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Birthday
1990-01-26
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Female
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Here Stuck in Nashville
Member Since
2006-09-04
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erm student?
Real Name
Neda
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Achievements
none really
Anime Fan Since
ummm
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Helsing
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to go to college, and get on american idol and be the next william hung!
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i like soccer and just chillin with my friends
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none really
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Sunday, October 1, 2006
The Internet Upsets Me
The internet/any form of talking to people upsets me.....seriously. I am allways busy so on Sunday nights (like tonight) i decide to just catch up on the past weeks events and its never good. too much drama for me to handle. blah. but anyway i bet you (whoever you might be) that tomorrow im gonna get my ass kicked and yelled at by my parents.....cause of report cards. im failing calculus....nuff said. and i have a fucking 83 in english......how did i get a 83 when i swear i got like all A's on my assigments. ::sigh:: i hate school....its the only thing i ever get in trouble for. i cant wait till i graduate. not to mention move out.
anyway, on to better and brighter things. i have the sunstreak stuck in my head. if you dont know who im talking about then you should totally check them out. orrr i dunno if youre into that type of music. its rock basically but not like hard rock. speaking of which, i listened to a bit of mushroom heads new (or is it......not very much into them....okay so dont shoot me) cd and i think its good. i like it.
hmmm so yeah my life is pretty much uneventfull. lol i go to school, i go to soccer whatever, and then i got to work on weekends. the weekly routine. boring as hell but very peacefull. in a way untill i get caught up on whats going on in the world around me.
yeah about that ive come to realize something. i am pretty much the living dead. my life is controlled by others, i go through the same routine day after day like the same conversations, same conflicts, same everything, and i manage to daydream non stop and be totally oblivious to the world around me. that kinda scares me.
i guess im just a very boring non-social person/loser....oh well.
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