Wednesday, January 16, 2008

   yep, yep
Hi guys! I'm sorry for being away for so long! I had exams this week.. I'm kind of freaked out about them too.. *sigh* I hope I did well.. ^_^ So, what's up with you guys?? I'm doing well; my situation's improved, and I think I'm over my ex. Does that sound bad? Well, I hate that I have to go to a new school, but I've pretty much lost all of my friends in this school.. I admit it was half my fault, because I didn't want to talk to anyone.. My ex just put me in such a bad position, you know?? She hurt me; and then acted like she was the only one who was hurt by this..

*lets out a deep breath* don't worry, I'm ok! Contrary to how it looks, I'm actually fine. ^_^ We're supposed to be getting a "wintery mix" tonight. There's a chance that we might get out of school tomorrow. Then we'd have a five day weekend!!! ^_^ Well, I'm sorry again for being away... If nobody comments I'll understand. ^_^

So, what's up? Anything new in your lives? How are things going? Anything tragic? wonderful? amazing? Well, if anyone needs someone to talk to I'm always here. You guys have been there for me through alot of things, so, yeah.. ^_^

Anyway, I hope you guys are doing well! Have a great day! Bye~Bye! ^_^

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Monday, January 7, 2008

   first day back... :)
Well, today was the first day I went back to that school.. honestly, I can't wait until this semester is over. Today was so stressful! I have soooo much work to make up, and honestly I just want to get out of that school.. I don't really want to see anyone else again. It brings back too many memories....memories I wish I could forget... haha, sorry, I'm being kinda emo.. *takes a breath* I'm ok, no worries! ^_^

Don't worry about me, you guys. I'll be fine. I can put up with this for another two weeks. It's really not that big of a deal. ^_^

Well, I really have nothing else to say...So, what's up? How was your day? Hope you all had a great day, and that your lives are going smoothly!
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Sunday, January 6, 2008

   yep...
Well, since I got on for a while I thought I'd update about the stupid school situation. Well, like I said I'm transferring to a different school. And, just to make sure I don't lose the credits for Algebra and Spanish I'm going to school for a half day (my ex is in my 2nd period). Hopefully, I can make up the work for the first two classes too... I really don't want F's. I'm kinda nervous too. I think my ex is really mad at me. So, we're pretty much over forever *sigh*.

Well, right now I'm just concerned about going to school tomorrow.. well.. it's more like.. my ex is friends with alot of people.. alot of...scarry people.. and her brother scares me too. So, I'm just gonna act like a shadow for the rest of the semester, until I can change schools. Maybe I can get a new start there. God, I hate being such a burden, and being under this much pressure. grrr... Well, I hope everything's going well for you guys! This is about all I've got going on at the moment... I'll try to update more often, but my dad is still being paranoid and keeps turning off the internet.. grrr... Well, anyway, that's about it, so, has anything happened? Let me know if I've missed anything!

Hope you all have a marvelous day! ^_^ Bye~Bye!!


(Just in case... the comment link is below the post.. in little-bitty letters... ^_^)
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Thursday, January 3, 2008

   school...
Hi guys..nothing much is going on here..I'm going to have to meet with the principal from the school my parents are trying to transfer me to... and there's a chance that I might just lose all of the credits I've gotten this year.. This is soo not fair! I can't believe I have to transfer.. unless my current principal will let me do something for my classes online I won't get the credits for Algebra or Spanish.. which would totally ruin everything! I might even have to do Summer school.. and if that doesn't work out I might have to take an extra semester of school!! grrr.... this sucks... and we don't even know for sure it I'm going to get into the other school... well... I don't know... everything's just going in circles right now.. after all, it's been like this for a while.. *sigh*

Hmmmmmm...what else... nothing much has happened.. I got my hair cut, but it's not that much different... I don't really have anything else to say... I'll let you guys know how the meeting goes... I just hope everything will work out this time.. I'm so tired of being a burden...

Well, I hope you guys are having a great week! If I've missed anything, please, let me know... I hope everything's going great for you! Have a great day!! SEE YA!! BYE~BYE!!
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Sunday, December 30, 2007

   yep!
Hi guys!! long time no see!! I had to go down to my cousin's house for a while. It was fun! They made up a game like Survivor; it was awesome! I beat my cousin's BF at an endurance challenge where you had to stay in a push-up stance. ^_^ It was SUCH an awesome feeling!!

So, here's my new theme! ^_^ How is it?? I worked FOREVER on it! ^^ I hope you like it!

Well, I don't have much to say...hehe...what did I miss? Anything big? I'll try to get to sites! I hope you have a great day!! SEE YA!! BYE~BYE!!
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Thursday, December 27, 2007

   better now!
Hello! I wanted to give you all my most sincerest apologies for being away so long. I'm feeling much, much better now! But, my dad has decided to be over protective now... So, he turns off the internet connection for hours every day! I haven't had it for like a week! I mean.. I understand, but why does he have to be soo protective?? He made me give him my password to my e-mail account too.. I made a new one.. ^_^ Oh, and since I know that you're all getting tired of this theme, I'll get the new one up as soon as possible! ^_^ Ummmmm....what have I missed?? I'm sorry if I don't get to sites! Believe me, I would if I could, but my dad is about to turn off the internet again..... ugh.... I can't wait until this is over! So, since I was unable to tell you all the other day. MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY HOLIDAYS, ETC... OH, and HAPPY NEW YEAR! lol ^_^ So, anyway, I think I'll go now.. thanks for all of you who read this and comment... even though I haven't commented.... I'm sorry again! I'll try! Well, I hope you all had a great Christmas.. OH! And while we're on the subject: I got an L and Light plush!! They're so awesome! And I got a T-Shirt with L on it.. Ummm... yeah... and a bunch of random stuff.. So, what did you guys get?? lol.. sorry to waste your time! Hope you're having a great Christmas Break!! SEE YA!! BYE~BYE!!
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Friday, December 21, 2007

..i donno...
Today...no....this week has just been a downhill experience.. I was sick this weekend and through this week... then on thursday my mom found out about my gf and me... then... I had to tell them everything. I feel stupid. They started reading to me from the bible.. I'm a Christian.. but... I just.. I don't know... my parents are sending me to a different school (which will be hard because of exams and stuff)... and me and my gf broke it off.. I'm scared for her.. but this hurts more than I thought it would.. I had expected my parents to find out.. I just had not anticipated making such a hard decision. My parents said I had to chose between them and her.... I couldn't turn from my parents.. I felt guilty, but I just... I don't know... I guess I'll just have to let it go.. no matter how hard this is or how bad I feel... I'll have to let it go... does anybody have any advice? any at all? I'm in desperate need for help... I just.. don't know... I'm sorry I'm being a burden.. and everything... I just.. don't know where to go from here..
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

   well....well...
Ummm...today was good... other than the fact that me and my "Friend" got caught passing a note....about the teacher.... *hides* then I TOLD my mom!!!! *hits self in head* I am sooo stupid!!! Remind me never to tell my mom anything!! grrr... WEll, let me explain.. see.. the teacher was complaining all about this guy who dropped out of basketball and the guy passed me a note that said "he needs to stop crying about it." Then, being the idiot that I am, I passed a note back that agreed... *sigh* I'm so stupid.. I can't believe myself!! Well, we got caught... and the teacher read it.. I was sooo scared and embarrassed... my mom just gave me this really angry look and said, "You'd better hope you pass that class".. now she's mad at me...like really mad... *sigh* at least this semester is close to being over.. I feel so stupid... *hits head against the wall* well, I guess I'll go now... Hope you guys had a great day!! SEE YA!! BYE~BYE!!


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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

   yep.. yep...
Hey guys! Sorry for not being on for a while.. I didn't have much to say....so.... I figured I'd might as well not waste your time.. ^_^ Anyway, what have I missed? I'll try to get to sites and get to updating regularly again.. ^_^ Hmmmm....lol I don't have much to say... my ideas have..left... my last story fell through the cracks so last night I tried starting a new one.. usually I have no trouble coming up with new ideas.. it just comes to me naturally.. but last night... I thought for hours and NOTHING came!! It's terrible! I haven't had writer's block in like a year and now it's catching up with me! *sigh* Oh well... ^_^ Wish me luck! If you have any advice please let me know!! I need help! ^_^ Well, have a great day!! I hope you guys have had a great week!! SEE YA!! BYE~BYE!!

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Monday, December 3, 2007

   today.. ^_^
Hi! So, today was ok. Kinda boring, but it was actually good! One of my friends (the guy who was a jerk to me and my gf) wouldn't talk for a while because someone told him that if he didn't talk for an entire day they'd give him a candy bar, but first I made him talk and then the teacher called on him to read... So, needless to say, he didn't get the candy bar *dances around* Good! Cause if he gets a candy bar who knows how much hell I'll have to go through tomorrow.. (he sits beside me in 2nd period...ugh...)

So, this may sound weird, but I'm actually hoping that Christmas break comes slowly... I've never said that before, but this year I'm actually enjoying school! Well, maybe it's not school.. it's more like, I like being around my gf.. ^_^ hehe... Hmmm.. well..I don't have much to say.. Hope your day was awesome! SEE YA! Bye~Bye!!

P.S. You know that song I was talking about the other day "Platinum Smile" by Riyu Kosaka. Here's a link to download it just cause I thought people might want to hear it (It's the rock version... which I think is better than the original): Platinum Smile (Rock Edit)

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