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Monday, April 10, 2006

   Feelings
I wrote this thing in class. I've been feeling this way about a certain guy lately, so yeah. Here it is:

I am so confused. I do not know what I feel anymore. I really like him, but I want to give hime space. I want to be with him, yet I am scared of caring for another only to have my heart get crushed again. I want to help him with his burdens, but I don't want to get in too deep. What am I supposed to do with all these emotions spinning around in my head? What am I supposed to think? I see him and I can feel my heart rise in my throat, beating faster and faster till I can hear it beating in my ears. I remember that night he said so many things, and wonder if it was all a bunch of lies that he fed to me just to ease my lonliness and his own needs. Outside I laugh and smile, but inside I am screaming out for him. I know he may only keep me as a friend, and I may never be anything more but a girl who there in the crowd to him, but I promise not to falter. If he is rwading this I want him to know that I hope he can be happy and that I am waiting patiently for him to choose.
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