Saturday, May 13, 2006

   *Le Sigh*
Too much drama in the world. ...STOP IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT! Okay, I'm done. :P Well I am a tired/crazed potato that wants to bounce about like a bleepin kangaroo. Meh... EAT SLIME YOU EVIL TOASTERS! HYAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! *goes off to save the world from toasters* SAYONARA!
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Friday, May 12, 2006

   *Blink Blink*
I am so confused. I don't know what to think anymore. My head hurts... Bleh. I want some happy thoughts and pie. Whatever. Sorry I haven't written in awhile. I have been so busy and tired and confused and worried and, well, you get the point... -.- I need Advil, so if anyone's willing to spare some, I will love u forever. Well, sayonara... *goes in search for advil*
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Monday, May 1, 2006

   Sick
I'm so sick. Feel like crap. I'm gonna sleep in a fluffy bed because I can. Sleeeeeeep... Sayonara.
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Monday, April 24, 2006

   WOAH!
WOAH! IT'S BEEN SOOOOOO LONG DUDES! I gotta start complaining on my site again. LOL. Anyway, I've been muy busy. Lots of school work and all that shit. -.- So very tired. My vacation just ended today! WAAAAAAAAA! I want my vacation back! *tear* Oh well, I'll just eat some pie cause I'm awesome like that. Well bye bye, sayonara, and all that groovy grooveness!
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

   Spring Break!
Spring Break is finally here! YAAAAAAAAY! I'm so happy! *spazes out* The only bad part is my mom is making me be religious, so I have to keep to Passover this year. This means no yeast for EIGHT DAYS! Which means no pasta, no hamburgers, nothing that has bread, and kosher stuff only. ......NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! *pants* Wait, I'm not done! *breaths deeply* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay now I'm done. I am a sad panda. I iz an atheist damn it! Mesa does not believeth in the God, no offense to all you believers. I just do not find religion that important. I am not gonna figure out if God is real or not until I die so why should I bother thinking about it now? Besides if God DOES exist, he is definately NOT my favorite person, to put it nicely. But that is just my opinion. Religion shouldn't control your every action. Live YOUR life, not the one people try to make FOR you. We just need more individuals in this world, or more individuals to speak out. Why should the dreamers be pinned down by the wings? Than again that is what society does. Assholes. Well, I gtg. Sayonara and all that jazz!
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Monday, April 10, 2006

   Feelings
I wrote this thing in class. I've been feeling this way about a certain guy lately, so yeah. Here it is:

I am so confused. I do not know what I feel anymore. I really like him, but I want to give hime space. I want to be with him, yet I am scared of caring for another only to have my heart get crushed again. I want to help him with his burdens, but I don't want to get in too deep. What am I supposed to do with all these emotions spinning around in my head? What am I supposed to think? I see him and I can feel my heart rise in my throat, beating faster and faster till I can hear it beating in my ears. I remember that night he said so many things, and wonder if it was all a bunch of lies that he fed to me just to ease my lonliness and his own needs. Outside I laugh and smile, but inside I am screaming out for him. I know he may only keep me as a friend, and I may never be anything more but a girl who there in the crowd to him, but I promise not to falter. If he is rwading this I want him to know that I hope he can be happy and that I am waiting patiently for him to choose.
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

   Bleh
I feel sick... Just got my dot at the end of the sentence so I'm grouchy. I wanna go home but I have lab. Ms. Malvey hasn't given me my detention slip yet so I can't go. She'll probably give it to me tomorrow. Whatever. I can deal. I'll do my time, I just wanna get chocolate and get home ASAP. Well I'll probably write more later. Sayonara.
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

   School
I hate my school now. It used to be so awesome, and what happened? People started finding out that it was their prime objection in life to ruin mine. I hate this shit. Plus I have 5 days of detention for popping off. Isn't that just greeeeat? Shit. I hate you Ms. Malvey! And she called my parents too, who are gonna blow a fuse when they find out. I am so frickin' screwed. Damn iiiit! Argh! >< Well I'm going to go spend my last moments alive, pondering about how my parents are going to kill me, and what came first. The chicken or the egg? Sayonara.
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Monday, April 3, 2006

   Paranoid
I think something bad is gonna happen than again it could just be my paranoia kicking in. I've been having weird dreams and stuff, and I keep getting this bad feeling in my gut. I wonder if this is sign. I hope nothing too bad happens. I'm worried about this... Sayonara.
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Friday, March 31, 2006

   Happy
The world is good. I let out my stress, and I have Kingdom Heart II so I am filled with joy! Well I'm gonna go play it. WHEEEE! Sayonara.
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