Tuesday, March 9, 2010

GD IT! HELLLLL OF A MITTEN STATE!
GAWD I'm sorry if I haven't updated in a while, but I've had it up to here with testing for ACT and other Michigan tests that god knows what they'll use it for. If you guys miss my rants here's one: Fuck the economy. Seriously, I don't know how I'll be able to make a living if it keeps up. Well, our sweet governer decided to take away a certain scholarship that we would've gotten if we weren't so in debt and if they chose to fund our education rather than federal prisons that are full of violent criminals that get free food and health care well enough. Almost sounds better to commit a crime, huh? Well, they lacked funding so I don't know if we'll be able to get it back.. plus cost of living has gone up a little in certain places. I'm fine here, but I don't know about the future. I never was the type to care about money.. I didn't take it for granted and take it frugally but I'm not greedy either and it's not the most important thing in the world. But it'd be nice to have some food and shelter... so how the hell does learning about trigonometry and Akbar the Great will get food on my plate is beyond me. My skills are pretty much limited to art, and I may want to help in the whole crime scene thing, but I can't stand the sight of a dead body or smell or the stress.

So anyway, we've crammed the last few weeks for a test that supposedly will plan out my life. Apparently it is the end of the world if I don't get a good score or something, I don't know what they told us >.> it was very annoying, and even after 4 hours of testing I was annoyed still. All these extra prep classes for this? I felt it has been wasted. That, and my dad might want me to take it over if the score is undesireable. I don't know the expectations of that, but I know I can't stand another 4 grueling hours on a Saturday anymore. I've had test after test, then the exams last week and now 3 more tests to do on a state level. I guess we need more smart people or something. I don't know. I don't know whether to not care or be pissed if a certain college doesn't accept me... I'll end up going to a 2 year art school anyway in a metrocity area will gangbangers or something like that. OH mitten state, why are you such hell?

Well, the snow is melting. We're getting there. Then we'll have nice shortlived spring weather before it gets humid and sticky. I want to move out of here someday. Maybe Canada will do, if Spain or Japan doesn't accept me and the world hasn't ended yet.

When it does, I'll be out on my lawn chair watching it.

I'm full of bitter feelings today.

Now I feel better that I let it out. Until tomorrow... 3 more hours of testing..
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