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• 1990-12-13
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Female
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• ummmm....here ?..
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• 2004-03-15
Occupation
• really,the main people that go here are 12 to 14, and they expect us to have a occupation?! a real one,other than the 8 hour hell we go to 5 days of the week ?! heh.. O_o
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• Dayana
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• i've earned $172 dollars for my drums! I want to get a set by this Summer- and if i work my ass off, i might reach that goal ^_^
Anime Fan Since
• about 2 years ago, but i remember that i used to Watch Sailor Moon- even though i had no idea it was anime x_X i had no clue what anime WAS until 6th grade, when my friend introduced me..
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha, Neon Genesis: Evangelion,FullMetal Alchemist
Goals
• i want.. to find Somewhere I Belong
Hobbies
• uh...drawing is one of 'em,listening to music,writing,swimming....
Talents
• This kid told me i 'smoked' my brother when i was swimming laps..so i guess that means i'm a fast swimmer. right?
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Thursday, January 27, 2005
Nothing special, just a totally random post.
My baggy black pants were shaking when i was sitting on the bleachers. Tears ran down my dirt-stained cheeks and i could taste the bitter-sweetness of them as they reached my mouth. Nobody was there, except me. Slowly though, people were starting to come onto the bleachers around me. I touched the silver cross that was on my necklace and hoped it would all just end. Finally, my friends came. At first they didnt recognize me, i was always so happy. But as soon as they did, they came to my side.Panic was in their eyes, i rarely ever cried. They didnt know what happened,but knew there was something seriously wrong. They hugged me as tears slid down my face. Then they just sat beside me,knowing all i needed was the company. I could hear somebody gasp. "What happened?" i turned to see him. "My grandpa died!" i whispered, and broke down, crying harder.
hmm.. Do you believe, that i just made all that up? in a few minutes i made a little story,sorta. What do you think?
Am i as sucky a writer as i think i am? heh, probably.
Well- Here's a song that i really like(especially the last verse), and my friend Lauren wrote it, She writes her own lyrics and plays them on the guitar. awesome,ne?
Here I am,
You sat me down,
with the rules laid out
in front of me
Up in my face, Cause
I lost the race
Your always telling me
exactly who to be.
I'm tired of your Stupid Lies,
And too sick of the times you've
tried to change me.
It's time to make a move,
and i will overthrow
the undertow.
Attack the rules
when all else fails.
Screw the crowd cause I'm
alone and proud
It isn't fair,
Cause i'm not in to all
your shit.
My day was okay, i guess.
A little weird though. But I will not let guilt, confusion,depression and frustration hold me down, would i? I'll be stronger.. in time.maybe. People can be such jerks at my school. Sooner or Later, your gonna hate it. I dont feel as good as usual,i hope that'll change,but..
Sometimes i think it just isn't necessary to talk about it..because it'll just make the people i care worried, and they might even share my pain. And sometimes.. i know i'm a real whacko, and it's just advisable that i'd be left alone perhaps. Alone + Proud.
I'll just go away now, i'm so tired. I'm barely awake while typing this.. i think. i love sleep, i just dont get enough of it.See ya later guys.
Random Qoute:"I'd rather hurt myself than to hurt others"
Cuddle-San
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