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Monday, December 5, 2005
Anthony...
Christmas is coming up, and I still haven't bought any gifts. I miss Anthony. *sigh* Love stinks, it always ends up hurting you. I am such a fool when it comes to love. When I am in love, my feelings are always clouding reality. There is a possibility Anthony doesn't feel the same way anymore, and I have to except that. It's just not fair. When it comes to love, I always get shit. Anthony was the only thing stable in my life, and I gave that up for a school that tortured me for 3 years. And now Anthony has come back, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to reach him with my heart anymore. I'm scared that I'm just gonna get hurt again. But I just care about him so much, that I wouldn't care. Damn my feelings! Damn them all to hell! Always toying with me as if I were a puppet on strings. I just started crying today in gym class. My heart it hurts so much, and yet I always give myself hope that there is hope, that there's a chance Anthony and I can be together. But then I realize that is not reality. It is just false dreams I give myself, that it is all just an imaginary fairytale land I make up for myself. If only, I had just stayed a little longer, if only I could have been by his side when he was going through all that pain, maybe I could have helped him. Damn it, it's not fair! I hate the fact that this pain, this reality, always ruins EVERYTHING for me! I don't want to be alone, and I'm scared that if Anthony denies my feelings that I will be alone. I CAN'T handle that. I can't handle my heart being broken again...
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