Thursday, May 25, 2006

hi,everyone..i missed you guys. came back from florida with some pics,but i gotta get the cameras developed and im cheap and dont have money...my older sis Cierra came home with us.she moved down there because she kept running away.well we came back the other day,and i couldnt comment or anything cause i had school work to catch up on.i literally couldnt put all my books in my bag and had to carry some in my arms..i hate makeup work....but anyways,ci(or cierra) ran away last night...so now my mom dont want me at the house when she's not there cause last year when i was in the middle school,the highschool(which she was in)and she would sit outside of the house until i got home and would try to force her way in cause she had no key..britt's been goin at me a lot recently.......anyone want an emo-wannabe twin?
seeya
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Sunday, May 14, 2006

alrighty,people...next tuesday im gonna be gone for a week.my mom,XxDarkAngelxX,me and my moms boyfriend are goin down to florida(cierra,my older sister who moved in oct. to there is coming home with us....we'll be down there on the 16th and we're staying in disneyland.
------------------------------------------------- okay,i put this up again to make sure people know,but this retarded computer wont let me watch my rammstein videos,so im putting them on here,hope you guys dont mind...im about to beat my brother,he keeps on kicking a box.its making so much noise and im starting to get a headache...owwww...
seeya

ich will



links 2.3.4.



Sonne



Amerika




Mutter



Stripped




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Monday, May 8, 2006

*****READ THIS!!!!!******
alrighty,people...next tuesday im gonna be gone for a week.my mom,XxDarkAngelxX,me and my moms boyfriend are goin down to florida(cierra,my older sister who moved in oct. to there is coming home with us....we'll be down there on the 16th and we're staying in disneyland.i told my mom if i see Malificent im gonna kick her in the shin and run saying"this is what you get for giving me problems in kingom hearts(when i went against her,i wasnt strong enough and she creamed me too many times for comfort)^.^ im not goin to do that thouggh....that is a clone of her so i need to save my strength for "mother" (okay...ignore that.advent children humor)i may not be able to post anytime soon so i'd figure i'd tell you guys so you dont think i fell off the earth(but if i did,you see me on the news)
-------------------------------------------------okay..now,some kids at my school are seriously goin to get hurt.they keep saying shit about kagura like "she cuts and burns herself".my one friend said a girl came over to her and asked if she was her friend and told her that.my ex wants to help and beat the shit out of someone...(he went to one of his friend's funeral this weekend,and he's pissed)so now we're trying to get to the root of the problem..i slept over a girls house this weekend and this girl told me and when i asked who said it,she told me that she couldnt tell me.while i was at that party,the girl had a trampoline and there were 5 of us trying to jump on it at once.then a lil boy came with a squirt bottle with a fan on it and was tryin to spray us..he came up on the trampoline and was tryin to get us.i noticed that it seemed like he was tryin to keep the lid from coming off(uh-oh).then he lost grip and it fell into the middle of the trampoline.begley fell into it and her clothes were soaked.then i fell and everyone else was still jumping so i ended up falling into it and the knee of my jeans were soaked(but begley's pants looked like she pissed herself,so im not complaining).my birthday was this sun.im 15 now.we went to the mall and paul,my moms boyfriend drove and lost his keys in the mall!!!! we found them though....as for the spirits,kagura said that maybe there tryin to be there so nothing happens...and i think its true.i used to only really be able to notice they were there when i was alone and now while im having my little fits...
well,gotta go to sites and stuff
seeya
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Friday, May 5, 2006

ok...i was goin to say this yesterday,but the computer at my dads doesnt work half the time.i got an electric guitar!for some reason lately,i fell like im having some kind of breakdown.im known not to cry and i shed a tear today in math class when i was thinkin about stuff.a few things i figured out was why i cry whenever someone yells at me:my family has had nothing but fightin in it from both sides and i pretty much got caught in the crossfire...and what else is weird,i can feel spirits and stuff around me(like when i was younger my sisters used to make fun of me before my brother was born and i'd sit up in my grams attic and sing.thats when i started liking singing.)it felt like there was always someone up there and Kagura was over and she said she felt it too...but i've been recently while all this is goin on,fellin someone in my room at night.i've seen who i think it is in a flashback-type thing and in a few dreams......whoever he is....he kinda has an off resemblance of reno(and no,its not him...there are a lot of differences,but reno reminds me of him the most)and seems to have a calming effect on me.but i have seen others besides im and i had a dream with another in it where i lost my memory and this guy who looked like he was made of shadows was "my guy"and i was "his girl"...i dunno anymore,what do you guys think besides me needing to get a straight jacket?

heres some clip-things:

Nickelback-Someday,somehow-



not sure who(i know the bands that sing it,but i cant watch them,soo..)-tainted love-



disturbed(i think,i cant hear the videos,soo..)10,000 fists



oh,yeah..there a girl in my grade that got leukemia and someone donated a loptop to her so she can keep up with school,and they had a thing in school so we could donate money for her internet.i was only able to give money today(only because my mom forgot to give me my money for lunch yesterday.it ended today,and we got about 1,500 dollars for her....plus,i saw a spider today which was as big as a quarter(body and all)it was on one of the trailer doors as we were goin into the school for lunch.(my school has trailers...yes,there are 31 i think and its said to have the highest amount in New Jersey
well,
gotta go
seeya
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Tuesday, May 2, 2006

hey...hows it goin?im really bored.my friend(whos birthday is on the 11th this month is havin a sleepover this weekend.im trying to gobut i dont know if i can.....yesterday my dad called my house and talked to britt only...she said afterwards thathe asked if i was still in guitar...i think it means he might get me a guitar.no offense to him or anything but FINALLY!i've been asking for one for some time now....i'll just have to wait until thursday to find out cause thats when hes giving us our gifts...he might even get me kh2,which is still around 50 over here.my friend raechel(i call her Begley)was wearing this lipstick that was silver(and for you guys' info,its my favorite color)i pointed to my lips to give her a hint,and she ended up giving it to me for my birthday ^.^...wow,people must love the twin thing,we are mean to our mom.we poke fun at her and joke about the grey hair she has...oh,and something popped up on the news about this guy at a hospital who is about 30 or so and raped one of his patients while she was in a coma.two things to this bother me(besides the rape-thing)1:my sis was there after her accident(remember?)2:this woman was 75 years old!....its so sick,the world we live in....a lot more people are gettin away with nasty things like that....well, i gotta go to peoples site and stuff(i'm deleting some people off as well.)dont worry,if you comment,i keep you on,so...yeah

seeya
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Sunday, April 30, 2006

okayyy...im bored and i found these on youtube....i had two on my site before,but...yeah,not much to write on today. my birthday is in a week(next sun. to be precise)but im not at all excited....a lot of things dont really get me excited anymore...i dont know why..








seeya
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

The movie was AWESOME!!!!!i think they choose good voice actors for them,dont you?but,anyway,my glasses are weird.if i look down(which i do often)past the bottom of the lens and into it,it looks like im goin to go into the ground,its weird.i got 6 comments.not to sound weird or anything,but thats the most i got in a while....well,i gotta go...
seeya guys
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Monday, April 24, 2006

   advent children
Yay!advent children comes out tommrrow! i cant wait!i got 20 bucks off my gram for helping her with the yard sale she had on sat. and sun.it was raining on sat so only a few people came.on sunday ity was really nice,and no one came....but i got money for it...i love gettin paid for doin nothing ^.^but...Whoohoo! advent children tommorrow!as you can tell,its stuck in my head.my gramis taking me to the mall tommorrow to get it....im goin to try and put up a new backround(im sayin if cause they dont all work normally and i need to do other things as well)i went to the eye doctor last tues. and the doctor said that i ahve astigmatism and i should wear the glasses im gettin 24/7.it was $288 for my glasses and the appointment.my mom has from her job part of that paid off,and shes forcing my dad to pay half ^.^ she had called him afterward, adn asked if he got me back into his insurance(thats why he says he didnt take me)and he said no not yet.The lazy bastard!!!!...advent children ^.^

but anyway,
seeya
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Thursday, April 13, 2006

yay! today was my last day of school..until next thursday,which ends my spring vacation(yes i know,thats not much time...but i live in a shitty town,so you can see why)advent children's almost out..i wont be able to sleep the night before at this rate.im goin to my friends birthday party this weekend,so*dances*im goin to have fun.*stops*unless the people pull the whole"boohoo...my boyfriend left me thing"i hatew when they do that(no offense to you guys,i hope)i have to spend three days with my father.three days!imgoin to die.the only thing i can do there is clean his house for him and be his lil housemaid,cook,and all that stuff.plus,yesterday i went to the nurse's office for almost a full hour cause i need glasses and my teacher had us try and read his thin writing on an over head that is nowhere near where i am,and if i moved,i would farther away.i got a really nasty headache and it was still there when i left the nurse's.i told my mom yesterday and she got me an appointment thing which we have to wait for cause the nighttime appointments have a list,but im at least happy she got it for me.my dad never mentioned it,not even once or asked me about it.but,i'll leave on a happier note by saying :"happy easter" and if you dont like that,then here's : "happy-bunny/chocolate-day"

seeya
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Monday, April 10, 2006

ok...guest book was taken off for some reason......i hate when this thing acts up.....anyone else's pm actin weird or am i the only one?i cant wait until friday...its my frist day of spring break......only thing i'll be doin is playing my videogames...which my exboyfriend,michael, gave me four video games for free!i got tekken 4&5,inuyasha feudal combat, and a game called the bouncer.its really fun.i even got my sis into it,and she's not a big fan of video games.
i got the characters right here so..have fun

this is sion


this is volt


and this is kou


you get to fight with all three of them..and its two more weeks unil advent children comes out!..the store that was supposed to get them though,(which was suncoast)is goin out of business! they're transferring the preorders and stuff to the music store..but ,thats it for now..
seeya


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