Thursday, April 5, 2007

   Fight Over
Ok well two of my friends have been fighting. Well ya know arguing a lot and my newest friend got stuck in between it. Well finally my two friends stopped arguing and everything is ok for now. Everyone knows that those two are just gonna start arguing again and there is gonna be a whole nother ordeel that everyone else just doesn't need but we will see what happens I guess.
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Monday, April 2, 2007

   Debate Tournament Yesterday
Ok well ya there was a debate tournsament yesterday and yess I am on my schoold debate team. Chuckle Chukle Laugh Laugh. Who gives a crap what you think about that. So anyway I had a whole lot of fun with all my friewnds from other schools and the little team I was with was undefeted. I got two trouphies and ya it was just a whole lot of fun. I even did better then one of the better people on the team it was so fucking cool. My poor friends Morgan and Lydia ... well see whst happend the guy they liked got klicked off his debate team but I think they will be just fine ........ I hope. Well also that was the last tournament of the year until April 21st and 22cnd wich are Nationals. Those are gonna be a whole lot of fun. So ya I can't wait. Bad newss is during those two days I won't be on myspace but I will have my cell so if you do need ro talk to me just ya call my cell you should all have that number and if you don't go ahead and message me telling me you need it and I will go ahead and give it to you. Oh ya there was one down fall about the debate tournament ......... ahh you thought I was gonna tell you .... what a stupid little person ....... but I still loves you a whole lot ok??? So whatever I have recoverd and I am perfectly fine now. At least I think I am fpr all I know I could be in denial ........ damn now I went and confused myself. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
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   Noooo she can't move
My friend said she might be going to San Fran High wich ,eans she would probably moving there but she wasn't sure if dhe was gouing to or not. So one weekend last month she went to go check it out to see what it was like she had a lot of fun but she still didn't know weather she wanted to go there and leave all her friends behind or not. Well she decided she wanted to go. This girl {Mari} she is one of my best friends. She helps me with EVERYTHING she is like my rock that keeps me tied down to the world. See I am a manic depressive plus I really can't controll my anger very well so she is always the one that brightens my day and keeps me from getting myself in a whole bunch of trouble so ya. I am not saying I NEED her to survive I am just saying it will suck a whole hell of a lot without her. My other best friend Kiersten wants to move away soon to probably at the end of eith grade. So right now my life is falling apart. Especially because my mom is being a real bitch right now. God I can't stand that woman. Then one of my close highschool friends who I call grandma might be moving to Michigan. So right now I feel like almost everyone is leaving me. I'll be ok though because most of my close friends know that I am always "happy" even if I am not I hide everything with a smile and laughter and I guess that is what keeps me going these days. Plus the end of my seventh grade year is coming to and end wich means I have to say good bye to all my eigth grade friends. That also really sux because there some eighth grader I met through debate wich means I won't get to see them probably EVER again grrrrrrrrr. Hey thoough everything will be ok in the end ..... because I have learnd one thing if everything isn't ok then its not the end so ya. These last to months just haven't been my months especially the guy I like doesn't like me back but I am already over that fact.
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Monday, March 26, 2007

   Soak City ........ ROX!!!! .... but there was some drama
Ok comprehend this ........ well me and like 14 other people were at Soak City Saterday and we had loads of fun .... buut there was some drama goin on. Ok well see one of our friends from school brought his friend from out of town and this guy liked my friend Corinn .. ok well she kinda a tiny wienie bit liked him but she had a boyfriend. Wich is bad .. but she was gonna dump her boyfriend that day anyway so no problem right? Wrong .. see Adrian ... {her boyfriend} wasn't picking up the phone wich ment that she couldn't get a hold of him. Well anyway she ended up cheating on her boyfriend... but then her and the other guy broke up on Sunday. Well she decided not to dump her boyfriend because she is afraid of being single. Well when I got to school {late} today I found out my friend who is "friends" with Corinn told everybody what happend at soak city soooo Corinn denied it and everything is ok with her and her boyfriend. The part that sux for me is that I have a really bad sunburn on my sholders .... and I hurt my elbo bad on the rides. The fun thing about Saterday is I made three new friend wich go to are school and, I went on the ride I was a little afriad of but now I like it. Ok get this on this one ride me and my friends we all jumped off of the tube so we came down without a tube and we almost got in a lot of trouble but we escaped into the wave pool right when the waves started so ya we had fun.
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Friday, March 23, 2007

   Uhhhhhhhhhh ....
Ok well you all know I like this one guy a whole hell of alot. Well a guy ... well actually one of my friends acked me out today and I said yes. I said yes for three reasons.
1). I give everyone a chance
2). I don't really know how to say no
3). I dout that this other guy likes me
So ya thats what happend plus I do kinda not really but kinda like this guy so I guesse it all works out. Don't you think so. Well ya anyway talk to you all later.
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   So Hated
ya know I doubt anyone even reads my posts anymore cause no one ever comments........
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

   Karma Is A Bitch
Ok well the whole Ryan thing isn't over yet aparently. Well see Mari {my best friend} isn't mad at me she is happy buut her little sister is kinda mad at me her little brother is REALLY mad at me and so is her aunt. Her Grandma doesn't really care but ya. So thats about it for them. Plus I really really hurt Ryan I guesse. I feel like such a bad person. I should like shoot myself or something. See but I really really really like this other guy. I can't stop thinking about him and I can't sleep at night. I write his name on pratically everything. I daydream about him in school. I can't concentrate at all. I even dream about this other guy. I always tell my friends about him. What sux is since I hurt Ryan and Austin {my other ex} so bad this other guy might not even like me. I really hope he does. I really really really hope he does. I know you are probably wondering why I haven't posted his name its just that I don't want him stubulling upon this or anyone he knows.
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   ALLERGIC REACTION
Ok I was in science class today and we were studding plants. So my teacher brought in some leaves and she said if we had an allergic reaction we could go to the library. Me and my friend were all lets fake it. Well it turns out I really was allergic … so now I am in the library writing this. What a day … now I can’t stop iching. And I have weird bumps on my neck. I hate science!!!! Well bye now History starts in 4 min. I hate History but the good news is there is a test today and I don't hve to take it I get an A no matter what!!! So ya bye now.
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Monday, March 19, 2007

   Officially
Ok I called Ryan and told him I didn't like him so ya. That is all taken care of. Now I just hope that the other guy like me. I hope he does. Oh ya when I called Ryan and told him He was all ya its ok. So then when I hung up his cuz {my best friend}Mari text messaged him saying hahahahahahahahahahahah. Well like two minutes Ryan called her and he asked wat it was for and Mari told him about how she new about it. Ten minutes after that Her aunt calls her telling her Ryan was crying ... one because I told him I didn't like him ... and the bigger reasom was Mari was being "unsencitive" but Mari had a point if it wasn't for me telling her what was going on she wouldn't have known because he wasn't telling her and he is her Cousin!!!
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Sunday, March 18, 2007

   NOT NO MORE ... lol I don't have a problem anymore
Yup I solved the problem all by myself. I chose the other guy. Even though he might not like em I figured out I liked him mored plus Mari and Kiki won't be mad at me this way. So I guess evrything works out in the end... but now I seem to have a nother problem. Well see Ryan seems to think that me and him are going out when .. he didn't even officially ask me out and I didn't even officially say I would go out with him. Plus he really really REALLY like me. So I really don't want to hurt him but I just dobn't like him like that anymore and I really like this other guy so yeah now I have to figure out a way to dump him without hurting him to bad. So my life is a mess just like it always is.
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