Thursday, July 11, 2013

I'm still alive!

Break down of whats been going on in my life: Finally got a job. It's only for the summer though and it's a custodial job, but it's better than nothing so congrats to myself for actually doing something.

Going into my junior year of college, actually looking forward to it.

Had a lot of lows and especially last weekend but I'm feeling better now.

Anime: I've been watching Dangan Ronpa, Free! and rewatching old eps of Yu Yu Hakusho for old time's sake.

How is everyone else?
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Friday, June 21, 2013

Feeling dead all the time
I haven't been here in a long while, guess I needed a break. What's up with everyone here?
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Thursday, February 7, 2013

Stephy..
Is it for real? Did it really happen?
I just can't believe it man. It's not hitting me now, but it will soon, I just don't know anymore.
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Monday, December 31, 2012

Happy new years eve everyone!
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Friday, November 23, 2012

happy turkey day
We didn't even eat turkey this weekend either lol. Turkey is soooo mainstream you guys. j/k, I love turkey. But we ended up having breakfast food and burger king at 1 in the morning instead. We actually did visit family (even though they never invited us..) and it was, well, awkward. No one really gets along, or there are "sides" people take but we're good at feigning. I never really liked family gatherings because it's so awkward for me. Also stifling when no one really accepts you or actually cares on a deeper level, there's always talking behind backs and there's a lot of superficiality. I did get to see my young cousins who i do care about though, so that was good. And we are starting to rebuild relations that were lost or strained because of shit people start. I don't understand why people have to create rumors or be dishonest about things. I don't understand where it fits in our social structure of communication, but apparently the weasels in the world are gaining more than people who've done honest work and have honest thoughts and feelings that aren't ashamed of who they are. I'm so tired of tiptoeing, over-inflating and hyping over things that really aren't a big deal in life. I hate playing their game. I think I'll go back to being reclusive since it's the only thing that's going for me.

Otherwise, I'm doing pretty ok. Can't wait for another break lol. I have so many projects to do this weekend, and then finals in two weeks. But I'm pretty calm about it. It doesn't really bother me. I find it kinda weird how people get overly nervous about exams and stuff, I've never really had a problem with them. Then again, my overconfidence in standardized testing has shown me before I tend to overstep and miss things, but I generally do well in academic stuff. I just.. don't like doing them LOL. I get stuff done, and I don't have to worry about pulling all-nighters, but I should probably be more careful about things. Oh, I think I've mentioned this, but my bronze piece for sculpture class is done! I hope I got a good grade since I put so many hours into it. Regardless, I'm pretty proud of it. Pictures are pending, if my camera will start working lol. Take care.
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Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Oi, I'm back and I'm feeling a lot better. My health is still iffy, and issues with parents' health, but other than that, I'm okay. I can't wait til break, I need one. Got a paper and 3 projects due, but they're going totally well. I forgot to tell ya guys that I've also completed a bronze sculpture for one of my projects, when I'm done with it, I'll take a picture of it and show it to y'all :) sorry this is so short, that's really all that's going on lol. Take care.
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Thursday, October 25, 2012

Happy Halloween everyone!!

Let's talk about anime since I've started to get into that shit again omfg I've been watching Tiger and Bunny, Princess Jellyfish, Fate Zero, and Sword Art Online, they're all reaaally good.

I urge you to watch them if you ever get a chance, sorry I've no time to give a summary haha

hope all your weekends go great!!
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Thursday, October 18, 2012

I feel sad today. and my friends are also sad. Which makes me feel sadder.
but fuck it, we got each other.



here's a fun video!

German gangnam style!!!
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Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Charles Manson being himself. I don't know how I even ended up on the video to be honest lol. The magic of youtube... so does anyone even understand what he's even saying there? hahaha. Criminal justice is such a interesting subject :)
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Friday, October 12, 2012

Meh, I've been on and off feeling lately. One minute I'm happy, the next I'm depressed again. I got really sick, upper respiratory viral infection. Hasn't completely gone away. Oh, and I got good grades on my midterms (even though I got a D on a math quiz) Still a jobless loner, apparently I'm not good enough for anybody but oh well. One good thing is that at least I get to see my 5 best friends again this week... I don't get to see them often so its really nice.

Some day I want to get a pet. I've never had one before. I wasn't raised to be an animal person. The closest thing I've had was a plant, but i forgot to water it and I accidentally left it at high school after graduation for my greenhouse biology class... whoops. I'm totally not a good caretaker lol, and I'm allergic to some animals, but for some reason I've really really wanted a pet and for some reason I've been thinking about it a lot. Dunno if its just loneliness or whatever, but I want a rodent or reptile of some sort... maybe a rat or turtle. Something small and manageable. They're both adorable choices. Especially rats, they're smart and cuddly and really clean despite myths about them being nasty. My parents probably wouldn't allow it, so maybe when I actually can hold down a job with an income and move out... i don't know

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