Thursday, November 20, 2008

   i love her so much.
these past few weeks have been insane. i really mean that
ive smoked more than ever...like in one nite. ive also come to realise that i am pretty popular at school. i have the most amasing girlfriend. i met her, and started going out with her in less than a week. ive listened to crazy new music. my life is changing alot

ive been thinking alot about my life lately. ive seen the biggest junkies i know quit drugs....and ive seen alot of kids i never though would do anything in their life start smoking. ive even smoked with more old people

i really dunno wut to say about all of this. but my life is changing so much....and i really dont know wut to do. my personality is telling me to just ride it out...u know, go ith thtew flow. like....i dont worry about stuff...but this is such a wierd thing for me to go through...
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Saturday, November 15, 2008

   im going back to the 505
hey people.
i moved bak to my house yesterday. i dont like it here i cant wait till i leave again

i got a girlfriend during my absence
shes the fucking greatest! im actually in love with her...witch isnt something i exspected...i didnt think i could fall so much in love so fast...and have it be the real..true kind of love, u know? i am straight up ready to stay with her for the rest of my life.

lol shes heated tho shes drug free

i quit tobaco products. no more cigs or cigars.

um...i found this awsome band to! arctic monkeys kick ass!

i love you all....it was just hard getting online while i was kicked out u know?
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Friday, October 31, 2008

   GTFO lol
i got kicked out meh house! lol
stayin at friends place 4r a lil while
im stayin in school tho

peace <3
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Friday, October 24, 2008

   one flat foot on the devils...wing
omg
ive been smoking to much
my friend was leaving..so we had a party every night for the past week.

i smoked a cigar. and, just to proove wut a thug i am, i enhaled.

ur notsupposed to enhale cigar smoke lol it fuckes u uppp

um...that was just last night

ive been smoking way to much tho...


and im staying at a hotel tomarrow nite with some..friends
girls will be keeping me company

um...last night, et's little sister taped insince to the corner of a wall on their house ( that kids 7...wierd as fuck she does stupid things alot for attention)
well she didnt tell anyone...and i was rounding the corner ands the insence like stab bed me in the eye area

i have giant dots wherfe it burned me. it hurt


TRYIN ACID TOMARROW XDD
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Saturday, October 18, 2008

   birds without parachutes
my friend is leaving for spain on wendsday. hes going there for colledge.....and hes gonna b gone for 2 years. im gonna miss him
i broke three toes on thursday night.
didnt bother going to the doctor...they cant do anything
well not anything thats worth paying excessive amounts for =\
i watched Sicko yesterday in gov. class
made me realize that the us is the only country in the western hemisphere without socialized medicine....i wanna move to britin. me and my friends r down to actually move. one friend, brandon actually has friends in amsterdam, and he reports to me that its chillin there...besides the legalized pot and prostitution. i dont think i could ever pay for sex. its just to weird...like doing it with someone u dun kno AT ALL
i dont like kissing girls i dont kno >___>
oh well thas just me i guess

PLANTS R GROWING


<33 peace
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Sunday, October 12, 2008

   SKEEEEETTT!!!!!
im so awsome!

um...days have been goin by smoothly....

im all out of pot today =(

um...thats all i can think about XD

lessi...um...i had girls hitting on me friday o.o
it was weird..like im not used to it lol
i mean flirting is chillin...but like i wore skinnies...and like in class there was one girl and she like...grabbed my junk
yeahh
>__>
<__<
i met a midget the other day to =D

played paper mario for the first time in forever yesterday
i enjoyed it

tomarrow i have a debate goin down in gov. my topic is abortion, and i chose to be pro-chioce. my opponent has a studder and is easily intimidated. i shall be victorious.

love <333
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

>_< orgasm
no school tomarroW!!
wow today in woodshop class rite b4 the bell rang.....tefi ( female friend) like started waving at me from the door, and i got up and saw here ...and then she kissed me
chillin
but then the girls in the class started saying stuff like she was my girlfriend =O
lol
i do spend all my with her tho

hm..........i like this song =) puts me inna good mood

love <33
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Monday, October 6, 2008

   thunder pussy >_>
hm....all seems well thus far.
ive been trying to get a certain song on my site...but imeem seems to be pmsing all over the place today =\

today was so chillan
fduring lunch, me an this girl spent quality time together =)
cuz yesterday i got new headphones =D i havent had any for three weeks! ( we r poor okie?)
=DD
during lunch we sat together like next to a building just listen ing to music....and singing it to each other

she said im cute


i am cute

ive been getting into "Just Jack" lately
like the alblum overtones was sssooooo chillin
i love it almost as much as the first metalica cd ( i kno, completely different genres but...)

WRITERS BLOCK IS ORGASMIC XDD
this is the song i like to play when im walking in the halways ...its so cool =) enjoy it <33
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Saturday, October 4, 2008

   IM DESTRUCTIVE =D
this song is so wierd and random i love it XDDD

hm...past few days have been okish
good things and bad things
same old shit
so werid ive been meaning to post, but now that im here
i have nothing to say

hm...jamo =)
pot really..hasnt created any problems for me yet actually =\ its just a stress reliever mostly....

ive been smoking with ets mother WAY to much
and without et to >.>
oh well
hes bak to his home..erri things bak to normalishness
my friend bruno got in a car crash yesterday on the way to work
his car was totalled lol he made it perfectally fine tho
lucky

a quote from my friend brandon yesterday :
" wow..you know, native americans really are rare. you really are the ONLY one i know(laughs) i mean, I know other rare minorities, but even them, i meet there family and they are the same race. you dont even have that!"
T_T all alone i am

i wish girlfreinds grew on trees


,....


um...OH
friday i wore a skin tight sweater with skinnies =)) i rocked skinnies all day at school
and i got alot of positive remarks =D


high like planes >_>


h,m...something else happend
cant remember it

oh thats rite
I NEED A GIRLFREIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sick of this singleness -___-
erri time i bring this up with et all he says is " u need to pimp mad hoes" -__-' not wut i have in mind

ive been going threw some shit lately...parents giving me bull and erri thin.....i just wish sometimes i had like a girl..to open up to and...fuck
lol


love <333





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Saturday, September 27, 2008

   so i aimed the shotgiun into the blue, and then placed my face in between the two.....
4 days ago, my best friend in this world ran away from home.
he has no phone
he has no money
ive been worried about him. some tim es i would mention him in my posts.
my friend et
i see him every day.....still even,
i saw him yesterday
hes been sleeping at a tree we hang out at =(
like.....cities r dangerous at night
like...im worried.
today, since nhe doesnt hav a phone...i searched EVERYWHERE for him
i searched for 4 hours. and i was the only one.
the others had to work today.
then i tryed his house..just in case he went back. his mom talked to me...she was SO upset
she like...opened up like everything...like all of his family issues( i knew them previousely tho, i mean...we're best friends....like REAl freinds) but....it was a real sad moment/thing
like....its fucked up.
i mean, my life is not really that chillan either....,.and i dont like comparing people's lives or issues....but the saddest thing was that his life is kinda fucked up, but he has it good. its weird. iono how to explain it, and i dont wanna write everything about his life on here since its not my place to say those things....but
he shouldnt have run away
hes an idiot to
he left, but didnt take anything with him
he has no cloths, tooth brush, food, nothing
so i talked to his mom for a long time
we bonded lol
and then bruno came over to the side of the house, where we were talking.....he asked if we saw et....and we talked for a while
then.........we all desided that since et was giving us so much trouble....we all smoked together without him XD
i smoked with et's MOM XD without him
hahahahaha
like i dont wanna tell him, cuz its fucked up
but
its gonna be so funny when i do tell him
well..while we were toking...um...et called bruno's phone
and he was staying at a friends house.
we didnt tell him what we were doing -__-' but...like we agreed to meet him
so we went out to the complex...and waited for him

and..i didnt kno it but i was really fucking high.
and....so was bruno =| i tryed to fuck his dog ( that story is just as weird as it sounds) um...ets fine i guess
he has 13 cents.....witch he keeps in his pocket

and thats all he has to live on for the next 4 days =\ since like tuesday is a teacher work day...he plans on just missing monday and go home on wendsday
im so worried
i kno where he sleeps tho...and he needs to vent
he is extremely emotional..witch is weird that we're frineds, as im not very emotional

but hes one of the few people i consider...my family

there is not one other person in this world i would write a post like this about.

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