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myOtaku.com: Crimson Spider


Tuesday, February 8, 2005

Antisociality (not a word), and running out of topics.
I just couldn't decide on something entertaining to write today. I thought about breaking down the basis for many commonly judged irrational thoughts, but it would most likely have gone off like a projectionist rant, and I don't like to read those. I thought about counter-debating many of the Neo-Paganism beliefs, but the very large sum of denominations makes getting accurate information on them a near impossibility. Plus it would drive people away from my site. So I went around to other peoples sites to go and say stuff, and I decided to write a topic on something I noticed.

I see guestbooks that are pages long, and friend lists that go screen to screen. Then I look at my stuff, and notice a very small amount of things (though my site is still early in it's developement), along with the fact that I sparsely every sign guestbooks to the websites that I go to.

Good ole question: Why? Why is it that I have only one guy in my friends list, though others have many more? Why do I not want to take the time to sign guestbooks, but feel all the need to put in my 2¢ into the blog dispenser?

Though people who know me say I'm very sociable, whenever someone who I don't know talks to me, the first thought that comes to mind is "Oh great! WTF do you want?!". I just don't like to meet new people. I guess that's why I preform so well online, since I'm not really "meeting" anyone.

I also find catering to the desires of all the people I know to be a chore unless it benefits me aswell (even though I'll still do it). Call me selfish, but it's what I think. Wish I could change it though.

So I doubt that my site is going to get many people in the "friends" list.

Also, if anyone has any question they would like to ask me to make an article on, go ahead and put it into the comments section.
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