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myOtaku.com: CtrlAltDestroy13
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
Depression
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what can I say... I'm depressed as hell. I know half of you will not understand this, why? Well your life has atleast something good in it. Something cheers you up. Well in less then a week everything that I loved in my life was gone. Life here is way better then what you might think. The schools are very good, you have stores almost everywhere, the hospital is not to far away, there are people in your area that are the same age and you'd probably fit into a group because there are so many different types of people here. But we all take this for granted. You might say "I don't take things for granted!" But you do. Everyone I know takes things for granted and they don't know how much it fucking pisses me off. They all wish for a better life when then don't realize they're life is pretty good just how it is. My life is a fucking hell. I was almost killed a few weeks ago, I'm going to live in the middle of no where, there are no kids my age in a five mile radius of where I'm going to live, the school is just going to be like going back to elementary, I lost the one thing in my life that cared about me, and to top it all off I might be going to a fucking private catholic school. Also my family wants me to be someone who I don't want to be and my friends think I'm someone who I'm not. I just wish I could curl up into a corner, take some rat poison or sometihng and die. But death is too good for me. I should just rot alive in some prison. Seems fitting for me. And no, I'm not suicidal. Sounds like it, doesn't it?
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