly! You love the power of the written word and it's eloquence; and you may like to read/write poetry or novels. You contribute to the smart people of today's society, however you can probably be overly-critical of works. It's okay. I understand.
Musician
Social Nerd
Drama Nerd
Anime Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

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Saturday, January 5, 2008

   Kinda pissed....
I am so pissed at my mom right now. She lied to me and broke her promise. I am sooo angry right now, that only the comfort of Dbsk and icecream will soothe me. We went to some mall called Promenade to get my sister her phone and we were there for like THREE hours. And my mom never let me go anywhere so it sucked. I went with a family friend, too. And then when I asked if I could buy something, she said we'd go to the damn bookstore after, and when we were driving home, we passed right by the bookstore but we didn't even go in. My mom said that we shouldn't go because it was near 6:00 and this was... 30 minutes ago when I wrote this. It was still 4:00 then, and my mom told me it was near 6. I got so pissed off. . Stupid reason to get angry I know, but it's not fair because yesterday my sister got orange streaks in her hair which costed like 60 bucks or something and then today she got a cellphone. The streaks don't even look good. I call her Pumpkin Head now. I just feel like punching something, so I think I will. :)
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Thursday, January 3, 2008

   Being challenged in almost every way...
Random post I know. I don't know if I spelled it wrong. I don't really care. Sadly I am athletically-challenged, artistically-challenged, and video-gamely challenged. That's why well, at the end of all those things, I always say,"I suck." So,yeah. I'm clumsy, I can't even draw a vase of flowers without making it look pathetic, and... I can't play any video games except for DDR and Karaoke. T_T Kumiko's(kumi101) birthday party is coming up, and well, surprise! We're going roller-skating. I'm excited and all, but it's also UTTER MORTIFICATION(and maybe a scratch or two). I haven't roller-skated in years. I remember one time, about 2 years ago, I went biking with my sister and a family friend, and we biked down a steep hill. I forgot how to stop and crashed into a bus. I couldn't lift up my middle finger for days. T_T Then there was another time when I went on a treadmill that was going 10X speed and I slipped and... the skin on my two legs was ripped off. I still have scars even now. I'm more prone to danger. I can't go through a day without slipping, tripping, or breaking something. I what you call a real klutz. Well, sorry for writing such a pointless entry. I'm just super bored. AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUMI! EVERYONE VISIT KUMI101 AND SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER!! XD
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Wednesday, January 2, 2008

   Bored.. random...?
LOOK INTO THE EYES OF HARUHI!! LOOK!! Note: I know I seem like a freak, I can't help it! I'm just soso bored.


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Monday, December 31, 2007

   Happy New Year everyone!
Happy New Year! I'm going to a family friend's house for a party tonight. They want me to bring my DDR T_T. But, anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR! If you're not going anywhere tonight, you better be having fun tonight then!! All of you!! It doesn't matter what you do, I just want you to have fun! :D Well, I'm just gonna go back to my Death Note marathon. See ya!

~Coco
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