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Saturday, August 12, 2006


hey guys..i'm a little bummed out right now.I know i shouldn't be,but...my bf said earlier today that he was depressed and feeling suicidal and saying stuff like that and its really getting to me...i feel like i want to break up with him,but i dont want him to do anything because of me....he acts like nothing was wrong with everyone else...you see,all my life i had to hear fighting between my older half-sister and my dad,then her and my mom.she got so bad,she was running away from home.my mom eventually ended up putting her in a group home(which is basically a place where kids in the area stay that either dont have parents(or anyone to stay with)and if they were placed in there...she screwed that up and got herself kicked out....now she's prgnant and i have no clue where the hell she is.plus,her and my twin used to pick on me wheni was little,so now i cant tell anyone anything without thinking they're going to laugh at me...and i lost all of my friends to my twin when i was younger to her...i remember the one day she got everyone outside that lived on the block and was playing to ignore me....i sat on the street corner crying trying to figure out what the hell was wrong with me......sorry,i kinda had to say that...i feel a little better.but,i was talking to my friend and she said that she told him he needs counseling and that i should call crisis or something(crisis is for people who want to talk to someone)..but,technically i'm talking to you guys now,so...yeah.lets try to end this a bit happy at least...hmm..oh,i was playing ff X and in the calm lands there is an aeon that you can get,but you have to pay about a little under 300000 for it.then everytime you use him you have to pay him to attack....its weird...but i like him...his attacks are really strong
well,gotta go...sorry for making you guys hear all that...
farewell

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