Birthday • 1991-05-07 Gender •
Female Member Since • 2005-08-22 Occupation • Going to college for Ornamental Horticulture Real Name • Tiffany
Personal
Achievements • ...does being a twin count? Anime Fan Since • 6 or so Favorite Anime • Yu Yu Hakusho,Inuyasha, Goals • get through college without hurting my brain too much Hobbies • video games,computers Talents • ...............is playing guitar one?
myOtaku.com: CrimsonVampire
Friday, May 5, 2006
ok...i was goin to say this yesterday,but the computer at my dads doesnt work half the time.i got an electric guitar!for some reason lately,i fell like im having some kind of breakdown.im known not to cry and i shed a tear today in math class when i was thinkin about stuff.a few things i figured out was why i cry whenever someone yells at me:my family has had nothing but fightin in it from both sides and i pretty much got caught in the crossfire...and what else is weird,i can feel spirits and stuff around me(like when i was younger my sisters used to make fun of me before my brother was born and i'd sit up in my grams attic and sing.thats when i started liking singing.)it felt like there was always someone up there and Kagura was over and she said she felt it too...but i've been recently while all this is goin on,fellin someone in my room at night.i've seen who i think it is in a flashback-type thing and in a few dreams......whoever he is....he kinda has an off resemblance of reno(and no,its not him...there are a lot of differences,but reno reminds me of him the most)and seems to have a calming effect on me.but i have seen others besides im and i had a dream with another in it where i lost my memory and this guy who looked like he was made of shadows was "my guy"and i was "his girl"...i dunno anymore,what do you guys think besides me needing to get a straight jacket?
heres some clip-things:
Nickelback-Someday,somehow-
not sure who(i know the bands that sing it,but i cant watch them,soo..)-tainted love-
disturbed(i think,i cant hear the videos,soo..)10,000 fists
oh,yeah..there a girl in my grade that got leukemia and someone donated a loptop to her so she can keep up with school,and they had a thing in school so we could donate money for her internet.i was only able to give money today(only because my mom forgot to give me my money for lunch yesterday.it ended today,and we got about 1,500 dollars for her....plus,i saw a spider today which was as big as a quarter(body and all)it was on one of the trailer doors as we were goin into the school for lunch.(my school has trailers...yes,there are 31 i think and its said to have the highest amount in New Jersey
well,
gotta go
seeya
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