Saturday, June 16, 2012

hey everybody
I hope you are doing all fine. I've been quite busy so that is why I haven't been on in a while, but I'll be back for a few days :)

there is a local anime and comic con that goes on every year near an area I live by, but I've never been to it. If time and schedule allows, I might be able to visit it for the first time in ever going. I'm hoping I can go, because I'd really like to experience what it's like :) I'm not a conventional "otaku" in that I don't own very many anime related stuff nor cosplay or anything like that. Maybe I might see stuff and be able to buy things heheh. I have a few questions though. It is a free con, no registration required, and I don't have to make reservations for a hotel since it's quite close by. What should I bring with me? I know that obviously I'll need some cash, and maybe a camera and a water bottle with me. Should I bring a backpack for stuff if I buy anything? the con place gave no indication of handing out any or what to do really so I'm not sure what is allowed and what isn't. Maybe some experienced goers can help me out? :) it would be nice to go. if not, well I guess there's next year...

that is all :) take care!
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Thursday, June 7, 2012

Zodiac dating quiz
I was bored lol.

Aries
[]You don’t like routine and like surprising people you love.
[]You are all right with your partner being dominant. (I'm a little dominant lol but I prefer equals)
[x]You don’t mind if your partner has had a lot of lovers before you, as long as they are loyal to you. (As long as they aren't sluts)
[]You don’t shy away from conflict. (If confrontation is needed only)
[x]Physical actions demonstrate love better than words. (well, we do use 93% of our body language to communicate)
[x]You like it when someone knows what they want and is even a little stubborn about it. (Within reason)
[x]You’d prefer things in your relationship to be spontaneous rather than routine. (Within reason)
[]You love classic romantic gestures.
[x]You need a great deal of freedom and independence.
[]You are a Leo or Sagittarius.
Total: 5

Taurus
[x]You have no problem with stubborn people - you can stand your own ground.
[x]You are a homebody and take pride in your space.
[]You want to get to know your partner’s family and friends well.
[]You are okay with people who have mood swings.
[x]You want to move fairly slowly in your relationship.
[]You don’t want to have to worry about your own money. (Impossible these days)
[]You definitely want to have a family one day.
[x]You like romance, but not overly mushy gestures.
[]You want intense loyalty, even to the point of slight possessiveness. (Not possessive)
[]You are a Virgo or Capricorn.
Total: 4

Gemini
[x]You love to talk and get into long conversations. (With the right topic/person)
[]You are intelligent and refined.
[]You don’t mind if your partner flirts with others as long as it’s innocent.
[x]You find the idea of pampering your partner rewarding and fun. (It's kinda cute, but I won't spoil them)
[]You need to be with someone who is constantly active and doing exciting things. (Not constantly, but occasionally)
[x]You like to reinvent yourself - staying the same for too long is boring.
[x]You’re more interested in experiencing the world than serious, traditional family life.
[x]You have a wide variety of interests. (lol who doesn't?)
[]You want your partner to talk a lot in bed. (When the moment is right)
[x]You are a Libra or Aquarius. (Latter)
Total: 6

Cancer
[]You’d like a partner who is very emotional.
[x]You think patience is a virtue.
[]You demonstrate your love for others and make sure they know they are loved.
[]You want children and love people who are good with kids.
[]Romance-novel quality romance is appealing to you.
[x]You are deep and think a lot about life. (dunno about deep, but think about life, umm, who doesn't? lol)
[x]You want to be with someone who you can share everything with, and vice versa. (idk if it's possible)
[]You are okay with moodiness.
[x]People have told you that you make them feel safe.
[]You are a Scorpio or Pisces.
Total: 4

Leo
[]You like people who tend to be the center of attention.
[x]You want to be in a relationship that is fun and exciting! (What woman doesn't lol)
[x]You’re okay with your partner choosing most of your dates. (As long as they're fun)
[x]You want someone to be protective of you.
[x]You love classic romantic things like roses and candlelit dinners. (What woman doesn't lol but it gets boring)
[]The people you find attractive are usually conventionally attractive, “hot” people. (Not always)
[]You want to live an indulgent, luxurious lifestyle.
[]You are very careful not to hurt or offend your partner. (I'm an offensive person)
[]You don’t really care about privacy.
[]You are a Sagittarius or Aries.
Total: 4

Virgo
[x]You like quiet, reserved people.
[x]Large, flowery displays of love aren’t important to you.
[x]You’re okay with a partner who worries a lot and is a perfectionist. (Maybe not so much perfectionist, but I'm a bit of a worry wart lol)
[x]If you like someone, you just want to get into it instead of dancing around the issue! (No point beating around the bush)
[x]You think intellectualism is sexy.
[]You are not messy and organize your home well.
[]You would prefer a stable life to a crazy, overly adventurous one. (A mixture would be preferable)
[]You are fairly conservative personally. (Somethings are conservative, some things liberal)
[]Commitment is a non-issue to you, it just comes naturally. (Nope)
[]You are a Capricorn or Taurus.
Total: 5

Libra
[x]You want to be with someone who is very balanced and stable. (uuh, who doesn't?)
[x]You hate getting into fights with your partner, even if neither of you get your way. (lol who likes fighting?)
[x]If your partner was very inexperienced with relationships, you wouldn’t mind.
[x]You value politeness. (When appropriate)
[x]You don’t mind contradictions. (Life itself is a fucking contradiction)
[]You love it when someone is outwardly charming and seductive. (Creepy)
[]You like the finer things in life. (Don't we all?)
[]You prefer large parties to small gatherings.
[x]You have a clear idea of what you want out of a relationship.
[x]You are a Aquarius or Gemini. (Former)
Total: 7

Scorpio
[]You’re an all-or-nothing person - either the best relationship of your life, or none at all.
[x]You find eyes the sexiest physical feature.
[]You want an extremely passionate, intense relationship in all aspects. (No extremisms here)
[]You find mysterious people particularly attractive. (Not if they're creepy)
[]You are not scared away by jealousy or even obsession. (LOL)
[x]You have never and would never cheat on your partner. (Cheaters can rot in hell)
[x]If someone is not very open about themselves until you get very close to them, that’s fine with you.
[]You often find yourself strangely drawn to people, and you can’t understand why!
[]You don’t want someone who is vanilla in bed. (I wants me a chocolate man XP)
[]You are a Pisces or Cancer.
Total: 3

Sagittarius
[]You are optimistic and fun-loving. (I'm realistic, but also a dreamer)
[x]Words don’t really do it for you - as long as you know your partner loves you, that’s enough.
[x]You need someone who you can thoroughly trust. (Duh)
[x]You like adventures - rock climbing or going on a road trip appeals to you. (As long as its practical and not stupid)
[]You want to be with someone who will be a great parent. (No kids plz)
[x]You like giving people compliments. (When appropriate)
[x]You need quite a bit of space in your relationship. (This)
[]Commitment isn’t a big deal to you right now.
[]You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[]You are an Aries or Leo.
Total: 5

Capricorn
[]You can crack through a shy person’s shell easily.
[x]You like the idea of being someone’s first and only lover. (It's kind of sweet)
[]You think marriage is important and definitely want to get married. (Don't need a piece of paper to certify who I love)
[]You aren’t afraid of commitment in any way.
[x]You don’t really like it when someone overtly flirts with you. (On the verge of creepiness. No means no, goddamnit.)
[x]You’re okay with your partner being very attached to their family and close friends. (As long as they aren't strongly influenced by stupid ideas)
[x]You are a hard worker and value work a lot.
[]You prefer routine to spontaneity. (A mixture)
[x]You want to be with someone who can give you advice. (When appropriate)
[]You are a Taurus or Virgo.
Total: 5

Aquarius
[x]You want to go on creative, fun dates every time - the movies and dinner are boring! (Dinner and movies aren't that boring, a mixture of stable and spontaneous is fine).
[x]You don’t mind if your partner is shy in the beginning.
[x]You rarely offend people and try to be sensitive to others. (Unless they're asshat jackholes.)
[x]You hate public displays of affection. (I don't need my hand held like a child every time)
[x]You don’t want to be with your partner anywhere close to 24/7 - you both need space. (THIS)
[x]You’d love to be with someone who would write you love letters. (Old-fashioned, but sweet)
[x]You aren’t a very traditional person.
[x]You want to be friends with your partner first. (Everyone is in the friend zone first)
[x]You want someone who is loyal, but not overly possessive. (That's reasonable)
[]You are a Gemini or Libra.
Total: 9

Pisces
[]You are in tune with your feelings and those of others.
[x]You find artists (of any type) particularly attractive. (:P)
[x]You don’t mind taking your time in getting to know someone well. (No rush here)
[x]You’d be willing to indulge any of your partner’s fantasies. (If they're fun and creative)
[x]You prefer long-term, serious from the start relationships.
[]If your partner idealized you and put you on a pedestal, that wouldn’t bother you. (I don't mind being pampered, but I'm not a fuckin god man lol)
[]You want an emotionally intense, sensitive partner. (Reasonably)
[]You are good at keeping track of practical details. (Depends on what, I'm absent minded XD)
[x]If your relationship has ups and downs, that’s okay with you, or even preferred. (Everything has ups and downs)
[]You are a Cancer or Scorpio.
Total: 5

You are a(n): Aquarius

Yup, sounds like me.
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Friday, June 1, 2012

hey now
How's it going?

I've been doing to heavy work here around the house, pulling weeds, planting stuff, unloading things, getting stuff ready for our garage sale. I'm getting rid of so much stuff.

otherwise, I'm bored.... tell me a story! :D
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Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Creepypasta
I posted this on one of my comments somewhere, but I wasn't sure if anyone saw this. So here's my repost, just for fun.

Links don't work for some reason so you'll have to copy and paste them.

I've been looking up some Creepypasta lately, so here's some anime stories that'll make you never want to sleep again:

http://creepypasta.wikia.com/wiki/Spongebob_Bootleg_Episode

(^ not anime, but the Spongebob ones are the best, imo).

http://creepypasta.wikia.com/wiki/Pokemon_Lost_Silver

http://creepypasta.wikia.com/wiki/Naruto_-_Lost_Episode

http://creepypasta.wikia.com/wiki/Axis_Powers_Hetalia:_Episode_23.5

(^ this one was just EFFED up!)

http://creepypasta.wikia.com/wiki/Dragonball_Z_Kai_Episode_99-_Gohan%27s_Suicide_%28Lost_Episode%29

http://creepypasta.wikia.com/wiki/Yu-Gi-Oh!_Card

The rest weren't really good examples, or well written, since there is a lack of creepy anime stories on creepypasta. Most of them are Pokemon stories, which you can look up to your own accord... if you dare, muhahahahahaa.

Here's some other sites with some good stories:

http://www.creepypasta.com/

http://www.gaiaonline.com/guilds/viewtopic.php?t=7004675

http://fuckyeahcreepypasta.tumblr.com/
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Saturday, May 19, 2012

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Thanks for your support!

I went outside and took a walk today, took some pictures.

Saw an eastern hognose snake. It slithered away before I got a good picture though. We've been getting a lot of snakes lately. One was near our pond so my dad and I had to kill it in case it hurt one of my siblings playing near the pond or mom when she gardened near it. Poor snake, it was a Butler's garter snake. I used to play with them all the time. My friend and I would emulate Steve Erwin and we'd catch snakes all the time, I've never been bitten once.

snakes <3


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Friday, May 18, 2012

cd contest
Reposted this here:


Hey, I made a CD design for a contest here.

Any support would be welcome!

deviantart:

http://thementalpatient.deviantart.com/#/d50c4l4

contest place:

http://www.talenthouse.com/creativeinvites/preview/ace1bbac4f1a86874db88007d271ad4a/631
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Tuesday, May 15, 2012

yo
lol yeah, about yesterday, it is really funny since I was ready to bat outta hell on some people when I realized they were just the Jehovahs on our driveway.

At the time it was scary. You see, my siblings are special needs, the youngest has ADD with some autistic traits (it's a bit of debate since we're not sure what is wrong since this is the diagnosis they gave us) and the older brother is high functioning ASD. I'm the oldest. My mom is interesting in that she has dreams that are someone like premonitions, and sometimes things in her dreams come true, like accidents and stuff. So she has kind of like a clairvoyance sort of deal here, I'm not sure how I feel about it or if I really believe it, but I can't deny that she senses certain things, very intuitive. She constantly has dreams about the older brother getting kidnapped, but she's been having them for years. For some reason, now, for the last few months, I started having them. So when I heard my youngest brother screaming about strangers, I was scared since I just woke up from a dream where his older brother got kidnapped.

Crazy stuff right? Funny now, but at the time, it was weird. In other news, I have no job again. I don't really want to talk about, but I'll just say that I did leave on good terms, but I'm glad I don't have the job too. It was... interesting to say the least.

I also bought a book for the first time this year that wasn't a textbook lol, it's about drawing so it should be helpful for me. There was Bruce Lee's Tao of Jeet Kun Doe, but I didn't have much money on me so I got the former. Filled out more applications, and now I'm off to work on our garden. Take care!
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Sunday, May 13, 2012

holy fuck you guys
I just had a dream, where there was some weird people that came in a car to our house, and tried to kidnap my brothers.

This morning I heard my little brother run in the house and yell about strangers outside and my mom freak out because my other brother was still outside with them.

I flew the fuck outta my bed and ran outside.

It was only Jehovah witnesses.

I thought for a second that my dream really came true.

Thankfully it was nothing.
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Wednesday, May 9, 2012

random
I was rummaging through some cds and I found a piece of paper with poetry on it. I don't remember having it, but I remember the poem and why I probably have it, not realizing that I had lost it. Something different for a change. I hope you enjoy, it's by a poet named Sara Teasdale:

I Am Not Yours
I am not yours, not lost in you,
Not lost, although I long to be
Lost as a candle lit at noon,
Lost as a snowflake in the sea.
You love me, and I find you still
A spirit beautiful and bright,
Yet I am I, who long to be
Lost as a light is lost in light.
Oh plunge me deep in love--put out
My senses, leave me deaf and blind,
Swept by the temptest of your love,
A taper in a rushing wind.

Also:
www.cnn.com/2012/05/08/politics/north-carolina-marriage/index.html

o rly North Carolina?

lol

I also found this today:

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Monday, May 7, 2012

why
is it when ever I go to the bathroom to take a piss, there's always a bit motherfuckin spider there to scare the living shit outta me, literally!

I can't even look at pictures of spiders. Yet, they always seem to like my room and my bathroom.

it was huge too, something like this:

http://i180.photobucket.com/albums/x227/jenn8671/brown-recluse-spider-3.jpg
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