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Saturday, November 6, 2004


not really 'depressed' right now..


hey

Yesterday and this past week(after my last post..)
have been.. eh.. violent?embarassing? lonely? surrounded by people?disturbing? stupid? hysterical? creepy?
heh.
On Thursday,Guys in my class were touching the girls,and one of 'em decided to do it to me. Bad idea. I hit him in the nuts,i think. he was behind me and i just slammed my fist back,i dunno what i hit. everybody laughed afterwards though.
victory is mine! i've wanted to hit him for the longest time..

its getting colder and colder everyday! i've gone from wearing shorts and a shirt to wearing jeans,'warm' shirts and a coat.
its okay though,except for the mornings when i'm freezing my ass off,waiting for the bus to come and lazily pick me up.

Yesterday
i brought some cans to homeroom. its for the needy,we're collecting food for them.
i was the only one that brought some yesterday though.
In math it was pretty normal, we're studying for this test we have to take on Tuesday.
i might fail..

Then comes science.
We had to take this stupid test, and i think i failed. i was only half listening to teacher when he was telling us what to do. mostly i was just spacing off and listening to the song stuck in my head.
it was about volume and mass and temperature. i couldnt figure out which was which! i'm such a idiot..

and then after the test we were supposed to do something 'constructive' with our free time.(whatever that means T_T)
eh.. well this guy,lorenzo, he came up to our desk and then started looking at my drawings. i have millions of them in my binder.
he was saying, 'ah this is cool' or whatever. then he looked at one of my drawings of a girl riding her skateboard.he asked me if I skateboard,which would be a no, but i would love to if i had the money.he told me he did sk8,but i think he jus said it to impress me or whatever.
somehow we got to talking about music,and then da drums..
again,pathetically he told me about his drums(another lie,i suppose).
This girl,Marissa, she has the biggest mouth in school, caught on to that Lorenzo was kind of flirting with me. heh.
what a joke.
She called me and goes '________! You better watch out!' and then sort of puts her eyebrows up and gives me her smile that other guys die for. 'He's gonna ask you out ________!'
Her whole little group starts saying that when he's about to ask a girl out he starts giving her lots of attention(heh)and says that everything is so cool about her. They said he did it to Mayra,too.
then the girls around ME start telling me that. my so called friends. '..i'm just watching out for my friend..' 'You and WHO?'
i got pissed off,half of the class was telling me crap about me and him. Screw them!
Lorenzo is i guess embarassed and left.
People(especially this one girl that i call my 'friend') tell me,if i start talking to any random guy,that i 'like' them.
blah.. dating and crap is too complicated.

In P.E i had a sucky time, except when i was throwing around a football with some girl.the rest of the time i just sat there in the grass sorta bymyself,since barely any of my friends are in there.
And in Family Tech, i had a sucky time too. if i ever got a new boyfriend again, i would want him to have respect! i mean,in that class, this guy was telling this girl that he wanted to suck her boobs and disgusting crap like that. he was touching her too.
i hate guys like that!

I left home at 6:30 a.m and didnt get back till 7:00 p.m. We went around the city,since mom didnt have any work. At Dillons this cute stranger kept looking me over. i think he was about the same age..
he couldnt keep his eyes off me! akkk..

Take Care
&
Rock On

C.b ..is..

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