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myOtaku.com: CosmicSailor


Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Soapbox Moment
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It used to be Toxic Nonsense, now I'm standing on soapboxes. Just wait until it actually breaks under my weight, I'd pay money to see that.

Not really sure where to begin. There are many things I'd like to say, but won't, many things I need to say, but can't, and many things I should say, but choose not to. It's a paradox of my own making. Caught between the communication of ideas, and mindless ramblings that make me look like the ignorant fool I can be at times. If I know that about myself, how is it I go about stopping it from taking over on occassion?

I'm working on some projects for other obligations of mine, projects that I know will be successful from the feedback I've been getting so far. The choices and setbacks I have faced here taught me some things that I'm finding useful to make other projects and ideas flow smoothly from the drawing board to fruition. Unexpected, but true in any case. Granted I had to give up a bit of the mystery I like to use to keep people guessing about a project until it comes out, but if it works to my adventage, I'll use it. I won't tease anyone with details of projects that will never be seen here, I'm not that spiteful. I have chosen my path, and will stick to it like glue.

I've been requested to make a drawing by someone, a family member offline of course, which I'll get on soon too. I just need to get some of the details about the character first. That is a sign that those around me at least are accepting my art and style for what it is. Wish I could say the same about my online family, but that's getting into a sore subject I do not want to touch right now.

I've thought about the whole thing a lot, and nothing I come up with explains it to me in any logical way. It's just a waste of my time to rant about personal failures. I've failed before, will again, and I guess I should get over it and accept the fact that there are born "losers" out there, My being one of them.

We can all dream though. Dream big dreams of places, people, scenery and dreamscapes. All stretching out before us in ways only left to our imaginations. I'll have to satisfy myself with that, as I excel at dreaming Anime Dreams of stardust and symphony.

I'd better ride of into the sunset before I warp the group dynamic.

I.D.I.C. (Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations) A Vulcan principle from Star Trek

Anime Dreams,

~Cosmicsailor

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