Wednesday, March 8, 2006

okay...its been a while,though not much happened.we had our state tesing today and yesterday.they were half days,so....yaeh.tommorrows onetoo.we ate at mickey-D's for two days in a row and i am starting to get a bit disgusted at it.ohhh.....guess what.i went to the mall yesterday and went passed the suncoast store and i saw on the poster-thing they have in the doorway new videos and advent children was on there.i was like 0.0 i ran to my mom and said something about needing it.now when it comes out i want to have money to get it,so im doin chores for it.my dad is planning to take me and my sis to see the hills have eyes,but our brother is eight,so it wouldnt be that good for him.we were goin to levae him with my dad's mom,but she has to work the next day and needs her sleep.he plans on leaving him with my stepmother's mom,who just got out of the hospital and she was throwing up and was so dizzy she couldnt stand,etc.well,i got to go seeya.
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Saturday, February 25, 2006

there were cops outside of my school for the past week or so and a boy from my class grade(im in 9th,i think he passed last year)shot a person from another town and killed him.he is in jail now with my dad(who is a Correction Officer(CO)).and there was a rumor goin around yesterday that the cops were there because the gang that the boy that was killed was in was goin at us and was goin to kill one of us. teachers said over the intercom and came to the classrooms and said to us that the cops werent there cause of that and all of the other meaningless things they tell us.a girl in homeroom sat there and said she was getting all of these guys to go home with her cause she was so scared.i was laughing to myself on it.half the stuff that goes around the town isnt true ,so iwasn't worried at all. the only thing i worried about was the tests i had to take.i have 4 classes during the day,and 4 had a test in them.and my best teacher is moving back to her town in Colorado at the end of the marking period(which is on Friday)T.T why do the really good teachers leave and all the shitty ones stay?i want to make her something though before she leaves....that girl that i told off said after my teacher told us the news "you could tell shes heartbroken". no shit. her eyes looked a little tearful.my sis's comin back to school since the accident on Wednesday.she said that when she gets there,she wants to hit that girl that i told off,cause apparently she heard from all of her friends that she was talkin' bad about her when she ws out of school.but.....i started up a pretty good rumor about that girl too.i know its low,but hey,i cant get into a fight with someone if i want to see my sis in may,so........i'm fightin her indirectly.i know a lot of jabberjaws,so it will work out well.and with those weird dreams that i had spoken of before....a few different friends have had the same type,'cept the guy-friend of mine said he was all cut up and stuff.he also told me that when he woke up,his eyes were bloodshot,he had a bloody nose,and he ended up throwing up.strange huh?well got to go.seeya
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

apparently i am not the only one who hates v-day.i hate my german class!they were all bein idiots and stuff,so i went to my couselor.he basically said i was S.O.L.'d about leaving that class.then we got into a disscussion on movies(somehow) and began talking about saw 2,which i watched last night.its more twisted than the first^.^one thing for you though:do not watch the 2nd if you haven't seen the first.i found advent children on youtube that shows the full movie!theres just one small problem:its in japanese, and the guy didnt put the subtitles on.the nerve he has,man.........to do that to me, when i have been wanting to see it for so long....my squirrellywrath is on him...forever.
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Monday, February 13, 2006

alright*puts sandbags up*Valentines days tommorrow.i personally dont like the holiday that much,but i wish it to you guys anyways. i have to go so,byebye.
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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

well,that girl i told off yesterday didnt say a word in my first class.she only spoke to the teacher.almost every person that i told that story to was looking at me in shock.cause im the quiet one in school.but, then again, half the kids in school hate her, so yeah. you guys get scary in cases like these.sheesh,but you're on my side,so it's like having an ally.but, otherwise.yeah.i had a rough sleep last night. i fell asleep listening to three different discs:a group called ramstein,ozzy,and the nightmare before christmas soundtrack.i went to bed at like 9:30.my one cat decides to sleep on my bed last night, and lies behind my legs when i had them curled up and took up the middle of the bed.so,i couldnt move.then i woke up at midnight, and my sister went to sleep in her room(my mom has 24 hr. watch on her,so she tried to sleep upstairs).she must have been trying to watch tv,caus ehers was on. i went in and turned it off,then went downstairs to get a drink,came up and my mom is standing at the top of the stair.she yelled at me for bein downstairs until i said i was gettin a drink.she had my sis's medication(apparently she has to wake her up at midnight and 2 to give her certain medications.the doctor gave her a low dose for steroids,and she said something yesterday about it bein for those baseball players.but she's acting normal.(remember the fractured skull)she was talking to her friend on the phone and said she broke her head. it was funny.but,........yeah...that was my day so far.seeya guys later.
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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

i dont need to worry about that girl Katie anymore.i told her off today....now she hates me(and thank god to that!!!).my sister was hit last week on a sidestreet that was next to the highwayand was pushed out onto the highway,(thank god no cars were coming).she got a severe concussion,and a fractured skull from the top of her head to the bottom of it in the back.i was out of school,walking home with my friend from the library(where i access computers)and she was walking home with her friend.i saw the accident while i was walking home.there were cops everywhere and flairs blocking parts of the highway. then a medavac went over me and my friends head and landed somewhere near the crash.my mom found me walking and picked me up and said my sis britt was in the hospital.i started crying at that sec. cause of what i saw was probably what she was in.Thurs. was a half day so i figured i could stay with her at the hospital.friday,i went in and the girl was sitting there talking bad about my sis.she was sitting there and asking cheerfully if she was going to die and if it hurt to get hit by a car.i went to the guidance counselor and told him to do something about her,or i was going to bash her head in.at that point i started remembering me thinking on that night she got hit that she was goin to die and all i could do was just cry.there were 11 people(including me) at the hospital for her.one of them was my little brother.it really breaks your heart to see an 8-year-old who is always cheerful and stuff to be bawling his eyes out.i started crying and i was allowed to go home.but,we went then to the police station and picked up britt's stuff,and went to the hospital.i was theresat.,sun.,as well from like10 or 11am to like 7 or 8pm.but the girl asked me today if i was in all college courses(we have 3 different levels of classes:applied is the lowest,college is in the middle and honors is the highest). i didnt answer her so she said,"you know,you shouldn't act stubborn 'cause it makes you look like a cow."then...i snapped.
i said to her:"dont you dare speak to me like that, hoe."she said to me that i should speak louder cause she couldnt hear what i said(trying to make it like a comeback),so i said it louder. she went to try and say something and i said to her:"you know,you should try and get off your knees once in a while.." and since class was over,i walked out.i heard her say"whatever before i left.then, as i was crossing the brige that crosses the highway,she was sittin with a boy and smokin.she gave me a very dirty look.i just looked at her and smiled.she murmered"fat fuck".i just smiled,stopped, and said:"back on your knees,whore."^.^..........yeah,i dont think she likes me anymore... yeah...that was what happened from right after i got off from being with you guys to today....so how are you guys doin?oh, and before i forget,my sis got out of the hospital today!!!!unforunately,thoguh,an 18 yr. old and 15 yr. old died on sat. farther up the highway.the 18 yr. old graduated from my school a year early and the other was a year older and was a sophmore.and sorry i cant get on your sites today,cause im in a hurry....but how are all of you doing????
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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

same same
my hands somewhat hurt now from the guitar class,and the german teacher is still teaching us wrong.you know how when you hear a german speak there are times when it sounds like they're trying to clear their throat(or something of the sort).she told us that you hardly ever hear that,but she does it once or twice in every sentence!then i dont talk normally and she sits there and calls on me every day.....you'd think she'd figure out that i didnt want to talk by now....i hate talking with people around here.the town is full of nothing but two-faced crack addicts and pregnant teenagers.....not to mention sluts and whores.but, otherwise,i'm playing kingdom hearts:chain of memories in my gameboy SP.i started playing this morning while i was trying to have a thing of cereal with not much milk(my mom and sister used it all).i only got up to wonderland..so no one say anythng about it yet,okay? but axel is one of the guys in there and he is awesome!!! i mean look at him, he beams off awesomeness



i also found this on a site a while ago,but....it is so cute!!!



well,i have to go...seeya!
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

well,lunch inschool will never be the same again......a huge thing of kids started sitting at the table and they were asking each other why we were there.funny thing was we were there before they were and stuff... so yeah.life moves on.intro to guitar class is pretty interesting.they go a little fast for me though.i'm goin to take one of the guitars home fri. so i can practice(now all i have to do is kepp my twin away fromit and i'll be fine)the german teacher doesnt know what she's teaching us......its funny but sad at the same time......but,yeah.life is still just a little more miserable for some,but...i'm not complaining anymore.(not many people here listen to me when i talk anyway,so...yeah,catch my drift?)oh, and for the weird dream thing...i talked to another of my friends who claims she was having the dreams too. i didnt believe her that much at first,so i asked her to tell me about some of it,and everything she talked about was the same as the stuff n my dreams...freaky,huh?
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Friday, January 27, 2006

alright.i almost went insane not bein able to come on here......the girl at our lunch,katie,finally got kicked out last fri.she apparently didnt like the idea of my friend cj bein engaged and went at him for it and got him pissed so we took the spots up and she left.i want to take a chair and smash it on her head for what she said to me on Mon. she went to talk to me and i said"dont even try to talk to me" and she said i was in a suicide mode.and she started on about my sister.i was thinking of stabbing her with my pen in the back,but i wnt to see my older sister in may and cant get any suspensions or anything else like that.i asked the teacher at the end of the class if i could move and i did. i cleaned my room wednesday cause my mom said if i cleaned it,i could have a friend stay over for a while.my room always is a mess after a day,but its not yet.its a freakin twilight zone-thing for me.except for Monday and tuesday this week,it was all ahlf days(and finalsT.T)i switched out of myhistory class into a german class where i shall learn -german.then i switched from gym(whoohoo!i cant stand gym!)into intro to guitar.at first i thought that me and kagura(kagura got into the class,too.)were goin to be the only girls,but there were more.we were the only freshman girls in there(then again,we were the only freshman altogether).i hope its interesting.if its not,oh well.i have to cut my nails down for the guitar and its...somethin i dont want to do,but....well,im goin to my grams tonight and all i am basically goin to do is play video games.......how was everything for you guys? SEEya!
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Thursday, January 19, 2006

ughhhhhhh ihate school so much.but it gets funny though.i didnt get to come on yesterday cause i wasnt allowed to come to the library .it was pouring outside and i didnt feel like walking that way being sick and all...im goin to see my friend right after im done here and do alittle swap of stuff.im givin her hellsing's first and second dvd as well as a thing of ozzy cd's for soulcaliber3 and the kingdom hearts first manga.yeah,i didnt know they had one out,either.cant wait to play soul caliber,though.i have the 2nd and the 3rd right now in stores is about 50 bucks or so and i dont have that kind of money......speaking of which that friend has an otaku and she doesnt go on often.could a few of you guys maybe sign in her gb or sumthin?her name-thing is AngelsCry.thanx,well,i gotta go later.
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