Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Urgh......
This urks me...my friend Kagome and I are at the library trying to find stuff to start a petitions and found absolutley nothing!!!We're trying to do it cus our school is way too small: the halls are over crowded,there are 30 trailers
(which is the highest in the NJ state)...and lots of other stuff in which I wont bore you with the details....I had told my mom yesterday about Cierra smoking and she told her not to...she said "yeah,yeah" and went upstairs.I saw her outside doing it again.I looked out and went back in and she came in and asked why she looked out and I told her not to and she said said "so...what,you gonna tell mommy?"then she said "this is why you're sister doesn't want you around"and my sister(britt)told me things that I know she wouldn't tell her because we all know that she's the one that starts stuff...you guys can say anything you want about her...I dont care...I barely talk to her anymore.anyways,for the fanclub-thing..I have the pic thing up above this,just pm me or KaguraAsTheWind(preferably me,cause I get on a lot more than she does...)and I'll give you the image thing...I need to make it smaller..I know,but what can I do?...I'm in the dark ages when it comes to certain things on the computer....well gotta go
farewell
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Monday, August 21, 2006

okay..I went today with my gram to get more hair dye and I might get it done on wed. did you guys see my new fanclub-thing?My friends helped me get it..sorry its so big as well...I'm in the process of shortening it(or trying to,so bear with me)...I got to see a few more of my friends this summer,but not all...and I want to beat my older sister.She is already like two months pregnant and she's smoking still!I saw her go outside today and do it....it really pisses me off cus thats how most of the baby deformaties come from are things like that...and the baby cant do anything about it...but,oh well...I'll just say something to my mom about it or something...anyway,I have to go
farewell
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Friday, August 18, 2006

tommorrow i'm goin peach picking!!!!! I know,weird topic to start with,but not much else to say...again.boy,my life's boring...anyway,my sis's b-day is today...and I'm not getting her anything because 1: I need that money to get something that I need from the store so my friend can fix something...see,my friend put some kind of charm on one of the things another friend gave me and another friend put something on it thjat gives me a headache everytime I touch it,so...yeah.and 2:she asked if she was getting anything,which implies to me that she wants something from me and thus being greedy,so...nope,not doing it...well,not much else here...gotta go...
farewell
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Thursday, August 17, 2006

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ugh...I am bored out of my mind.Last night I tried finishing the book I was supposed to do for summer reading(my town makes us do it...I blame them for my unhappiness) but the bookis so stupid.Its about a muslim girl in Pakistan that is supposed to get married and some encounter with a landowner ruins her older sister's marriage plans.I am about on 175 right now and the part they were talking about just happened...I had to read through her life routine and all the other things in life that annoy me as well....the only reason it got interesting was because someone died...I know I'm mean,but...its pointless to read...I might actually finish my boook this year,though...last year's book was way too boring and I stopped for a while and didnt finish it in time for school so I just skipped through it to see what happened..they dont give any books thatI like...they had one this year,but it got switched to a different group and I couldn't read it....but i'm trying to fis=nish that so i can read what I want to and get back with my life...you dont know how bad i miss my video games...and with my attention span,the book may never be done ^.^..i'm tired and stuff...yeah.hey people watch this video..doesn't it remind you of batman? I think it might be cause they might have gotten help from some companies or something...its disturbed's version of "land of confusion"(aka "America since Bush became president"^.^)

well,gotta go...
farewell
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

   not much here....
Hello people..how are all of you guys?Apparently I'm not the only one who thought he wanted attention...but he is on his myspace and stuff so...yeah,he did not do it...(darn...joking...)I was at my friends house all day today(you know the one who had the baby..)we watched Advent Children(it was her first time and stuff.plus,she loves Sephiroth....so,what could I do...)I think my older sister is starting to get the rules of the house(now dont all be shocked at once...)she asked if she could go and sleep over someones last night and mom had said no..but it was a miracle that she didnt leave the house...then we found out today(I was unwilling cause I reall y do not care what happens in her life)that her ex,who is her baby's father(he broke up with her and said that he didnt think it was his...fag..)started going out with a girl in my grade...she about 15 or 16 and he's going to be 18 soon...so,we should offically call him a pedifile...then my sis told me that he went out with an 11 yr old recently(eww....).Oh, and something weird happened last night...my mom had a small purse that she lliked to take out with her when we were on vacation and stuff...and its strap broke..I told her I could fix it for her(I'm good at sewing).I had a pic of Mike that I was going to take to Kagome's(my friend I talked about earlier....one with the baby?)so we could cut up his pic and stuff.It was sitting on my bag that had ALucard on it(love hellsing...I call Alucard!!).while I was doing the sewing and stuff I had the FF VII movie on. I had hit my bag slightly and a quarter slid out from under the pic...yeah,free money...so what.but the coin itself was colored like it was rusting and getting calcium deposits and whatever else so it looked really old and stuff...I looked at the date on it(you know,the year it was made..)it said 1991,which was the year I was born....my sis had come in and I asked her if she left it there and she said no...and I dont keep money in that bag and it would all be in a change jar on my dresser,so...yeah what do you think?
farewell
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Monday, August 14, 2006

well,i ended up breaking up with my bf....but the good news is i saved a lot of money by switching to geico!!!!^.^i wont let him phase me anymore...my friends are all going at him calling him an ass and getting him help and stuff,so I'll just sit back and watch.he wrote a bulletin yesterday saying there was a 99.9% chance he was goin to kill himself..or,better yet.i'll show the message to you.I am Daughter of Shadows and he's the other
Subject RE: RE: Another One ~Mike
Body: wow not surpirsed there



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Daughter of Shadows
Date: Aug 13, 2006 11:22 AM

mike why the fuck are you acting like no one cares for you?its pissing me off!!!!!are you the only person you're thinking about?!.....fine then do it by yourself...we're through!

----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Somebody just fucking kill me and put me out
Date: Aug 13, 2006 9:52 AM

Yeah there is 99.9% chance of me commiting suicide to day people so whatever have nice life mine is done
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see...Kagura heard about it last night and wants to kill him
...my older sister Cierra moved back in with us last night.....all her clothes stayed on the back porch cause they had fleas..me and her were worried for the clothes cuz if someone steals them,but my mom said since it looked like trash(it was all in garbage bags) no one would touch it....i'm goin school shopping tonight with my mom...wel,not much else to say...
farewell
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

hey guys..i'm a little bummed out right now.I know i shouldn't be,but...my bf said earlier today that he was depressed and feeling suicidal and saying stuff like that and its really getting to me...i feel like i want to break up with him,but i dont want him to do anything because of me....he acts like nothing was wrong with everyone else...you see,all my life i had to hear fighting between my older half-sister and my dad,then her and my mom.she got so bad,she was running away from home.my mom eventually ended up putting her in a group home(which is basically a place where kids in the area stay that either dont have parents(or anyone to stay with)and if they were placed in there...she screwed that up and got herself kicked out....now she's prgnant and i have no clue where the hell she is.plus,her and my twin used to pick on me wheni was little,so now i cant tell anyone anything without thinking they're going to laugh at me...and i lost all of my friends to my twin when i was younger to her...i remember the one day she got everyone outside that lived on the block and was playing to ignore me....i sat on the street corner crying trying to figure out what the hell was wrong with me......sorry,i kinda had to say that...i feel a little better.but,i was talking to my friend and she said that she told him he needs counseling and that i should call crisis or something(crisis is for people who want to talk to someone)..but,technically i'm talking to you guys now,so...yeah.lets try to end this a bit happy at least...hmm..oh,i was playing ff X and in the calm lands there is an aeon that you can get,but you have to pay about a little under 300000 for it.then everytime you use him you have to pay him to attack....its weird...but i like him...his attacks are really strong
well,gotta go...sorry for making you guys hear all that...
farewell
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Thursday, August 10, 2006

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okay...I'm sorry that i wasnt able to get on everyone's site for my last post*bows* but anyways,my friend kagome had a baby and she is so cute her name is Kiara Rayne(pronounced Kira Rain).I would put up a baby pic of her but after that black out our scanner doesn't work....my hair is now red and blue...which is bad because i found out that the town next to us has a new dress code which invoves no hair being any "abnormal colors".and whatever they do,we normally end up doing....this sucks.I'm not reall ydoing anything,just listening to music.i've been stuck at my dads house for a week on sun.,went home and came back over yesterday....I hate it here.my lil brother is spoiled to the point where i want to beat him senseless(and i'm good with kids).he was in the room watching something on tv and when he saw me go to the computer and sit down to put the password and other stuff in,he rushed over and grabbed my arm and told me i couldnt....you may think thats not a problem,but when you realize he's 8 and i'm 15 and he's trying to force me to do something(not only that,in my house thats cosidered being disrespectful)..i swear i was about ready to make him end up in a hospital bed.then he goes and gets my dad and tells him that he was on and i took the comp. away from him!when my dad called me over and asked i told him what was going on and he went at my lil brother cus he wasn't there and stuff...i hate lil brothers..
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Friday, August 4, 2006

hi people...i have done a lot of things since i goit onto here so bear with me okay.while i'm trying to get this down i'm having two email-talk things with two of my friends and its driving me insane!!!...alright on monday my stepmom helped me order the advent children soundtrack and i got it yesterday.on tues.i got my hair dyed blue we tried getting red tips but it didnt work so we're goin back cuz you can only do so much a day to your hair...wed. and thurs we went to gettysburg pa.but i think the lady put too much of the blue stuff in my ahir cus while we were on the battlefields and stuff ont the first day(and it was extremley hot)the dye was coming off with my sweat dying me making me look like a smurfette!so we get back to the place we were staying at(holiday inn)and i went to wash some of the dye out(you have to do that with dye and stuff)well, the tub ended up being stained blue.its not my fault they're bleach-white.i also took one of the ghost tours that was there,but it wasn't that good.but,oh well i still had fun.i got a replica of one of the swords.its made of metal and stuff,but it isnt sharp or anything.we got hit with a storm las tnight and it took our power for 3 hours.my brothers 8 right now and around 2 hours in(family had left the lights on after the power went out)they were all in my room with this big light that was blinding me(my vampire issue:i dont like light like everyone else)and i'm upsatirs on the couch and i see a little light and i told them and my little brother put his hands up and half shouted"yay!we survived!"i just looked at him and told him that i didnt want to see him camping.well i got to go to everyones sites,so..
seeya
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Saturday, July 29, 2006

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hi,....not much has happened.i went to a carnival that was in a different town,and i got money for it which i didnt use.so now i have 26 bucks...and an idea came to me.what if Kagura could go with me to see "Pirates?"i could pay for her ticket...so i will ask her tommorrow,or somethin...and ElvesAteMyRamen,i dont go out often,okay,so i can get lost easy in that area.(that was my first time goin in there alone so...*sticks out toungue*)i found out my one friend is goin out with that girl i hate.some of you might remember the girl that said those mean things about my sister(if you didnt or weren't here for it,my sister got hit by a car on the 1st of Feb. and got fractured skull and a severe concussion and this girl(her name's Katie) asked what happened.she also asked if it hurts to get hit by a car and if she was goin to die.and when i didnt answer,she said she was smart enough to stay out of the highway and not get hit.she told other people also that my twin wasn't leaving the hospital.she didnt have to see her sister's accident(i passed by it but didnt know she was the one who got hit),saw her go into a medivac unconsious(we found out that they gave her a sedative to calm us down)and also had to watch her lie in a hospital bed for a few days sleeping/resting.they also moved her from one floor to ICU(IntensiveCareUnit)and then back.yeah,well..she's goin out with one of my close friends.(i'm called Rin by my friends)but if she calls me rin,i'm goin to flip out..anyway,my friend miroku has a little less then one month of training and he'll be back in town(he joined or is in-training for the national guard)oh,and i had a halloween party last year and i got the pic of me and most of my friends that were there(some had to leave early)

and here it is...


okay,we'll start with things that they have.the grl with the lollipop in her mouth is my friend momo.the one with the pink hat on is my friend sango,the other girl on that guys lap is my friend kagura.the guy himself is Miroku,the girl that is looking above his head(all the way in the back )is my friend Begley.oh,and the girl in the center of the pick with black hair is me!!! ...i just died and went to heaven...i love gummi bears,and my gram went on vacation and bought these gummi bears that are absoulutley the best i've had in my life!!!...
well gotta go,
seeya
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