Tuesday, January 30, 2007

   guilty...
I'm really feeling guilty right now... you see at school today this girl asked me if I'd go out with one of her friends (i know him)and I said no.. and he wrote me a note and it said that he liked me and everything.. am I supposed to feel guilty? Was it mean to turn him down? I just... I don't think I like him like that.. But I don't want to hurt him, believe me.. I like him as a friend, but... I'm just not sure waht to do.. I've never been in this situation before..

Shuichi: *laughs*

Don't laugh at me! I really haven't.. the only guy who's ever asked me out before was 2 years ago and he broke up with me not that long after.. but that's another story..

Not much else happened.. this guy did make me kind of angry in Science.. he had to pass out scissors to everyone and he skipped me.

Shuichi: you should reall say something..

To him? I know.. but I don't want to.. oh yeah.. I got my Report card today.. I have an 82 in math.. I know I could do alot better, but I'm just not good at math.. *Sigh* At least it's not a D.. My mom yells at me whenever I say that..

Well, I guess that's about it.. how was your day? anything happen? Have a great day!! SEE YA!! BYE~BYE!!
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Monday, January 29, 2007

   .....
Hey guys... Today was your tyical monday.. It sucked in just a few words... I don't really have anything to say today.. if I don't get to your site I'm so sorry.. Well, anyway, It seems to me that everyone I know is starting to post stories on their sites.. right shuichi?

Shuichi: yeah..

And I've really been wanting to post some of mine so I made a site to put them up on! lol.. If you want the name PM me.

Shuichi: It's a really cool name!!

Shut up shuichi!! Oh that reminds me! today in health class we were talking about tobacco and one of the guys was making fun of this girl saying that she smoked and everything (she doesn't) and apparantly she just can't ignore people so I stepped in and told him to cut it out. I'm so proud of my self!! lol.

um.... I don't think there's anything else to say..

Shuichi: It was a boring day..

You can say that again.. and to think that it FINALLY snowed last night and we didn't get a 2 hour delay.. I was so mad... Well anyway, Have a great day!!! SEE YA!!

Shuichi: BYE~BYE!!
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Sunday, January 28, 2007

   hey!
Hi everybody, sorry I wasn't here yesterday.. I was kinda busy.. anyway! Naruto ROCKED last night!! lol. I loved it! me and my bro were on the floor hoping that Orochi didn't get hurt.. lol. and something I heard on POT last night made me crazy for the rest of the night.. lol. when Ryohma called that other guy Momo I started laughing for like an hour.. lol.

Shuichi: she's being weird today...

hehe, I think I'm just hyper.. but I have school tomorrow... *sigh* I don't wanna go to school....

Shuichi: neither do I... but we've still got like half a day..

Right..um...well, I guess that's about all I've got to say..So what's up with you guys? Well, have a great day!! SEE YA!!!

Shuichi: BYE~BYE!!
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Friday, January 26, 2007

   ..TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF
IT'S FRIDAY!! PARTAY!! lol. well, today was better. It started out kind rough, but it got better.

My friends are trying to get me to go to the dance, but I don't think I will... I mean, I'm just not into that stuff, you know. and I doubt my mom would let me anyway..

Shuichi: you can't to got a dance if I can't..

I doubt Yuki would let you go, Shuichi.. Well anyway, I'm really stressed.. Our report cards are coming out and Mon. I know I did well in everything but math.. I'm kinda scared I didn't pass... I'v been doing pretty bad in math lately..

Shuichi: I'm sure it's not THAT bad....

Maybe...um... I don't think there's much more.. so, I think I'll ask questions today!!

Shuichi: can I answer them too?

sure... Oh yeah.. I got kinda tired of my bg so i changed it.. i'll probably search for another one today.. lol.. well, have a great day!! SEE YA!! BYE~BYE!!

1. Do you think I'm annoying?
2. What's your worst fear?
3. If I gave you a million $$$ what would you do with it?
4. What's your favorite anime/manga?
5. Are you glad this post is over?^_^

Shuichi's answers:

1. YES!!......no..
2. BEing alone?
3. BUY ANIME/YAOI!!
4. gravitation...duh... (my answer: I donno right now)
5. I'M ECSTATIC!! ^_^
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Thursday, January 25, 2007

   ..
eh, today was ok, I guess, better, but not good. I actually got a compliment from a jock (kinda) about my hair... he said it looked good wavy.. and the only reason it was wavy was because we had a stupid fire drill durring swimming class and I didn't have enough time to comb my hair out... lol. and my "Friend" siad it was messy.. lol.

YEah, I feel better today.. My writers block it almost gone.. now if my headache would go away I'd be good to go! lol. The only thing I can't get ideas for is the thing I need to get ideas for, but at least it's almost gone right!

Shuichi: I'm glad you're better now.. when you were depressed I felt really bad..

Oh.. *tackles shuichi* I'm so sorry...

Shuichi: it's ok..

Ok good *gets up* My "Friend" is really annoying me lately.. first she like told everyone in the school who I liked and I TRUSTED her with that info, and this guy always chases after her I'm not sure if he likes her or if he's just trying to annoy her, but he does and anyway she always runs away from him and in swimming today she kept grabbing onto me and acting like I was a human shield or somthing.. at first it was cute but now it's just plain annoying..

Oh and this other girl is really making me angry.. I mean it's not like she's doing anything wrong, but it's like she talks to me when it's convenient for her or when she thinks I'm depressed and that kinda makes me feel like she pitties me.. and I don't like being pittied.

Shuichi: I understand..

ok... well, I guess that's about it... How was your day? Anything happen? Well have a great day!!SEE YA!! BYE~BYE!!
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

   ....
Today wasn't that good at all.. I'm having a pretty bad week so far.. I hate school.. I really can't wait until this weekend. I've been having headaches all week and I really feel bad....

Shuichi: it's ok.

I don't really know what's wrong... I'm just feeling really down. Well, on a happier note. Me and my bro found all of our Rurouni Kenshin DVD's we couldn't find them for a while so.. yeah.

And my writers block still won't go away.... I just can't get any ideas at all... It sucks...

Well, anyway, I just noticed that I smile like an anime character... today this guy said, "Hey," and I smiled and shut my eyes and said "hi".... I actually shut my eyes when I smiled... My mom says that's weird.

Shuichi: it is

I know... Well, that's about it I think, How was your day? Anything happen? um... SEE YA!! BYE~BYE!!
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

   ...yeah, whatever...
I had a pretty bad day today.... I'm not even sure why. I did break down last night and lets just say it wasn't pretty at all.

I won't go into the details.. i think I'm ok now. Well, anyway, nothing really interresting happened today.. We're starting soccer in gym.. FINALLY! a sport where I can knock everybody into the bleachers! WHOOOHOOOO!!

Shuichi: Getting a-little aggressive there aren't we?

^_^ maybe just a-little.... Hmmm... My writers block is still here... for some reason I can't get it to go away.. any suggestions? My friend said I should jump around, but there's no way I'm gonna do that.... becuase I've tried it and it doesn't work...

Shuichi: and besides! you look silly..

I know, you already told me..

Shuichi: oh.. that's right, sorry..

You should be *cries* ok i'm fine! hehe.. Look! I feel much better now! lol. Well anyway, I guess that's about it. How was your day? anything interresting happen? I'll try to get to sites tonight. Well, see ya!! BYE~BYE!!!
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Monday, January 22, 2007

   la la la la la la.....hey wait!! WHAT'S THAT!! *BANG!*
HIYA EVERYBODY!! I stayed up pretty late last night. One of my new friends told me about one of these online yaoi comics, and I got so into it I stayed up readin it and it stopped like right at a good part too!! *cries*

Shuichi: She's been really emotional lately... everytime we watch an anime or read a manga that's happy she'll squeel and dance aroud and if it's sad she'll cry..... I don't get it..

OF COURSE YOU DON'T! lol. He's not lying though... I do get pretty emotional.. That's not that creapy.... is it?

Since I've been reading alot of manga lately I'm actually wanting to write a manga... IF I do it'll probably come out like crap, but so will everything else I do so.... oh well!

Shuichi: that's not true..

Thank you.. you know what's weird? My brother doesn't have a problem with me liking Yaoi, he actually wants to watch Sukisyo.. He is only 9, but that's still surprising to me... but my sis thinks I'm crazy.... I thought it was usually the other way around. Well, that doesn't really matter.

Oh yeah! there's a story I wanted to tell you! We were in the car the other day and we were talking about my cousin. I don't THINK he's gay.. I haven't seen him around many girls but that doesn't mean anything, but anyway! My mom was talking about how she was sure he'd get a gf someday and she accidently said, "I'm sure he'll get a boyfriend one day." I like died laughing. I hate my mind now.. I actually had a pic of my cuz with another guy in my head.... and to tell you the truth it didn't look that bad.. ^_^ Don't tell my mom...

Ok, this post is getting long enough... Shuichi, I'm gonna go laugh about that last paragraph.. you can close the post this time.. *walks away laughing*

Shuichi: YAY!! I GET TO CLOSE!! ok....um.... See you later!! BYE~BYE!!!! *waves*
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Sunday, January 21, 2007

   ch-urch
Ok so, I really didn't want to go to church this morning. I mean I stayed up till like 2 in the morning yesterday so I was pretty tired. And this morning my mom comes in my room and says, "Do you want to go to church" I say "Not really" and she says, "Do you think you'll go to heaven if you don't go to church??" I know it might kinda be true, but I mean it's not like she went either. Sorry, it just kinda makes me angry...

Shuichi: don't get too angry.

I won't! Oh and Shuichi reminded me to watch naruto last night... ok fine maybe it was my sister but at least I got to watch it for the first time in forever. I also watched Prince of Tennis and Mar. They're really cool shows..

Um...there's not much else to say... oh yeah! I have 2 bg that look kinda the same.. and I was wondering which one you guys liked better....

1.

2.

Well, that's about all I have to say. I'll try to get to everyone's sites today. Well, have a great day!!! SEE YA!!! BYE~BYE!!!
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Saturday, January 20, 2007

   ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz
Ok I'm extremely bored..... I have nothing to do.. My writers block has finally come back. I knew I was over-due for it... Argh..

I drew all day yesterday,and the picture came out crappy.. lol. I think I should just stick with writing.

Shuichi: The picture wan't THAT bad....

Yes it was!! *cries*

Shuichi: it's ok!! Tonights Anime night, remember??!?!

Yeah..... I've gotta remember to watch Naruto tonight, I keep forgetting to turn it when it comes on.

Shuichi: I'll remind you!

GOOD!! well, anyway, I have nothing to do and I don't feel like spending all day drawing a picture that's going to turn out crappy. lol.

Well, I guess I'm boring you to death huh? Well, I'll let you go before you die of bordom. So, what's up? ANything new? Well, have a great day!! SEE YA!!! BYE~BYE!!


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