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Thursday, January 25, 2007


   *sigh*
I'm confused again. Boys. Curse them... They cause me to be in pain with my brain...=( Whatever! From now on I will be a cat lady! Unless something happens that changes that...XD Anyway, to update ya'll on why I am confused, well, it's Anthony again. Recently I found out that he had/has feelings for me too (I never really got over him all that much in the first place). But its been awhile and I don't know what to do about my feelings. Plus, Patrick, from South Carolina, who is basically my long distance lover (not really lover, since we didn't have, um, sex), told me yesterday that he's gonna come to New York this spring. Normally I would be doig backflips and cartwheels and screaming for joy, but ever since Anthony came back into my life I have mixed feelings about this. I've known Anthony since...forever, and I always had feelings for him. But I also have feelings for Patrick. Now I'm torn between who it is I care more for. In reality, I know Patrick is GU (geographically undesirable), but I can't make myself stop caring for him. And I know Anthony is a bad boy, but I believe that he isn't really bad because he's like one of those guys who are tough upfront but have a heart of gold, you know? So now, I am reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally confused on how I feel, and I'm wondering if this is just my hormones raging or if it's something else. Overall, the whole situation is making my head hurt...a lot. *sigh* What the heck am I supposed to dooooo? If anyone has any advice, please give it to me...

Sayonara

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