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Friday, January 11, 2008
...I don't know..
Okay. *takes deep breath* So the pair ended up going out and of course I'm happy for her. I can't hate her just because me and her like the same boy and I will hate her for having him choose her because well, gomen for not mentioning this in my last post... we're best friends. That's why I won't steal him, won't kill myself or her, and that's why I'm trying to be kind of happy. It feels weird. Today they hugged and I was so happy and I high-fived Kumi and Nicolas, but deep inside I felt weird. I can tell they are a happy pair because I saw them walking to the gym together while I had to walk with that stupid Kenja(T_T). Well, if she's happy, I have to be happy. The last thing I want is for her to break up with him; it will make me feel worse because I ruined her happiness. And I don't want that. Please check out Kumi and Sayu's posts. Then you will understand a little bit more how this is affecting everyone. We're all just feeling... emotional, torn, pained, even angry. Well, that's how I feel.
Well, all's well that ends well. For Yumi. ^^
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