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myOtaku.com: CosmicSailor
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Sunday, April 18, 2004
 | I'll have to postpone posting those Narratives until the end of the week. I got into moving some furniture and well, my shoulder feels like it's been on the receiving end of Kenshin's Reverse Blade Sword. I haven't completely typed up the second Narrative yet, and whatever I did will make it hard to type for a few days, that means I may not post an update for a short while. Don't worry I'll have them up as soon as I can.
It's interesting that some people don't notice that something dark about themselves until they are forced to face it. In the past week I've seen a part of myself that I did not want to believe existed. I've known I can be stubborn and impatient, so those didn't surprise me, but I saw a level of arrogance in myself too. I did not expect that in any way, as it means what I've been telling myself to believe may not indeed be what I think it is, but an illusion to hide me from my true self. I've claimed to have a Code of Honor to live by, but now I'm not so sure. Good and right have been twisted by that one truth, and I'll need time to figure out just what it is I stand for. I don't know anymore.
I'll meditate on my own demonstration of arrogance, and what I thought was my Code of Honor. Maybe I'll even put my code down in writing, I should have a hard copy of my principles at the ready, just in case I lose myself again. It's scary to see yourself from a different perspective, and not recognise who you are. I know I'll never take who I am for granted again that's for sure.
I've got to go now, my shoulder's thanking me for typing this long in the only way it knows how, pain.
Anime Dreams.
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