Monday, April 26, 2010

Sunshine
Today was the warmest day, I think, of this week. We're suppose to get more showers. I watched 4 movies this weekend. It was pretty general and nice. Had plans with friends but didn't necessarily work out. Oh well, I like being alone anyways I guess.

I sometimes feel like I'm just wasting my life away.. Someday I might do something great.. or all the glass will shatter, metaphorically, and I am just another person, a statistic. I don't fear being forgotten, I fear never doing something unforgettable at all.. hmm... I just hope that someday I will reach out to somebody in the same effect how some have reached to me... I'm obviously brooding too hard, hahaha. I'm still not confident about my art. And what about that band? Haven't even found anyone with the same interests.

Meh, just a little bit of good and bad and inbetween here. Average is good, though. Need some balance in life. Now I'm just rambling and no one knows what the hell I'm going on about lol.

I'm really hoping for some sunshine though.
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

BACK
OMGOMGOMGOMG I'm tired .___. -.-

I'm so happy now, I got a bunch of stuff from Spain for family and a sword from Toledo >:D muwahahahahaha!! Had a little trouble at the airport for the fee, they don't accept Mastercard, the bastards. XD was able to bring it home though. I took many many pictures and when they load I'll definitely show them on here.

¿Cómo estaís? ¿Estás borracho? XDD lolz I had got phrasebooks for different Spanish dialects. btw, I asked how are you all and are you drunk XD hopefully my Spanish wasn't too bad. I did get some compliments from locals that said I was good :D made me so happy. Madrid was interesting, there were many people with piercings and leather jackets XD I felt at home. There were traditional dresses and the top-fashion ones too. Europe is so much different from home. They had McDonald's too XD no, I didn't go and eat there, but according to some on the group trip, their burgers were a 100x better and less greasy. Hmmm, maybe I should've tried it after all. Smuggle some Spanish McDonalds in the US XD

We also had a one day excursion to Morocco, it was pretty neat. We seen their shops and how they lived their daily lives. Not the cleanest place, but the people were definitely nice. I got to play with a guy's lute and watch him play in a restaurant and gave him all my euro coins as a tip. I had a lot of them, but I really didn't need them and I'll sleep better at night knowing they have the money for food to eat.

It ferry ride was horrible though, a bit rainy and very rocky. Didn't get sick but was nervous for the ride. We made it through, though.

I am grateful and privileged to have been there and be alive at home lol, and that the experience opened me from my sheltered self.

Anyway, how did you guys spend your weekend? Hope it was fun and not suckish-doing-homework-all-week. We had homework, not necessarily paper work but we have a test this week so we have to "study". Pshh, what kind of school does that? XD
Eat lots of candy?? :)

Noirassasin:
Oh yes, my username XD the reason why it's corn is that it was an inside joke between a few close friends from a long time ago, but we don't talk to each other anymore or see each other so the joke it pretty much dead. Lost a few friends along the way but am still making new. Seems that many people misspell their usernames wrong. Oh well, it makes them unique :D

SolenmSerpent:
I should stop injecting myself with caffeine BUT IT'S SO GOOD. Just had tea too XD. I hate math as well, logic my ass. XD I passed Geometry with a C and failed the exam. Still went on to Algebra 2. HOW DOES THAT WORK?!?
Glad to see that I am on the menu at KFC ;) lmao

Shonigoneyes93:
OMG I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN SUCH A LONG TIME BUD!! How did you remember your password? XD I'm glad that I'm still remembered. LOL stretched. How can people have that many kids? Geez. Chemistry does sound like it sucks. For some it's easy I guess. Oh well, keep soldiering on, ol' buddy.


















I'm gonna take sleepy time now. zzzzz.


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Thursday, April 1, 2010

3 MORE DAYS. OMG I'M BIPOLAR TODAY.
I had 3 cups of coffee and 2 jugs of tea, and today was awesome. We watched half of Blindside in school today. It was extremely sad but well done. And since we didn't finish it nor do we have school tomorrow, we went to the video store and rented it. I also bought a movie for 3 bucks, Re-Cycle, it's a Chinese horror/sci-fi movie. I don't know exactly how to describe it, I watched it a few years ago and really liked it. I need a job, I almost have no money left XD

I hate chemistry class. I got an F on the test, almost everyone did, because he doesn't explain crap and won't answer questions and tells you to read the book, which doesn't make sense and that's why we ask questions in the first place, or otherwise you're dumb. ARRG. We burned glass today and had to make it in a certain shape. He's so picky :/

Oh, and I've lost complete inspiration for art, music, and writing again. I was feeling completely depressed because of my inability to convey my emotions and things don't turn out the way I want them too. Oh well, it's life I guess. People are like 'just do it' and 'you'll get better' or something like that. I know they are trying to help and be positive but damn it, I don't need a pity party that I can do by myself and they have no idea how hard it is when you feel useless and you feel inadequate about your own art. I won't give up but I don't think I'll give either.

Then later on I felt like killing something.

I'm done with feeling sad. Now I just feel content and sleepy. Oh lord, the many faces of corn. Canned corn. I want to eat corn now. Damn it, why am I not clever enough to pick a better username?



DO NOT WANT *smacks cat with corn cob*

I seriously need to be on some type of meds or something. MOAR MIND-NUMBING APATHY PLZ.

Anyway, fuuuuuck this place, 'cause I'm gonna be hanging out in Madrid in a few days.

Now I'm oozing with glee.
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Sunday, March 21, 2010

90's kid questionaire
You’re a 90’s kid if:

You remember watching
[ ] Kenan and Kel
[x] Doug
[x] Ren & Stimpy
[x] Pinky and the Brain
[x] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
[x] Rockos modern Life
[x] Animaniacs (I LOVED that show)
[x] Gargoyles
[x] Hey Arnold
[x]Out of the Box
[x] Bear in the Big Blue House

[x] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

[ ] You just can’t resist finishing this . . ."In west Philadelphia born and raised..."


You remember:
[x] Step by Step
[ ]Family Matters
[x] Dinosaurs
[x] Boy Meets World (I hated that show >.>)
[x] Full House (Olsen Twins!!!)
[x] You remember when it was actually worth getting up
early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. (I miss those days  )
[x] You remember reading Goosebumps (Before I even knew Stephen King!)

When everything was settled by:
[x] rock paper scissors
[x] bubble gum bubble gum in a dish
[ ] miss mary mack
[x] When kick ball was something you did everyday (I sucked but it was awesome anyway)
[x] You used to listen to the radio all day long
[x] just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a TAPE. (Oh HELL YEAH!! I remember that’s all I did, recorded the newest rock song and trading tapes with my friends. We were like little bootleggers XD)
[x] You remember Super Nintendos and Sega Genesis
[x] You remember The Original Game Boy (I still play it)
[x] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny. (We had some funny stuff)

You remember watching:
[x] The Magic School Bus
[x] Wishbone
[ ] Ghostwriter

[x] You remember when Yo-Yos were cool
[x] You remember those Where’s Waldo books.
[x] You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers

You remember watching:
[x] Batman the Animated Series
[x] Aladdin
[x] Ninja Turtles
[x] Ghost Busters
[x] You remember Ring Pops!!!
[x] If you remember when everything was "da BOMB!"
[x] You remember boom boxes .vs. cd players.
[x] Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them
[ ] You played and/or collected Pogs (wtf?)
[ ] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere u went

You watched the original cartoons of
[x] Rugrats
[x] Wild Thornberry’s
[ ] Power Rangers
[x] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand... (yes! I owned the pencils and notebooks XD)

You collected
[x] Beanie Babies. (My beloved raccoon Ringo :D)
[x] Pokémon cards
[ ] Carebears (They scared me)
[x] Silver dollars (I actually had one then used it on a vending machine thingy. I’m so dumb XD)
[x] Everyone watched the WB (When it was cool)
[x] When everybody knew all the pokemon by heart.
[x] When Digimon was still on (An obvious rip-off of Pokémon, but who cares)
[x] If you even know what an original walkman is...
[ ] you know the Macarena by heart
[x] "Talk to the hand" ...
[x] You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary. (It was sanitary?)
[x] Before the MySpace frenzy (Society declines…)
[x] Before the Internet & text messaging.
[x] Before Sidekicks & iPods
[x] Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360 (I don’t even play games)
[x] Back before XBox period
[x] Before Spongebob
[x] When light up sneakers were cool.
[x] When you bought VHS tapes, not DVDs (I still record shit on VHS and still own a VCR)
[x] When gas was $0.95 a gallon. (And everyone used to love America D:)
[x] When we recorded stuff on VCR
[x] You had slap bracelets!
[x] You actually played outside until it was dark! (The glory days…)
[x] Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear...
[x] Post this if you smiled at least more than 5 times
[x] And if you remember at least half the stuff on here. (It makes me really sad with nostalgia, actually.)

I also remember the various MTV shows like Daria, Beavis and Butthead, Sifl and Olly, and waking up to watch music videos when they used to play them.

Hadn't done one of these for a while. I remember just wasting time with fun little things like this, before we became too busy with responsibility and the weight of the world on our shoulders. Just want to take a break once in a while. Breaks up the monotony.
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Sunday, March 14, 2010

April is going to be awesome.
I really hope that March passes by because I get to go on a school trip to Spain!!!! HOLYSHITCAKESBATMAN! I saved up all my money from birthdays and Christmases passed to pay for part of the trip. The rest was all hard work and casino winnings XD. I might be able to get my driver's license this month too. I feel weird, I'm 17 and don't have it yet. Then again, apparently most people are waiting now until they are 18-21, according to a national poll. Hm.

Most people I know are just going to wait until they are 18 anyway. I think that it wouldn't be a bad idea to raise the driving age. I for sure wasn't ready at 15/16, I would've crashed XD. Besides, other countries have their driving age at 18 and drinking age 16. I don't think that's a bad idea at all, except for the drunk highschoolers that could come out of this. Well, college professors are complaining about all the drunk college kids on campus and want it lowered as well (if you're wondering where I'm getting this info, I'm not pulling it out from my chair or some random place, I research crap :D) How do you feel about this?

Btw, my grammar does get a bit atrocious when I'm mad. I can't help it =B
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

GD IT! HELLLLL OF A MITTEN STATE!
GAWD I'm sorry if I haven't updated in a while, but I've had it up to here with testing for ACT and other Michigan tests that god knows what they'll use it for. If you guys miss my rants here's one: Fuck the economy. Seriously, I don't know how I'll be able to make a living if it keeps up. Well, our sweet governer decided to take away a certain scholarship that we would've gotten if we weren't so in debt and if they chose to fund our education rather than federal prisons that are full of violent criminals that get free food and health care well enough. Almost sounds better to commit a crime, huh? Well, they lacked funding so I don't know if we'll be able to get it back.. plus cost of living has gone up a little in certain places. I'm fine here, but I don't know about the future. I never was the type to care about money.. I didn't take it for granted and take it frugally but I'm not greedy either and it's not the most important thing in the world. But it'd be nice to have some food and shelter... so how the hell does learning about trigonometry and Akbar the Great will get food on my plate is beyond me. My skills are pretty much limited to art, and I may want to help in the whole crime scene thing, but I can't stand the sight of a dead body or smell or the stress.

So anyway, we've crammed the last few weeks for a test that supposedly will plan out my life. Apparently it is the end of the world if I don't get a good score or something, I don't know what they told us >.> it was very annoying, and even after 4 hours of testing I was annoyed still. All these extra prep classes for this? I felt it has been wasted. That, and my dad might want me to take it over if the score is undesireable. I don't know the expectations of that, but I know I can't stand another 4 grueling hours on a Saturday anymore. I've had test after test, then the exams last week and now 3 more tests to do on a state level. I guess we need more smart people or something. I don't know. I don't know whether to not care or be pissed if a certain college doesn't accept me... I'll end up going to a 2 year art school anyway in a metrocity area will gangbangers or something like that. OH mitten state, why are you such hell?

Well, the snow is melting. We're getting there. Then we'll have nice shortlived spring weather before it gets humid and sticky. I want to move out of here someday. Maybe Canada will do, if Spain or Japan doesn't accept me and the world hasn't ended yet.

When it does, I'll be out on my lawn chair watching it.

I'm full of bitter feelings today.

Now I feel better that I let it out. Until tomorrow... 3 more hours of testing..
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Saturday, February 13, 2010

The Devil went down to Georgia
More like he went up to Michigan, cause it's FREEZING HERE! -.- My allergies are back too, and they're horrible. Oh well.

My friend told me to look up this country band that does a rendition of Charlie Daniels' song.



OMGWTFBBQ THAT FIDDLE PLAYER IS FAAAAST! It's even better than the original.

Um.. nothing much that I can think of. Just want to strangle that groundhog for the 6 weeks of winter.
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I drew Jonnhy Depp

Johnny by ~thementalpatient on deviantART


XD random but whatever. During math class because everyone knows you don't NEED math class for math.
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Sunday, January 3, 2010

2010, at least we haven't started the bombing yet.
Nuclear, that is.

Damn it was kind of scary with that bomb threat in Detroit the last few days.

Now, what else is there educational in the news that has happened during the last few weeks or days of 2009? Well, Britanny Murphy died, one of the few celebrities that I acutally liked and felt bad for. Drugs my ass to those who always scream "Drugs!" whenever a celebrity dies, she was a good actress and a good person. Hmm, well, Charlie Sheen supossedly pulled a knife on his wife, which that doesn't surprise me. MSNBC shows us a timeline of what happened within the decades

China scaring the shit out of us informing us about a new H1N1 outbreak

aaaand... Kathy Griffin insults people... again..

So! Ready for another year of satire, war crime, and president bashing??

I'm actually feelin' OK about the New Year. I'm not going on about a big rant like last year, lol. Well, since I don't make resolutions because human nature inhibits us from making promises we know we don't keep, I'm just hoping that I'll be a better person this year and hope for more happines to come. Got anything exciting to say?

I'm really hoping for this year, though, is that I'm going to get better at art. And start writing again (I haven't written a serious story in years, other than in English class). I used to love to write. There were a few things and people that ruined it for me though, but I'm hoping to rekindle that fevor that I once had for it. And maybe start up martial arts again.

I haven't done that since I was little XD man I'm out of it. A little exercise won't hurt and I'll have to relearn everything again since I forgot a lot XD. I used to be in Taekwondoe, Brazilian Jiu Jistu, and Sanchin Ryu, but my first sensei had gone to Japan to train in the arts more, and the last martial art was boring and creepy XD.

Man I'm gonna go to college in a few years, there's some scary people out there! Better to know some self-defense then. I'm just paranoid person xD.

Hmm... other then that, New Years I really did nothing but watch Twilight Zone, Three Stooges, and Ghost Adventures marathon on a crappy TV. 3 TVs are broken. Our neighbor gave us a new one and that broke. XD oh well.
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Thank you
Thank you guys that commented (especially noirasassin's gift, it made me smile ^^)

There's just been some shit that's been going on. Not all of it is bad, but it can get stressful sometimes. Mainly it's just shitty things with friends, school, relatives, health problems and karma that's keeping me down. Thank God I have a place here to get away from that.

Maybe I do need a hobby. I sleep too much and can't sleep at all on some days. I should probably get that checked lol... I should get out more, I'm a loser. I should stop being so damn selfish. Help somebody less fortunate than me to remind me not to take all of this for granted. That could help restore some of my faith in myself maybe.... I don't know..

Sorry to ramble, thanks again all of you.

Here's a happy picture for all of you



Yay Yoh and Haruna! ^^ *sigh* I wish I had a guy like Yoh -.- he's adorable XD
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