Tuesday, March 28, 2006

   I give up
I give. I can't take this shit anymore. Love is for the birds, and I will no longer take part in it. Sayonara.
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Monday, March 20, 2006

   In Skool
In skool, and I am a mix of tiredness and hyperness. Weird combo, huh? Anyway, lately this kid Allen has been pissing me off. I hate him so very, very, very, very, very, very, very much. I hate him even more than that. He is a closet case (meaning he won't accept that he's gay) and he's a two faced lying bitch. I hope he burns... >.< He lied to me about being rehab for drinking, and that really offends me. i hate lying overall, and I was also a former drinker. To lie about something like that is just frickin wrong. he also said to one of my Jewish friends, that he was gonna get a Natzi to kill her. WTF?! That's bloody messed up, especially since I come from a Jewish family, even though I myself am not Jewish. He's an Anti-semetic son of *beep* and I hope he gets what he deserves. if anyone wants to jump him, come to New York City and please do. Well, sayonara.
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Friday, March 10, 2006

   CHAPTER 3 IS DOOOONE!
I don't know if any of you remember at all, but I posted a story up on my site before. Well, it took me a very, very, very, very long time but I I finally finshed the third chapter. If you don't remember the story you can read the first two chapters of the story on page two of my Archives. Sorry it took so long, but I think it came out pretty good. I hope you guys like it. Here it is:

I couldn't seem to find my voice. Everything was going too fast for me to undrestand. The little I understood was this: I was on some weird space ship in the middle of outer space, with a bunch of fucking weird ass people telling me I was going to become this Star Potato, or something like that... It wasn't that I wasn't happy that I finally made it outer space, but I didn't WANT to be a Space Ranger! Or was it Space Gamer? Argh, whatever! The point is I was not happy with the situation at all.
As I stood there, completely lost in thought, Endimon and Aria stared at me intently, trying to read my reaction. Secro and Kiro were the only ones who remained indifferent; both of them staring off to the side with a blank expression. I glanced over at Secro, an utterly irritatedlook passing over my entire face. I wanted to say something, anything, just to let out my frustration on someone. Secro just happened to be the person in view at that point in time. Before I knew what I was doing, I walked over to Secro and smacked him across the face. His head lurched to the side, and as he turned his head around, he gave the angriest glare he could muster. The whole room was looking at me now, everyone shocked and bafled at my sudden reaction. The place was basically silent, and the only sound to be heard was the echoing sound of my powerful slap. My face flushed with rage, and I finally shouted, "This is all your fault, you stupid panther boy! I was content living on Earth! I never asked to be brought here! I just wanted to an astronaut, not a stupid Star Glower! I wanna go home, take me home!"
I gripped my fists tightly at my side, and took large breaths between clenched teeth, my eyes blazing with pure fury. Although I didn't show it, on the inside I felt helpless and confused. Usually I had all the answers. Usually I had science to help me sort things out. But all of this didn't make any sense and couldn't be explained with all my logics and numbers, and that...scared me. This was something I couldn't explain, and because I wasn't the one holding the answers on the tip of my tongue for once, I felt like a small mouse that was cornered by a large cat with nasty, pointy teeth. At that point, all I wanted was to go back home, crawl into my bed, go to sleep, and pretend it was all a dream. But instead of showing my fear, I stood there with an angry look plastered on my face. Secro, on the other hand, did not speak. He stared at me silently, and didn't move a muscle. Even though he had every right to yell back at me and humiliate me as I did to him, he didn't do ANYTHING! For a moment I wondered what this guy was smoking, but then I looked into his eyes, and for a moment saw a look of understanding and compassion appear across his face. And though it didn't last long, it showed me that Secro could see right through my front, and understood how I felt on the inside. Secro was the only one who could see the real me, and for that he looked at the ground, and walked away forgivingly, Kiro quickly walking beside him.


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Friday, March 3, 2006

   Argh
People suck, the world sucks, I suck, and I'm going to sleep. I have no life. What a piss off... Sayonara...
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

   Sleeeeepy...
I'm so TIRED! Argh, damn it! I am so sleep deprived, and I want a nappy poo! Did I just write "nappy poo"? Yeah there is something defiantely wrong with me... -.- Auditions for cabere are on Thursday (well for me anyway). I hope I get in! I worked mad hard on it, and I want to perform it so bad for others! Well I'm gonna take a nap! Sayonara!
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Monday, February 27, 2006

   Comic-con!
THE COMIC-CON WAS FUCKING AWESOME! I LOVED, LOVED, LOVED, LOVED IT! I EVEN GOT THE FIRST MANGA OF FRUITS BASKET IN IT'S ORIGINAL JAPANESE FORM! AND I GOT THE CARD GAME WHICH ISN'T EVEN IN STORES YET! I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY! On top of that I'm listening to Utikisama (The Moon) which is Aerith's theme with lyrics! It's so pretty, and it makes me smile! I'm just having an awesome life lately, all I need is some love. But for now FUCK LOVE, I HAVE ANIME AND LOADS OF MANGA, AND UTIKISAMA! I AM CONTENT WITH MY LIFE SO TAKE THAT CUPID! *points a finger at Cupid menacingly* I'm gonna go next year too, and I'm gonna get even more things because it's gonna be even bigger than this year! Well, sayonara all! ^____________^
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

   Reunion!
I had a reunion with two of my friends that I haven't seen in months yesterday. We were 8th homeys so it was muy scandalous to see them again! I heart them! ^_^ We're gonna try to make an official date to see eachother, which is so cool! Do you peoples keep in touch with your middle school peeps? Well tell me if ya want, and leave comments! Sayonara!
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Monday, February 20, 2006

   Excitement!
I can't wait till the next weekend! I'm on break for the whole week, and I don't wanna rush my vacation, but I'm going to the annual New York Comic-con all through the weekend! My oto-san reads comics and plays video games, so do I, on top of the fact that I watch anime and manga! It's gonna be so cool since my dad got us both weekend passes! Comi-con all weekend, I'm so happy! *twirls and runs around in happiness* *runs into a wall* Owie... Anyway, Tokyopop is gonna be an exibit there, and they're gonna have an otaku thingy later at night. They even have lots of gaming sites too! ^_^ It's gonna be great! I can't wait! If you wanna check it out go to:
www.comiccon.com and see for yourself! Well, sayonara and all that jazz!
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Friday, February 17, 2006

   Pie
Give me some fucking pie, world! Give me some pie!
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Thursday, February 16, 2006

   We Made Up
After all that being angry with Andrea, we finally made up. We're best buds again so yeah. lol, Funny how things work. But I'm happy we're friends again! =D I told her that I one of our friends said hi, which caused her to ask me to talk this out. So we did, and that led to us making up. =)

As for the rest of my day, I feel sick. I swear, I have absolutely so inspiration to right. *sigh* Where did my health and inspiration gooooo?
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