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Wednesday, January 9, 2008
...Sad
I don't know. I feel confused right now. I feel sad, heart-broken, and something I almost never feel. I don't know why. I just feel that way. I'm swamped with homework, and some other random stuff. I think I somewhat know this feeling... is it jealousy? I don't know. I think I like this boy, but he obviously likes someone else. I don't know if they'll start dating, but One part of me doesn't want it, the other side wants me to smile, be strong, and accept. Of course, I will go with the second side, because even though it will pain me a lot, I will have to be happy, even with a phony smile on my face.
I don't know why I started liking him. I'm happy for this girl, of course I'm not mad at her. I'm not mad at the boy either. I should be happy for them! I shouldn't keep them from liking each other... no matter what consequence I have to handle. My heart aches... a lot. This is the most depressing post I've ever written, and it's about love. Well, thanks for listening, I guess. *Tears well up in eyes* I don't know anymore...
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