Friday, September 10, 2004

Current time:4:08
Current mood: ... okay?..
Current lyrics: ..So i let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do..Face away and pretend that i'm not..But i'll be here cuase your all that i've got

Current qoute: "Yea they're gonna make a porno out of those tapes!"
(you'll understand later T_T ..MaYbE..)


hey guys! uhm today was okay, i guess. Guess what the idiot teachers at my school thought up of? they're gonna put video cameras everywhere! well..not everywhere, i mean in the halls and the stairs. They said it was so that they could FINALLY catch us being bad, like fighting with eachother and stuff. So every day the principal is gonna sit there and watch us talking and fighting..heh.. someones gonna get in trouble.. Next thing ya know, they're gonna put video cameras in the bathrooms and locker rooms.ahh! they're invading our privacy! they think that by doing that it'll make the school "safer". heh, yea right. ooh yea! when i was walking by the cameras and there was some guys beside me, one of them goes, "DUDE, LOOK, I'M ON T.V!"
T_T

it was funny me and the guy that was my partner in family tech.(oh yea! he's big but big as in tall, not fat. he's skinny even though he eats alot. ^^) were messing around with the thing we had to do,powerpoint. And in P.E we finally played softball! yay^^ and my team won again! we smoked 'em. *evil grin* right now i have to go but i might be on later to visit ya guys.^^
BuhBye and i hope you have a Awesome weekend!



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Thursday, September 9, 2004

Current time:8:44
Current mood:uhh..?


hey guys, not much to say..
i'm posting this way too late, and i know barely anyone will read it. T_T who cares? ah well..
Remember that my p.e coach told us that we were gonna finish the softball game today? well he lied! Today he said that we had to go to the weight room to lift weights. *grrrrr* i hate it when people lie to me! so, never trust anyone! especially some guy with muscles the size of your head. T_T
And then in Family Tech., we're partners with someone else,right? and my partner is this really tall guy.well i was bored and staring at his shoes and heh.. he told me he wears size 13! wow.. i only wear 7.. This doesn't matter..but wha size shoe do you people wear?
well nothing else really much to say.. sorry >_< so heres something random...
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Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless i start again

I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside i realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't know why i instigate
And say what i don't mean
I don't know how i got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again

I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside i realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't know why i instigate
And say what i don't mean
I dont't know how i got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight


I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know whats worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
But now i have some clarity
to show you what i mean
I don't know how i got this way
I'll never be alright
So, i'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
~~

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Wednesday, September 8, 2004

Current time: 5:05 p.m
current mood: uhh? not sad..but not really happy..uh? whats it called??


hey guys, today wasnt that bad.eh but not very eventful either..
hmm..oh yea! it was so funny in the morning when me and my 3 best friends were laughing it up! it's so random, and we laugh at almost everything. They almost always manage to cheer me up^^ and then people keep saying, "Hey Deanne," and i go "what?.." then they say "HI!!" and i try strangling them.. hehe just joking though.. stupidity..

hmm.. not much else happened today.. This guy that never talked to me in like 2 weeks talked to me today all of a sudden.. oh yea, that was in P.E. We played softball and it was so awesome, our team was winning! Our teacher/coach says he really loves our team. heh he seems proud and he's so nice. ooh but we havn't finished the game yet. We're gonna finish the game tommorow because we ran out of time. >_<
ah well.. i hope you all have a great day and take care of yourselves!
/random question:whats your favorite type of music an why?/




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P.s: O_oWe're winning the softball game so far!!



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Tuesday, September 7, 2004

..bored as hell today..
da guys kept saying that my eyes looked diffrent today.. and my teacher said that i should "..smile more" and then the guys at my table kept trying to make me smile, making jokes and stuff.. morons ..



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Monday, September 6, 2004

hi^^
Current Mood:happy
Current Time: 4:11 p.m
Current lyrics: We were meant to live for so much more,but we lost ourselves..somewhere we live inside..
Current Qoute:Okay girls, How much lower can our jeans go?! At this point the zipper is like half an inch long!
(not in my case though T_T)


Hey! i'm back^^ (i know,some might not be so happy about that T_T ) well some people were confused the other day T_T it was actually Manhatten,ks. heh,not Manhatten,New York. I WISH i could go there, but sadly my parents will probly never let me go >_<. well the trip turned out to be only one day -_-. he changed his mind about staying 2 days. See,the only reason we went was because my dad wants to open up a store, and he was gonna meet this guy Kevin,that he's been talking to on the phone about it for a while.

Well i got back this morning and then my friend Samantha(the one in the Anime Club), she called at 10:30 a.m and then we talked for a while. When we were about to leave an hang up, my mom said that i had to leave the house(i'm a disturbance if i stay O_o) and that my little brother wanted to go to the zoo again T_T. So then my brother got the idea of meeting my friend at the zoo.heh.. so she had nothing to do so we hung up and agreed to meet where the kitties are^^

It wasnt that bad,except the zoo is kinda overrated..
We talked and joked around but my brother was kinda shy around her..heh.. usually he's all wild and stuff..
We got done going around the zoo in a hour,i think.Too hot out! Then heh, i got the idea of going to Hastings to see the new Mangas they have of DNangel and Inuyasha. Me and Samantha were starting to walk there but then arrrggh.. my stupid brother called my mom and whined saying that i was gonna make him walk all the way across town. What?! O_o excersize! i thought it would be fun.. O_O
Well she said, NO, you have to stay at the zoo and that she would come pick us up. heh we talked some more and went back to sit on the benches. Like 5 minutes later my mom and Samantha's mom came. Finally, she got to see my puppy! he tries to kill everyone but was nice to samantha.^^

Then i think my mom brought me to Dillon's but i stayed in the car listening to music.After that we went home and i went to sleep for like a hour before my brother woke me up saying that i had to "WAKE UP!" because lunch was ready. Yay! Spagethi! and heh i dont remember what i did after that.all i know is that i'm here now..

Ok, well i think i'm done blabbing.^^ How was everybody's labor day?did you enjoy it? i hope so^^ Akkk... here its WAY TOO HOT outside! ahhh! i'm so glad that there's a fan in my room!



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Saturday, September 4, 2004

   *big smile*
i just learned that Tommorow and Monday, i might get to go to Manhatten with my dad!! ^^ YAY!!
i never get to go anywhere! How is everybody? i'm great^^
Well this is really short so sorry! Anyway, Take care and have fun today!



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Friday, September 3, 2004

   hey guys
Hi! heh few people responded yesterday.. *pokes at people that read yesterdays post and fell asleep* Well i'll tell ya about my day again.^^

In da morning:
>almost missed the bus!stupid alarm clock not waking me up on time!! >_<
>heh..realized it was 'goth day' for the anime club. Its every friday and they have to dress all in black to stand out.

>after realizing, saw my friend and barely recognized her! She's the one in the club, and she had two ponytails in the front and loose hair in back.O_O normally, she doesn't even care about her hair and leaves it all loose. but today ,diff. hair and more black clothing!

>arrrggg... too many people! we have to sit in da bleachers(mornings)and there was way more people then usual where i was sitting. ahh! the preps!the jocks! and i didnt get to talk to my friend >_<

>uhhh....

>had a math test! did bad and got a C,because I HATE MATH!!! its so confusing
^^;

>had a vocab. test and did great on it! A! ^^

>drew in Civics Class!yay! there's P.A.T time every friday. Don't ask T_T

>lunch wasnt bad,but then Tommy, this guy that's all crazy, sat with us at lunch. heh..weird..

>yay! i actually got this SILENT girl that never speaks to smile! ^^ yay! i accomplished something!

>ahh! learned that somebody stabbed someone else in school..

>im still a lil sick, but not as much as a couple days ago

>Went to P.E and we did the pacer test! its where you ran as much as you can. I did 47 laps, yea not much but i was sick >.< there was one boy,well actually there was lots of guys like this, but he was all red after the test and almost fainted! he did like 80 laps! He was red,sweaty and was coughing alot, you could tell he really needed a drink. I should have done more! my score was too wimpy ^__^;;

>talked a lil on the bus and kinda made a new friend^^ except she's a 7th grader so i wont get to see her much. ooh ya!drew more on the bus! wha?! i was bored! but my pics came out all shakey >_<

>oooh! when i was on the bus i saw like 5 people, from my window, that i havn't seen since 6th grade! Our bus, drives to our rival school across town for some reason to drop off this girl and when we drop her off,then there's people there!lots of 'em. I was glad to see the classmates of 6th grade and flashback to all the memories ^___^

Heh well i think thats all thats worth saying.Sorry i wrote so much! I'll see ya later, okay?
YAY! GUESS WHAT??! I JUST GOT 400 VISITS!! SO HAPPY..
THANK YOU FOR COMING BY!

I hope that everyone has a Awesome Labor Day weekend!! Yah! 3 days,no school!!*big smile*
Take Care!



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Thursday, September 2, 2004

Heh its probly too late for anyone to be reading this but..feh..i'm bored..
Jesus Christ! It seems like everybody in my whole class was sick today! They came to school anyway,just like me^^; Everybody was coughing and sneezing , Theres a cold going around school.Feh..go figure. Well today wasnt a nightmare except for me being sick.^^; Some guy that i havn't said a word to since school started just said hi to me.heh..weird.. He just stood there like a dork and said "Hi!" Not a big deal but anyway, then in that class(civics), The old teacher he was trying to get our opinion on stuff like gang rules, and other stuff i cant even remember.. anyway he was talking about gay maraige because of the political teens are supposed to be talking about that "issue" i guess. And then heh, you guys know the Bible story about Adam and Eve? This is da qoute from him, "It's Adam and Eve, not Adam and Jack.." Most of our class was against gay marriage. Oh! and this is disgusting but our teacher brought up "relationships with the other sex" saying stuff like 60% of our state does blah blah blah blah..

hey yea! and then in the morning my friend told me about this Anime Club deal that they have at school that barely anyone knows about but she's in it. I dont know if i should join. Its after school.They do stuff like draw and make their anime into little movies.and the school gives them money to buy anime stuff.Plus you get to meet people that like the same stuff as you.^^ i dont know..

In P.E we ran for a long time around the gym,most people were exausted^^; and then after we did sit ups.You had to pick a partner then count how many sit ups they did.The most you could do was 75.(the tape only did that long>_<) I did 72 but i can do way less push ups.Then Tommorow we're doind the Pacer test, where you have to run as much laps as you can..

I'm so sorry i cant visit many of your sites! I'll try making it up to you tommorow or whenever i have time later! Oh i almost forgot! I've been hearing in the news about the hurricanes in Florida! I hope everything is okay in the end. To anyone that lives there or knows someone that lives there,Please,Be careful,okay?
Take care^^




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Wednesday, September 1, 2004

Sleepy and sick..
Hi guys. How are you? I'm not doind so great,to tell you the truth.I've been sick all day and didnt get enough sleep. I know should not have gone to school but arrgh.. i had to go. School wasnt so bad, i just hate being sick! I met someone today, her name is Brenda an shes in my P.E class.She's pretty nice only she just speaks spanish. >_< Americans cant CoMmUnICaTe with her..heh..

*Looks around*i changed my site a little bit.. but i didnt really like the one bunny wallpaper thing.i dont know..
i might try searching later but for now i'm going to sleep -_-
See ya Guys!
Take care^^


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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

   heh
art by da great artist, Marie Lu


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