Thursday, June 10, 2010

   Hello.
Thank you everyone for commenting on my last post. Has been awhile, because for some reason my school blocked myotaku.com. Anyways, now I'm out of school for the summer, and all the adults keep asking me why I never do anything fun for the summer. They tell me that I'm in high school, I should be out partying. I just reply that I have fun sometimes, but I guess my life is generally really boring. Or to some people. My life is quite the opposite.

This is my first summer not taking summer classes. Yay! But now I have two jobs. One of which I'm always having to do research for. The other is basically sitting at a computer for hours watching other people get on computers.

Well, my first job is basically school. lol. I want to be a physicist, so I got a job at the local university doing research with the head of physics. I love the job, and the research is interesting. I'm researching particle physics now. Which seems to go in circles around itself. Lol. My second job is as a computer moniter person in the school of construction at the local university. It is pretty simple and boring. It gets kind of lonely being in a computer lab all day with a bunch of college guys, but I learn to deal with it by just surfing the web, which is kind of boring because I'm not much of a web surfing kind of girl.

My first week of summer was really depressing. My bosses told me they wanted me to take a week before I started work to have fun. Well, that whole week I was in a state of depression, because I can't stand not being busy. I have to be doing something constructive or I start to feel depressed. Does that mean I'm going to become a work-a-holic? Anyways, my depression led to me hurting my boyfriend's feelings to the point that he was in tears crying. All because I didn't invite him to a party with my friends. He wanted to go, but he told me that he was going to be a jerk to my friends, because he doesn't get along with my friends, so I didn't invite him. And because I felt guilty about it, I told him that I went, and he burst into tears, and then he showed up at the party, then he gets angry, because he has trouble controlling his anger, and he slapped me, and then I broke up with him. He tells people it was the other way around, but he can say whatever he wants. He and I are now best friends. Probably not the best idea, but we're close and we talk everyday. Hard to avoid each other. We go to the same church, and he works at the same place I work. Plus, I'm the kind of person that never has enemies. The only person that dislikes me is my ex that is mad that I won't date him again.

Well, I should go for now. Hope to hear from you guys. bye for now.
Love,
Court666
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