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Sunday, January 8, 2006


   I feel...
I think I feel a little better now. My friends hae been supportive and stuff even though I must be depressing them. I feel so horrible to make my friends sad because of me. I had fun yesterday, except that jerk Anthony (my friend's cousin) was there. It's amazing how much you can adore someone so much, and then in the end, end up thinking what a perverted, fucked up complete loser he is! And still...kinda like him for his arrogance. ARGH, DAMN HIM, DAMN HIM, DAMN HIM!!! I HATE HIM!! THAT JERK, BAKA, STUPID LECHER, GROPING, MANIPULATIVE BASTARD!!! AH, DAMN HIIIIM! Why am I attracted to jerks all the time!? *sigh* Anyway, I spoke to Patrick, and he made me feel so much better. He's so nice and sweet to me. ^_^ But he told me that we were more than friends to him. He told me loved me, and I just met him over the summer, and I feel the same! Agh, confusion hurts my head! But he lives in South Carolina...WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!! I FALL FOR THIS AWESOME GUY AND HE FALLS FOR ME AND WE CAN'T EVEN DATE!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! IT'S NOT FAIR! *punches random dude* *kills* AND on top of that the guy I like here is a total fucking ASS! God, why meeeeeeeeeeeeeee? *broods*
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