Sunday, January 20, 2008

ACTUAL POST
Yesterday SUCKED! (With it underlined, bolded and italics id I knew how)

Well, I woke up at about... I don't know, 10:00? And got on the computer checked my stuff and called Ruckles to see if I could go over. And I could, so I did. Chii and Stormy we're there so we messed around, left untill her dad gave her the okay, went back.

Then, it exploded. We all went into her closet and started telling secrets and talking about life. (Sorry for the re-tell if you read chii's) Well, I could tell something was wrong with Ruckles after a couple things got out. And Chii, god forbid hate me for this, but I wanted to stay in there and go deeper into conversation to see how she would react. SO, we stayed and when we went out finally, Ruckles was all pissed and stuff. SO I brought up the topic of "LET'S HAVE A SLEEPOVER!" And yea. Ruckles said she coulden't go so we all had a word with her and left. Not even 2 min. out here comes the fuckin' princess of drag queen running out, might as well tackled Chii saying "Don't go I don't want to cut!" While Chii was trying to console her my anger just rose to a whole new level.

(Brittney, cince I don't have the courage to say this and neither do you, I'm printing this out, these very words and giving them to her)

SUCK IT UP! Your not depressed! You enjoy being sad cause you want Brittney by you every step of the way! In high school, she can't be your mother! I don't care if you hear voices telling you to do crazy things! THEY ARE YOUR OWN! If anything your life is a cakewalk compared to mine! Amber, we're here to help you but we can't keep doing this forever. If it means I have to go over to your house and take everything that could possibly harm you from there, I will. Don't throw away your life! If you want to keep Chii happy, do what she would want you to do! AND STOP! What would Joey think? What IF he did like you? And what if he did like you but didn't want you beacuse of this? Keep your life in line and be a man! (Or, woman.) Just get over it please... your to good for this. Amber, we miss when you we're happy all the time and you smiled alot, When we would take the Sonic plushies and make little skits with them, when we would play SA2 and go behind the bush in City Escape and pretend Amy and Sonic we're having... yea, and finding all of the bad things in the sonic DVD's. Remember? I know your parents aren't ones to help. Go to Jen or Brittney's mom. We want the old Amber back. And, don't you too?
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