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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Why me?
Why me? Why is it that I just had to realize, after thinking for a long, hard time, that I still really like A1? WHY? Oh I know why, cause my fucking brain is retarded and I have no patience, and I am also a big weirdo when it comes to liking someone. But why me? WHY? I swear God is just waiting for me to jump off a damn cliff, he's watching me and is waiting. Damn I hate being so impatient, and I hate the fact that I care so much. But I do care, I care to the point where I would throw myself in the line of fire to protect the ones I love. But patience is a virtue in which I am seriously lacking, and it's not fair. I just don't know what to do. Jizzy tells me to be patient, but sometimes I just can't be. When it comes to A1 I can never be patient. I want to see him again, I want to talk to him, and it annoys me that I think about him this much! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??!! WHY ME, WHY IS IT THAT AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I STILL CARE ABOUT HIM SO MUCH?! WHY CAN'T I JUST BE CONTENT WITH BEING FRIENDS FOR NOW?! WHY ISN'T IT ENOUGH? Why is it that out of basically all the guys I ever dated, he is the one that has always stayed with me, that I have never been able to forget about him? I am always worrying about him, and just thinking about him, and hoping he is doing well. I don't care what he does, I just like being with him. I don't understand what makes him so special, and I just don't understand anything anymore. My feelings toward him confuse me, and I really wish I had his # so I could just talk to him. *sigh* I need advice, I really, really do. I need to understand these feelings for him.
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