Saturday, May 12, 2007

About my friend katy
I love her to death, she was there for me when I had no one to turn too, and all I wanted to do was die. Talking to her helped me alot, we have gone through some stuff together, heck we both did cut, I don't anymore, I do believe she has stoped. I never got to know my sister, but she is my sister, I would do anything for her, even die. You helped to bring out the good in me, it took many people to save me from my self destruction, but she is one of the key people, the other being Matthew. I love you katy, and wont let you die not with out me doing everything that I can to save you, I promise you this.
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Friday, May 11, 2007

Not fair
Life can be so unfair. I really don't care what happens to me, I lost those feelings about myself a long time ago. But I do care what happens to my friends, and my good friend Katy, your like my sister I never got to know, since my sister is dead. Now I am faced with loosing you, like I said, I will be there for your heart opperation, and I won't let you die with out a fight, I don't care what I got to do, I will not let you die from your medical problems like the doctors said you were going too. I would give you my own heart if it meant saving you.
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Saturday, April 28, 2007

People I can't stand
There are a lot of people I can't stand out there, but there is one group that really pisses me off. Those that would use and twist the hearts of people for there own good, and in the end leaving that person with a broken heart. I have seen the tears of too many of my friends from this, and its unforgivable. The next time it happens, I am going to take care of the person myself, I won't stand by and watch my friends be used like that.
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Good mood Part 2
I don't know why I am in such a good mood, and am so happy, maybe it has something to do with, having great friends and my girlfriend, I love her to death, and would do anything for her, and anything for my friends :)
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   In a good mood!!
I am in such a good mood right now, been talking to friends all day, hell's light ur the best, freaking so funny, I laughed so hard that I was crying lol. Then been talking to my girlfriend, and its been storming like crazy here, my kind of weather. :) lol just in a good mood, spread the Emo love as my friend brianna says lol!!
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   Failure
I use to go around saying I am a failure, I could not do anything right, I was always told, why can't you be like your older brother, get good grades be good in sports. No one accepted me for who I was, not even my family, and I tried so hard to be accepted and be something I was not, but it was pointless. The first person that saw through this fakeness, was Death Aihngel or Matthew, my first real friend.

So I look at it like this, I may be a failure to most people, but what counts is those that really care about me, and accept me, to them I am not a failure, my girlfriend loves me for who I am, and not what others want me to be. I am accepted by few, and to know I am not a failure to them makes up for everything.
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Monday, April 23, 2007

   Why?
Why can't people just keep there mouths shut? Do they get a kick out of hurting people, with what they do and say? Don't they know some people can't take it, but they don't care, I HATE people like that, then they wounder why Emo's and some other people cut, and wan't to die. Right now if I had my way there would be some dead people, cause my girlfriend to cry, cause my friend katy to try and kill herself, she is like the sister I never had, she is the replacement for my dead sister. I am not in the best of moods right now, and if I was there with them both, there would be so serious hurt or dead people. So before anyone says something hurtfull to anyone, just think, you could say something that makes them take there lives, and there blood is on your hands.
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