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Birthday
• 1994-02-12
Gender
• Female
Location
• Palm fucking Springs
Member Since
• 2006-08-12
Occupation
• Middle school
Real Name
• Shawna

Personal

Achievements
• Serviving in this screwed up world .. so far I'm doin alright... is that good enough for you???
Anime Fan Since
• 4 Eva ... and 1/2
Favorite Anime
• S-cry-ed & Naruto {it is a tie} ....... And ALL the other anime's.
Goals
• To answer all my unanswerd questions
Hobbies
• hanging with friends,listening to music,walking,myspace {lol}, & well whatever else I feel like
Talents
• not caring & pretending to be happy

myOtaku.com: Crazy-bout-anime

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Can't Do This
I hate myself right now
i have for like idk a month maybe i'm not entirley sure
i messed up again
not bad {i think} and i am gonna do the right thing and confront it
but i'm scared because i worked hard to change what i was
{if you are one of my good friends you would know this}
and yet i fucked that up so perfectly
i'm scared about what my consiqueces are going to be
and its not like consiquecis like grounding or something like that its way diffrent
{way worse in a way}
and i wanna start fixing it right now but i have to wait untill i can see this person in person lolz
and know i didn't offend or hurt anyway i just possibly lost or hurt the friendship with the best friend i am pretty sure i ever had
and its killing me inside
because i have almost lost this person before and now we are closer and yeah we fixed it last time but if i keep fucking up things aren't going to get fixed
just wish me luck
because if this works out ... I am never gonna even risk fucking up again!
ever!
i feel sooo bas and am sooo sorry
... believe me ...
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