Sunday, September 18, 2005

   First official week of school *edited*
.....It sucked. i hated it. i feel like everyone hates me i only like 2 teachers so far. i hate math. im always late (even if im in the classroom but im not in my seat im late). and for some odd strange reason every time i say my opponion and some one disagrees i feel like they hate me even if their vioce doesnt show it. i've been depressed for the past few weeks. i've been drawing nothing but depressing pics lately but im still not saticfied. Phys Ed disgusts me. except the artchery thats fun. Also whats creepy is the PE teacher taught my mom when she was in school (he was in his early 20's then) Math i dont liek because the teacher doesnt make it all that clear but its okay cause its pretty easy to figure out but im just scared about when the hard stuff starts showing up and dont understand any of it. it turns out i lied about teh spray paint crap i cant show teh progress cause we gots no camera that works at my house so i'll just show you guys the finished work when i find a camera. also my birthday is coming up which is great so i dont have to lie to websites all the time to regester. Its Coming up on the 25th of Oct. okay so its not that close but if im going to be able to get all these holiday pics up on the net before there liek 6th months off i have to draw them a bit early.... meh oh well

i was looking at a few journals and someone (i forget who) had this guy up in their journal. so i looked at his stuff and i have to say IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME go to this link read his Zelda story its totaly awesome [link] he has awesome stuff its so cool if you dont read you'll be missing out on alot.

Also about school (sorry about that other part i just had to get that out) everyone already knows i draw i still have liek 2 drawings i have to give to ppl its weird. and confusing but random ppls keep coming up to me and keep asking of im the chick who draws well. its annoying but cool at the same time

I already have one friend her name is Anna he likes anime too its cool. I miss my old Friends. Shawna, Jackie, Kaylee, Natasha, Maria (both of them), and every one else. i miss 'em so much..... *sigh*..... i havent seen any of them since school got out. except Jackie i saw her last weekend. it was fun. i was so sad when i saw her moms car drive away from my drive way...........

well im tired i have alot more to say but im realy tired and my mom needs the computer well buh byez

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well this sucks i now have a cold (thanks Kyle (-.-') yeah my brother gave me his cold he only had it for a day or two. when i was typing this i didnt feel good now its a ful blow cold. i've been sucking down tea like crazy and im almost out and i dont have any of the engrediance.... so that sucks. i just hope my mom gets home before i'm out completely.

Also about last night. i was at my aunts house. My cousin was having a wedding party (i dont know why but whateva) they're not getting married til i think next summer. the whole time i felt like shit. my cousins (i have alot of cousins) Cody and Val started talking to me about Bush (my middi school) They went there and they said they didnt like it either they said everyone will be so different by the time high school came around. they said most of teh ppls that went there were spoild rich kids (they were right more than half are like that now) and the whole time we were talking about this in the back of my mind i kept thinking 'that explains why we had to spend almost $600 on school suplys and i stil dont have all my stuff.

Now my family isnt the richest ppls on the planet (but im not trying to sound like my life is worse than anyone elses) but since we bought our new house that we now own we dont have alot of spair cash. wich is bad because just a few months ago we were living in a rented house that was pretty nice (but the dogs kept chewing it to pieces) and we usualy had a fair amount of money left over after the bills, but now that we have a house that we own its alot more expensive to have a house that we own. so now as soon as my mom gets paid we dont have any money after the bills. Its okay now because i've pretty much gotten used to it so its not such a big deal.

well sorry about the rant there i just felt like putting it up there yeah im going to bed now......*falls asleep on key board*
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