Monday, November 12, 2007

Hey know what, I think I might just switch to my old site. I like it better... Asphyxiated Lapse That's it. So if you want, add me there.

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Thursday, November 8, 2007

So last night, my brother came over for dinner. Dinner went well, but my mom kept saying things and I'd comment about how it wasn't nice or something, and he'd tell me we're adults we can talk it out. And I so didn't need to know he's had sex with her. I accidentally mentioned about my moms myspace saying "I HATE KELSEY GROULX!!!!" in the headline part and I didn't know he'd check it out. I hadn't said what it said I only said "Hah you sould see her myspace." Then after dinner, my mom knowing he'd look changed it to "I HATE KELSEY GROULX AND I WISH SHE WOULD DIE" So, I knew my mom and other brother were home and I heard a car blaring music coming down the street and pulled in the driveway. At first I thought it was my dad but then the door slammed and I head Jonathan yelling and just thought to myself"Ohhhh Fuck" But yea, Then he left again speeding away music blaring. My mom was crying, but doing what she did she deserved it in my eyes. So yea, he ended up telling her he bought a ring and was gonig to marry her. I don't think he proposed yet. But my mom teling me he told her he bought a ring, and then I was making she it was to marry her and such and I was like "uhhh well I know that already Eddie told me." Hah, she got pissed. Then started being bitchy to me.. and yea. But yeaa, I had this horrible headache and didn't want to get up this morning and I didn't like whenever she tried to so I ended up hearing her leave and woke up, guess no school for me!! Oh, and I'm gonna get at least and E in Geometry because I've been late twice were I missed the class and I've been absent four times before, so that's six, and this is the seventh. So if I have a passing grade since grades close tomorrow, it's now down to an E but I'll probably have an F. Ooh, and I didn't do my english project that's worth a test and a half or three quizzes. and I have a test in mth today. Hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, fuck shes calling I bet. EDIT: Nope, my daddy called.

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Yea, my moms a fucking psychopathic dumbass. FUCKING GAYASs RETARDED BITCHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

So yea. No school. Bored. I don't really wanna do my project. It's due tomorrow........ DAMNITTTTTTTTT hahaha...anyhow. Yea i don't have anything to say so bye.

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Sunday, November 4, 2007

So how shitty do you think my site looks? Better than it was though... I think I might just use this to hope she doesn't read it. I read to be able to express things with knowing people I may need to express things about won't read them and get all pissed off at me.

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Monday, June 11, 2007

Hell, you know I've missed how things had used to be, but now I could care less. You just have to be such an asshole so I have no choice but to be one back basically.It's like you're trying to ruin my life and from what I know, I didn't even do anything to you. BUt well, whatever, it's all over and done with now and we aren't friends anymore and there's nothing I can do about that. It's not entirely my fault, even if you think it is. Blame me all you'd like though, cause by now you know what,... you're dead to me. You died a long time ago, and I just need to get over it.

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Sunday, May 27, 2007

Lalala. I very much so dislike my mother right now. She's being such a bitch, not that she isn't usually. It's the timing of the month is all if you know what I mean. Hahaha... I hate how she has to like broadcast it to the house 24/7. It's really quite perturbing. Maple is staring at me. She was laying there on my bed with her head tilted and just staring at me and now Candy just came and hopped on too. They look so cute. They just plop anywhere on my bed and lay there looking at me or fighting with each other or sleeping. Their little tails wagging and them yawning with their long tongue stretching out and curling at the end lol.Now they're fighting. Candy looks like such a sweet puppy, but if she's fighting with her sister Maple her teeth are shown and she looks such like a tough pup but it's adorable, both of them are. I've almost had them a year I just noticed, in a couple weeks it'll be a year. I'm blaring my iPod on my alarm clock/radio thing I had gotten for Christmas last year. I feel like annoying my mom because she was being a stupid bitch. Oh well. They're mostly really loud songs on it, and i have the volume as high as it can go. ^_^At the moment, Free Fall Without A Parachute by Senses fail is playing. It's a good song in my opinon. Hmmm, I feel sort of like going to the sky show tongiht but I don't really want to go with anyone in my family and I kind of wanted to go with Brittany, but who knows if she'd even like to be my frienc with her anymore cause I don't like her girlfriend that much but we, her girlfriend and I, made peace I think so yea. She'd cancel like always though and she's supposed to go to Hampton Beach today anyway her site said. Yesterday she was supposed to come over, but her mom made her go with her grandfather somewhere supposedly. There's always something happening when she comes over. She says she wants to hang out then either she says she doesn't feel good or she's tired or something like that when I try to do something with her. It really sucks. Oh well, I need to give p on every trying to hang out with her ever again because it never happens really so yea. Oh well...... I Fucking Hate You by Godsmack is a realllly good song. Haha... I don't want to do the stupid parade tomorrow. And you know, even though Brittany said she'd do it too I bet she won't. She never does anything... She just sits on her ass all day on the computer and sleeping pretty mcuh it seems. She doesn't go to school, cause she "afraid." If she actually went, and hadn't not gone that like month she didn't she wouldn't be so afraid. It's her own fault and I don't give a shit anymore, cause she's the one ruining her own life. In Regards To Myself by Underoath is a good song too. Lalala.... I should stop this now cause it's probably getting long and I don't know what to talk about anymore I was just bored. Sorry.

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