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• 1993-01-20
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• Female
Location
• Bumfuck, Michigan
Member Since
• 2006-05-08
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• The person that annoys the crap out of you no matter what
Real Name
• Seymour Buts (sorry I'm immature XD)

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• Being the self-proclaimed idiot.
Anime Fan Since
• 1999
Favorite Anime
• DN Angel, Naruto, Full Moon wo Sagashite, Azumanga Daioh, Death Note, Princess Monoke, Akira, Jin-Roh, Samurai Deeper Kyo, MARS, Eternal Sabbath, Monster, KouKou (Highschool) Debut, Detroit Metal City, Otomen, Highschool of the Dead, Insubstantial Paradis
Goals
• To see a cow go quack.
Hobbies
• I have many, ad infinitum.
Talents
• I will eat you, ad hominem.




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Saturday, September 11, 2010

gejdriowsfjdsaik MYO
I'm taking a web design class, and I really want to change the colors on this site.


mofos neglecting the best site in the world.


Haha, school so far has been great. I was worried that I'd get a crazy teacher or the classes would be hard, but they're all surprisingly easy. I might not always be on here to comment so sorry if I don't.

I'm in a good mood, but am sad about my art. I was never a competitive person, don't like it, but it's a little frustrating when you work 2 hours or more on a piece and then you see others that are like boomamazingbitch in 20 minutes. Sigh, practice does make perfect, but I really wonder if I'll be but a speck in the art world. I don't try to strive for best, since there's always someone that's better, I strive for the mediocre, moderacy, I don't care to be the best I just want to do what I do. I'm just afraid that my work will amount to nothing.

I also have a few stories that've been floating around in my head for... geez, 3 years? But I'm scared to put the words down on paper.

Another thing I hate is perfectionism. Nothing is perfect, it is logically impossible to have perfection anyway, even physics wouldn't allow it. But I want these stories to be just right, not some regurgitation of unoriginal plots (see James Cameron's Avatar), I don't want to screw it up the first time. I feel disappointed in my writing abilities. I've written about 4 poem type things and I've reworked and reworked them... nothing seems right. I feel foolish about expressing myself.

Belina, you're a great writer, got any tips on how to do this?

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