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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

   wow its been a while
i feel as if im dying inside
being eaten from the inside out
i cut myself to bleed out whats inside
but this creature nevers wants to come out

i cry and grieve at the loss of humanity
realising im the only normal one left
everyone else trying to claw out my eyes
or in general just ruin my life

i've got myself to blame for what i've become
but thats me thinking like that
people have fucked with my life thats why im like this it isnt really my fault anymore

i scratch at my arm urging blood to come out
and intensify the feeling of pain
this isn't strange its just how i am
wanting to destroy myself but from the outside in

i'm always alone even when i have people there
cause i can never really express myself
i dont live in a hugging, 'i love you' society so i feel no remorse of comforting

i believe the world hates my and wants me to die
and its the same for my family aswell
i wonder if i was an accident and if id die if they had to choice to be rid of me

i hate myself as others hate me
i admit i learnt from the best
i may seem happy to some but im completely melting inside of myself

i beg for help and mercy but no body comes to my rescue
then they wonder why im so emotionally wrecked
when i want to get fucked just to feel some love and a touch

i'm not a whore just a low life
wanting to feel wanted by someone
its just my way of feeling good about myself
even if others look at me in disgust

sure it doesn't last for ever
but im those who enjoys the present
so dont fuck with a fucked up person
cause they'll kill you like you killed them
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