Monday, September 18, 2006

well,i might be having a halloween party ^.^ I had one last year and it was so much fun (I didnt have to dress up much either being a goth and all ^.~)Also,a lot of weird things happened today.we had at school an evacuation practice and we were all making fun of it.the person over the loudspeaker said we were in a code 7 and someone went "oh,no!"...then we had to wait in our seats(well maybe I should explain it more.a code 7 is a person in school with a gun or something of the sort.we,the classes,are suposed to turn off everything and go into the back of the room and act like no ones there until a security guard comes and takes us out to the stadium.at this point we were just sitting in our seats waiting for them)someone said"if this was real,we'd be dead" or something along that line and got us laughing again.when we got outside,we had to wait forever because kids were missing and then we found out that they were in the gyms(the gym teachers told us that they were all out of there,so...).then,since todays supposed to be "constitution day" and they made us say the preamble at 2:00 and made us sit through a thing about when all the states became offically states...I'm telling you it was the most boring 5-6mins of my life!but yeah...not much is going on elsewise...no random volleyballs hit me or anything.this weekend I may get my Halloween costume...as you can see or probably tell,this is my favorite holiday!!(cept for the fact that my cat whom was with me most of my life was put to sleep on that day T.T.I think for that post I'm putting her pic up on here)ok...I'll be off,to your sites,and I'll talk with you all later
farewell
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Saturday, September 16, 2006

its ok if you guys wanted to laugh at me for getting hit by the volleyballs.it didnt hurt...for long ^.^...not much else is happening.I'm at my dads right now and I cant do much else.I cant go to see a movie like I wanted.ny friends parents told her no.she just found out today that a close friend of ours was planned to come over to her house....but yeah
farewell
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Friday, September 15, 2006

wow...7 people this time...Its making me feel better I can tell you that.Well, my sis (the one thats pregnant)was not home when she was supposed to be,so my mom locked the door on her.The next mroning around 6 while we are all just getting up,I hear our doorbell ring.Since I notice that neither my sis nor my mom(who was in the shower at the time) was getting it,I went.I open the door and its Cierra.she wanted me to ask mom if she could come back and blah like that.the problem was that in the morning my foot hurts when I walk on it,so I'm going back and forth from the door to the bathroom and I was literally clutching onto the stair rail so I wouldnt fall.but basically,mom finally kicked her out and stuff.one thing that we thought was kind of funny was she claimed she was out on the front porch all night.we dont think she did that...not in her complaintive nature ^.^.I dont know about you poeple,but I love volleyball...I just dont want to play with my class.Yesterday,in gym I got hit by two spiked balls that one of the strong-jocky kids hit.boy did they hurt..(go ahead and laugh...I was too).then today I almost got hit by more spiked balls and got hit in the face by the ball of one of the other teams' that just happened to bounce away from them...but it was fun...me and Kagura may not be able to go see the movie.I didnt know about this,but my dad is taking me this sun.and thats when we planned to go.I would ask him,but he told me he would take me to see the Pirates 2 movie,but then changed his mind and said he was going to just take us out to blockbuster(which he never did,mind you...)but its ok,cuz my mom told me that I should ask him fir most of the money for my class ring ^.^ and its a little over $300(Karmas a bitch,isnt it?)otherwise,not much else is going on...quick question before I go....Whats you favorite color?I know you hear it all the time from the quizilla quizzes,but my color rarely ever shows up on their quizzes,so...yeah.Mines silver ^.^(See another reason why I like Kadaj ^.~)
farewell
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

wow...5 people came to my site in one night...its a first.I'm trying to go to the movies with Kagura and Jason(ambers ex,remember?).we want to go see the covenant,but I'm not sure...we had an assembly in school today.it was about our class rings.sure it may not seem like a big deal,but I'm still a sophmore...I dont want to do anything that involes the school ^.^ I hate it(cept for seeing friends.thats the only thing I like about it).My friend Begley is suspended now because she had her swiss pocket knife with her in school.they say shes supposed to be suspended for 9 days or she could even be expelled,so..yeah I dont know.Kagura got the 4th Inuyasha movie,so I think I'm going to watch it when I go home...
well,I must be off
Farewell
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

alright...First I fixed that club thing of mine,but the words are way too small...maybe someone can try to fix it for me >.< the stupid computers I'm at dont have anything that will let me fix it. it irks at me,but, oh well.Thanx for saying something to me about it,I dont know these things unless you tell me and you know who you are ^.~ .Has anyone before got a bad feeling about going somewhere or doing something,then do it and something goes wrong?well,that happened this weekend.My friend Amber was having her 16 th brithday and the day was fun....we went bowling,etc. the night before I got a feeling like I should tell her I was sick and couldnt go or something,but I didnt.that night...Amber (we were on the trampoline in her backyard) got up,whacked my friend Begley in the back on the head,then jumped off the trampoline and ran out of the yard.we chased her and stuff,but she ended upgoing into a cemetery that was near her house...her younger brother (who is like 13 or so) rode his bike over to us after he had gone to talk to her and then came over saying she wanted to talk with Kagura...while she was going up there,though...the cops stopped her.since we were out after curfew,we were taken back to the house and they ended up taking us all home.we sat in the police station for a while,too...the one cop was being a real asshole,too(pardon my colorful language,but its needed).he wouldnt let me hold Kagura cause she was freaking out and was in hysterics because this was her first sleepover and she was freaking out cause she knew her parents wouldnt let her out again,and the cop yelled at us all for crying and crap(I had a panic attack when we first got caught by them,bu had calmed down while in there.Begley and Kagura were crying)..so yeah..he should rot in hell.I talked to amber today and she said she did it cause Begley was touching her ex-boyfriend and saying things like"feel his hair..its so soft!" and blah,blah,blah...amber was apparently going to ask him out or something.then Amber's mom didnt help out that much.She called our parents telling them we were in the yard one minute,and gone the next.She told that to Kaguras little sister and freaked her out really badly.Then my mom said that Ambers mom had called before she had to come and pick me up if I could be dropped back off at her house...smart,huh?Also,I helped my friend root out a girl who was talking about her.My friend(we'll call her panda for the sake of the arguement)said this girl was talking about her and whenever she went and asked her about it,she said she never said it.so..I made up a plan to talk to my friend during lunch about panda being pregnant and not knowing who the father is,etc.(the girl sits at my table,so I knew she couldnt resist)I said about it to Amber(shes in my lunch period)and the other girl fell for it...and she's the only one we told,so we'll know if shes spreading things about her ^.^ I watched that trinity blood and bleached this week...they were good.I had read I think the first and second manga of bleached,So I understood it a bit better...they followed with each other a bit.*looks up*0.0 wow..I wrote a lot.ALright...I'm done
Farewell
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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

ok,...today youre going to have to deal with me a bit..a lot of stuff happened over the weekend.I didnt realize it,but that concert I was supposed to go to was on sat. The thing that sucked though was My chemical Romance wasn't there because the drummer was in the hospital sick or something.But we did get to see Taking back sunday and they were awesome! if you've seen the video for their song make damn sure then you know basically what they did on stage.The singer Adam kept tossing the mike into the air and catching it and wrapped it a few times around his neck...and he danced too. other interesting things happened there: he got an ankle sock thrown at him and a packet of sweet relish that said on it "you are needed in my pants"people today are just so creative...I saw a few kids from my grade there...and there was this lil kid that was dressed like the My chemical romance guys for one of their photo shoots and he was taken backstage(he was 5 or 6...I think)and got the vest he was weaing signed by all the members of taking back sunday and frankie,(who I believe is a guitarist for My chemical romance).now that thats done..next topic:I had my first day of school today...I really didnt want to go and I have homework and 2 homerooms.one in the beginning of the day and one at the end...its really pointless.I slept over my friends house and I drew her a picture and I got a pic of it so when I get my camera developed I'll show you guys (I took a pic of it because I cant make two copies of anything for my life and so she could keep the original drawing).
well,since I really dont have anything else more to say,I'm going to your sites
farewell
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

not much going on here...Tuesday night I stayed up and wtched Final Destination 3.It wasnt as good as the other 2, but...today I went with my gram and we went to the stores and just looked around...she got a first season to her one show and she ought me the dark light album that HIM has out...but I'm afraid that I wont be able to get on this week.I'll be at my dads until tommorrow,then fri.through Mon. the library I use for computers is closed, and I have my first day of school on tuesday...I guess I'll just have to tell you guys about it afterwards ^.^ ....my sis had tried starting up with me this mroning,and I think its a good thing I wont see her,cuz I may end up flipping out on her( I'm getting cranky with people anymore)well gotta go
farewell
P.S. oh, could you guys also go to my friend Rena-n-Kisa 's site? she doesnt have many friends....
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

a lot of stuff happened whille I was away,so this'll be rather long...okay this weekend my dad said that he might have to work..my sis siad something to my mom and it ended up circulating,cause Britt got a call from him saying that he never said that and stuff...plus,I might have to go to Philadelphia tommorrow.Britt is going to get examined by a "very rpominent doctor" they say(remember for the fractured skull-accident issue)...andI know my dads taking her tommorrow,but my mom said she wants to go as well,so I dont know if I'm getting pulled along or not.And I swear that older sister of mine had better stop acting like she's so big and bad,especially while she's got that baby in her still.she went at britt this morning because she has a white board downstairs in the kitchen and she has these markers that go to it laying around and my sis had used it to write something with it..I told her that if she didnt want anyone using it like that,she shouldnt have it where everyone can use it(thats kind of a rule at my house:anything you dont want people using,keep it in your room) but she starts with me saying that the board's downstairs.I kept on my side and told me to shut up and all that stuff...then she goes to try and be all goody with me and I didnt say anything...and what does she do?She calls upmy mom at work and tells her I'm ignoring her.I find this funny as all hell because just last year I had told my mom that Cierra wasn't leaving me alone in school(we had lunch the same time and she started trying to sit with me and my friends) and she started taunting me in school calling me a baby and stuff.then when I got off the phone with my mom she went into my face saying she was going to deck me..I was think ing she could go right on ahead,but I think she should've realized that she was right at the top of the stairs and I wasn't afriad of pushing her down them if she whacked me...pregnant or not.I'm just mean like that...sorry if that offends anyone,but I seriously do not like my older sister.ok,lets try to get back on positives....oh,I watched the silent hill movie last night...It was AWESOME!!!! it wasnt fully scary,but I did jump on one thing in there...just a warning for you if you want to watch it...it is very gory.... and if you get nightmares very easily,you might want to steer clear of this as well.I ended up staying up half the night watching it(best time for a horror movie is at night,you know ^.^) and I had taken a nap earlier(unintended,of course) and stayed up until like 6..but it was fun...*looks up*wow 0.0 I wrote a lot.ok..I'll go to your sites now
farewell
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Friday, August 25, 2006

wow...I'm feeling popular now...I got 4 comments last time...its awesome....yes,if you guys haven't figured it out from my taste in music that I like to be weird...than there's something wrong with you....nah,I'm just kidding...not much happened here...I'm at my dad's..I really dont want to be..almost two weeks until i go back into school and I'm dreading it badly...time to deal with the kids that I wish a bolt of lightning would miraculously come down and strike down on....teachers whom I probably wont like(but then again I'm not sure,so..)and the kids from last year that I almost had a fight with.the one will especially be hurt if I end up near her this year...I dont care what they do to me,but when you mess with one of my friends who wont do anything and make them cry...it becomes personal...oh,i got a picture of my friends baby...here she is:Kiara Rayne Paga'n (Kiara Rayne pronounced "Kira Rain"


well,I have to go and whatnot,so...yeah....
oh,question,question!!!just something I got interested in:whats your favorite(s) band...Mine is Disturbed,Rammstein, TaTu, and HIM is starting to go on that list,
farewell
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Thursday, August 24, 2006

.............
Alright,for some reason today I feel really out of it.I could barely do my housechores and stuff like that.I got my hair dyed again yesterday and now it looks like the color of a raven...its cool.I thought I'd try something:I listen to a band called Rammstein.If you haven't heard of them,they're a German industrial mea\tal band(at least I think thats what they're considered to be) but some people on youtube made a few music videos for them...this one in particular(oh,I love using big words...makes me actually sound smart ^.^)shows for kadaj and sephiroth and them the song is called "Mutter" which is german for "mother"...I'm giving you the video as well as translations,


Die Tränen greiser Kinderschar
ich zieh sie auf ein weißes Haar
werf in die Luft die nasse Kette
und wünsch mir, dass ich eine Mutter hätte

Keine Sonne die mir scheint
keine Brust hat Milch geweint
in meiner Kehle steckt ein Schlauch
Hab keinen Nabel auf dem Bauch

Mutter

Ich durfte keine Nippel lecken
und keine Falte zum Verstecken
niemand gab mir einen Namen
gezeugt in Hast und ohne Samen

Der Mutter die mich nie geboren
hab ich heute Nacht geschworen
ich werd ihr eine Krankheit schenken
und sie danach im Fluss versenken

Mutter

In ihren Lungen wohnt ein Aal
auf meiner Stirn ein Muttermal
entferne es mit Messers Kuss
auch wenn ich daran sterben muss

Mutter

In ihren Lungen wohnt ein Aal
auf meiner Stirn ein Muttermal
entferne es mit Messers Kuss
auch wenn ich verbluten muss

Mutter
oh gib mir Kraft


The tears of a crowd of very old children
I string them on a white hair
I throw the wet chain into the air
and wish that I had a mother

No sun shines for me
there was no breast that cried milk
there is a tube that sticks in my throat
I have no navel on my stomach

Mother

I was not allowed to lick any nipples
and there was no fold to hide in
no one gave me a name
fathered in haste and without sperm

For the mother who never gave birth to me
I have sworn tonight
I will send her a sickness
and afterwards make her sink in the river

Mother

An eel lives in her lungs
on my forehead, a birthmark
remove it with the kiss of a knife
even if it causes me to die

Mother

An eel lives in her lungs
on my forehead, a birthmark
remove it with the kiss of a knife
even if it causes me to bleed to death

Mother
Oh give me strength


ok...well havefun...I gotta go torture some kid in a graveyard or something(Ha! vampire humor ^.^)
farewell
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