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Friday, October 7, 2005

damn
have you ever felt like everyone around you is so happy that it makes you fuckin depressed? i feel that way right now and its really taking its toll. like im the only person who doesnt deserve that one thing i wish i could have. i want to be happy but it just wont happen. im sure you guys all know. it just makes me wonder what i have to do to prove myself worthy of being happy. like its some kind of test or trial over time that i have to overcome.
i already feel like i have the weight of the world on my shoulders and that doesnt do much in helping me out. when will it be my time? when can i be able to finally say that i am truely happy?
i guess the sun has set all darkens for me in my life.

so leave this one. in this hole, that is me........
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