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Friday, August 3, 2007


Cuddle~Bear


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Gackt

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1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

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Gaia

[[U.N.I.S.E.X.P.A.N.T.S]]
Mood:
Friends: Faust, DJ, && AV
Drinking: water
Time: 7:22 PM
Song: Emergency
Artist: Paramore



I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on

So are you listening?
And are you watching me?

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

We have an emergency
So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

Well it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it,
Can we talk about it?

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.

I think we have an emergency
So are you listening?

'Cause I can't pretend that I don't see this

But it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it,
Can we talk about it?

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)

These scars, they will not fade away.

No one cares to talk about it, can we talk about it?

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)

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Okay... so yeaa.. this is going to be my shortest post in forever... cuzz I am like.... super addicted to anime right now.... it's like my drug!!! XD So while I watch Fushigi Yugi on the most amazing video place
[[V E O H]]
you can sit here and think of your own little stories of how my life's been!!! H A V E F U N!!!! =]

BaiBais!!!!! =D *huggies*

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Thursday, July 19, 2007


Cuddle~Bear


[{(~*~Current Theme~*~)}]
Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

[{(~*~Linkage~*~)}]
MySpace Whore!
Gaia

[[U.N.I.S.E.X.P.A.N.T.S]]
Mood:
Friends: Faust, && Donny
Drinking: Nuffink
Time: 6:00 PM
Song: Bird and the Worm
Artist: The Used



xX LYRICS Xx

He wears his heart
safety pinned to his backpack
His backpack is all that he knows
Shot down by strangers
whose glances can cripple
the heart and devour the soul

All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath half to death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he crawls
like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird

Out of his mind away
pushes him whispering
must have been out of his mind
mid-day delusions of pushing this out of his head
maybe out of his mind

All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath half to death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird

All he knows
If he can't relieve it it grows
and so it goes
he crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm from the bird

Out of his mind away
pushes him whispering
must have been out of his mind

All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath half to death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he crawls
like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird

All alone
he's holding his breath half to death
Terrified to save his life
he crawls like a worm
Crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm from a bird

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Hello again!!! I'm happy that everyone like my new layout! I like it too!! [[thanks again Sara, i'll call you tomorrow!]] Anyways.... to LS:: I mentioned Mid Rivers mall tuesday... and yes... we live close to each other! I dunno how close... but I live in St. Peters.... sooooooo yeaaa.... Oh! And I would never tell anyone else not to eat meat... it's your own life, live it how you wunt! Okay! So back to all my boring post crap... I won't be posting tomorrow... or at all this weekend... Because I'm going to Arkansas to see my Uncle Donny... His heart's not doing too good so me and my dad are going to help him out around the farm! [[plus i get to drive the four-wheeler!!! wo0ts]] But that's all I wunted to say!!! I'll try and post on Tuesday!! But I gotta go now... =] Have a great weekend since I can't wish it tomorrow!!

BaiBais!!!!! =D *huggies*

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007


Cuddle~Bear


[{(~*~Current Theme~*~)}]
Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

[{(~*~Linkage~*~)}]
MySpace Whore!
Gaia

[[Saturday's Post]]

[[U.N.I.S.E.X.P.A.N.T.S]]
Mood:
Friends: Faust, && Donny
Drinking: Nuffink
Time: 5:00 PM
Song: Candyholic
Artist: Antic Cafe



xX LYRICS Xx

Anta wa watashi wo watashi wa anta wo
aishite nikunde
aishite nikunde
renjitsurenya no [SHIISOO GEEMU]
tenkiyohou wa kyou mo [BAZURE] ne
ooame, arashi ni genkai taisei
sorosoro watashi mo "iya [IYA] yainaya"

[KYARAMERU] iro no amai omoide wa [TOROTORO] ni tokete [AWA AWA WAA](se)"
kibun wa, saiaku gucchari kokoro ni tsuite hanarenai "haa"

Daikirai na anta [SAYONARA] shimashita
dakedo kokoro no oku, hai-iro no sora

Anta to atashi no kamen seikatsu
[IRA IRA MUKA MUKA]
[IRA IRA MUKA MUKA]
nobotte ochite no [BANJIIJANPU]
tenkiyohou wa kyou mo [HAZURE] ne
ooame, arashi ni genkai taisei
sorosoro watashi mo "iya [IYA] iya"

[KYARAMERU] iro no amai omoide wa [TORO TORO] ni tokete "[AWA AWA WAA]"
kibun wa, saiaku gucchari kokoro ni tsuite hanarenai "haa"

Daikirai na anta [SAYONARA] shimashita
egao to isshoni amefuridashita

Anta wa watashi wo watashi wa anta wo
aishite nikunde
aishite nikunde
renjitsurenya no [SHIISOO GEEMU]
"iya [IYA] yo mo suki no uchi"

[KYARAMERU] iro no amai omoide wa [TORO TORO] ni tokete "[AWA AWA WAA]"
kibun wa, saiaku gucchari kokoro ni tsuite hanarenai "haa"

Daikirai na anta [SAYONARA] shimashita
egao to isshoni amefuridashita

Hajime kara tanin dato omoeba yokatta
dekisugita [DORAMA] wo miteita n'dane

Anta no inai hibi wa totemo kaiteki da yo
kokoro no oku wa [AME]furi tsuzuiteru

[RARARARA...] sayonara...
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Well hello Lovelies!!! =] I know... I really should get on more often... I just have so many other things to do... Hopefully I'll be changing my theme soon... but I dunno because I've really been busy. Things are going pretty well I guess.. I just got my hair cut and PERMANENTLY straightened! wo0t wo0t! sooooo now it's all pretty and everything! if you wunna see it click on my "MySpace Whore" link... cuzz that will direct you right to my myspace page!! woohoos! =] but yess.... in the time that I've been gone I have become a vegetarian!!! Yes that's right people... I don't eat meat!! Oh wow... I really dun have anything else to say..... uhmmmm... oh!! i got to go to the Mall last night! For the first time in forever!! I missed it... Mid Rivers mall ish ama-za-zing... well sort of.. all my friends are up there so it's really the only place I can see them... but yea... Some kid that no one likes was following me, Spanks, Mere, and Johnny Boy around and was treating me Spanks and Mere like his personal servants... so Johnny Boy and my friends Kerry and Peter beat the shit out of him... and I was happy!! =D He always calls Shelli fat too!! [[how dare he]] OH!!! Speaking of Shelli, she got her hair cut too!!! wunt pictures?
of course you do!!!!




Alllll right!!! There are some prettiful pics of Shelli! I really like the first one! It's really pretty! =] But yesss... That one kid no one likes is now all beat up and hurt and in pain.... HA! He's such an ass... And he really deserves worse than whut he got... but anyways... I have nothing more to say... soooo..... yesh.. =/

BaiBais!!!!! =D *huggies*

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

NEW POST!!


[[U.N.I.S.E.X.P.A.N.T.S]]
Mood:
Friends: Koji, Joe, Faust, && AV
Drinking: Nuffink
Time: 7:18 PM
Song: White Rabbit
Artist: Jefferson Airplane



xX LYRICS Xx

One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small
And the ones that mother gives you
Don't do anything at all
Go ask Alice
When she's ten feet tall

And if you go chasing rabbits
And you know you're going to fall
Tell 'em a hookah smoking caterpillar
Has given you the call
Recall Alice
When she was just small

When men on the chessboard
Get up and tell you where to go
And you've just had some kind of mushroom
And your mind is moving low
Go ask Alice
I think she'll know

When logic and proportion
Have fallen sloppy dead
And the White Knight is talking backwards
And the Red Queen's "off with her head!"
Remember what the dormouse said:
"FEED your head"

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Hello again!!! Wowww... posting twice in one month!!! AMAZINNG!!! heehee... okay, so do you like my new layout??? Sara Bear made it for me... cuzz I was to lazy to make my own... BESIDES... look at how amazing her layout is!!!!! =D Anyways... I went with sixties music today... cause Jefferson Airplane is ama-za-zing!! I'm a hippie girl!! XD no no.... not really... but I really like sixties stuffs... well the sixties psychadelic rock anyways... annnnd stuff like uhmm... Jimi Hendrix! annnnnnd The Doors... annnnnnnnnnnd.... Janice Joplin!!! wo0t wo0t! lol but anyways... I'm gunna have the house to myself soon! Cuzz my brother and sister are going down to South Carolina for about a week... I mean... my mom, her stupiud bf that no one like and my half brother and sister will still be there... but they dun bother me soooo yeaaa.... Oh! so did any of you go lok at my pics on MySpace yet?? you totally should!! heehee... uhm... well.... I really dun have anything else to say... soooo

BaiBais!!!!! =D *huggies*

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Saturday, July 14, 2007


Cuddle~Bear


[{(~*~Current Theme~*~)}]
Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

[{(~*~Linkage~*~)}]
MySpace Whore!
Gaia

[[U.N.I.S.E.X.P.A.N.T.S]]
Mood:
Friends: Faust, && Donny
Drinking: Nuffink
Time: 5:00 PM
Song: Candyholic
Artist: Antic Cafe



xX LYRICS Xx

Anta wa watashi wo watashi wa anta wo
aishite nikunde
aishite nikunde
renjitsurenya no [SHIISOO GEEMU]
tenkiyohou wa kyou mo [BAZURE] ne
ooame, arashi ni genkai taisei
sorosoro watashi mo "iya [IYA] yainaya"

[KYARAMERU] iro no amai omoide wa [TOROTORO] ni tokete [AWA AWA WAA](se)"
kibun wa, saiaku gucchari kokoro ni tsuite hanarenai "haa"

Daikirai na anta [SAYONARA] shimashita
dakedo kokoro no oku, hai-iro no sora

Anta to atashi no kamen seikatsu
[IRA IRA MUKA MUKA]
[IRA IRA MUKA MUKA]
nobotte ochite no [BANJIIJANPU]
tenkiyohou wa kyou mo [HAZURE] ne
ooame, arashi ni genkai taisei
sorosoro watashi mo "iya [IYA] iya"

[KYARAMERU] iro no amai omoide wa [TORO TORO] ni tokete "[AWA AWA WAA]"
kibun wa, saiaku gucchari kokoro ni tsuite hanarenai "haa"

Daikirai na anta [SAYONARA] shimashita
egao to isshoni amefuridashita

Anta wa watashi wo watashi wa anta wo
aishite nikunde
aishite nikunde
renjitsurenya no [SHIISOO GEEMU]
"iya [IYA] yo mo suki no uchi"

[KYARAMERU] iro no amai omoide wa [TORO TORO] ni tokete "[AWA AWA WAA]"
kibun wa, saiaku gucchari kokoro ni tsuite hanarenai "haa"

Daikirai na anta [SAYONARA] shimashita
egao to isshoni amefuridashita

Hajime kara tanin dato omoeba yokatta
dekisugita [DORAMA] wo miteita n'dane

Anta no inai hibi wa totemo kaiteki da yo
kokoro no oku wa [AME]furi tsuzuiteru

[RARARARA...] sayonara...
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Well hello Lovelies!!! =] I know... I really should get on more often... I just have so many other things to do... Hopefully I'll be changing my theme soon... but I dunno because I've really been busy. Things are going pretty well I guess.. I just got my hair cut and PERMANENTLY straightened! wo0t wo0t! sooooo now it's all pretty and everything! if you wunna see it click on my "MySpace Whore" link... cuzz that will direct you right to my myspace page!! woohoos! =] but yess.... in the time that I've been gone I have become a vegetarian!!! Yes that's right people... I don't eat meat!! Oh wow... I really dun have anything else to say..... uhmmmm... oh!! i got to go to the Mall last night! For the first time in forever!! I missed it... Mid Rivers mall ish ama-za-zing... well sort of.. all my friends are up there so it's really the only place I can see them... but yea... Some kid that no one likes was following me, Spanks, Mere, and Johnny Boy around and was treating me Spanks and Mere like his personal servants... so Johnny Boy and my friends Kerry and Peter beat the shit out of him... and I was happy!! =D He always calls Shelli fat too!! [[how dare he]] OH!!! Speaking of Shelli, she got her hair cut too!!! wunt pictures?
of course you do!!!!




Alllll right!!! There are some prettiful pics of Shelli! I really like the first one! It's really pretty! =] But yesss... That one kid no one likes is now all beat up and hurt and in pain.... HA! He's such an ass... And he really deserves worse than whut he got... but anyways... I have nothing more to say... soooo..... yesh.. =/

BaiBais!!!!! =D *huggies*

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Friday, June 1, 2007


Cuddle~Bear


[{(~*~Current Theme~*~)}]
Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

[{(~*~Linkage~*~)}]
MySpace Whore!
Gaia

[[U.N.I.S.E.X.P.A.N.T.S]]
Mood:
Friends: Faust, && DJ
Drinking: Nuffink
Time: 1:00 PM
Song: Pain
Artist: Three Days Grace



xX LYRICS Xx

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain
than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world
that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out
you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain
than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain
than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off
you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain
than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain
than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know
(I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know
(You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know
(You know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know
(I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain
than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain
than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain
than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

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Yo! Whut's up everyone? I miss you all soooo much!! It's been forever... so yea... I almost got arrested... =/ cuzzzz like.... i went over to AV's house.... and no one was there, so I went through the garage like I always do... and I left around 1 or 2 in the afternoon and I get a call from AV around 3:30.... and she said her dad [Jim] was going to press charges.... because apparently... when I had to talk to the police I said that he had a gun and I was gunna use it to shoot myself.... WHICH IS TOTALLY NOT TRUE!!!!!! eesh.. so yea... But Jim didn't press charges but I'm not allowed over there unless AV's home... *nod nod* So no more getting online in the middle of the day to say hi to you guys.... unless I come over here to my gramma's!! which is five miles away.... =/ oh boyyyy... that'll be a great walk! So yea... I been talking to this girl I like... I ono if I ever told you about her... Her name's Lynzy... and she's been one of my bestest friends since like... the beginning of 8th grade... and I told her I liked her.... but she hasn't really said anything about whether or not she likes me... but it's okay.... as long as we can at least stay friends! =] So nothing else has really been going on lately... I'm still grounded... but I think that'll change soon... maybe...? Okayyyyyy... well I have nothing else to say... sooooo....

BaiBais!!!!! =D *huggies*

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan


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Thursday, May 3, 2007


Cuddle~Bear


[{(~*~Current Theme~*~)}]
Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

[{(~*~Linkage~*~)}]
MySpace Whore!
Gaia

[[U.N.I.S.E.X.P.A.N.T.S]]
Mood:
Friends: Faust && Jacob && A.V.!!!!!
Drinking: Water
Time: 3:45 PM
Song: To The End
Artist: My Chem. Romance



xX LYRICS Xx

He calls the mansion not a house, but a tomb,
He's always choking from the stench and the fumes,
The wedding party all collapsed in the room,
So send my resignation to the bride and the groom.

Let's go down!
This elevator only goes up to ten,
He's not around,
He's always looking at men.
Down by the pool,
He doesn't have many friends,
As they are,
Face down and bloated
snap a shot with the lens!

If you marry me,
Would you bury me?
Would you carry me,
To the end?

(Say goodbye)
To the vows you take,
(Say goodbye)
To the lifes you make,
(Say goodbye)
To the hearts you break,
And all the cyanide you drank.

woah,woah,woah,woah

She keeps a picture of the body she lends,
Got nasty blisters from the money she spends,
She's got a life of her own and it shows by the Benz,
She drives at 90 by the Barbies and Kens!

If you ever say never too late,
I'll forget all the diamonds you ate.
Lost in coma and covered in cake,
Increase the medication,
Share the vows at the wake!
(Kiss the bride)
If you marry me,
Would you bury me?
Would you carry me,
To the end...


(Say goodbye)
To the vows you take,
(And say goodbye)
To the lifes you make,
(And say goodbye)
To the hearts you break,
And all the cyanide you drank.

(Say goodbye)
To the last parade,
(Way away)
From the choice you made,
(say goodnight)
To the hearts you break,
And all the cyanide you drank.

woah [x15]

(Say goodbye)
To the vows you take,
(Say goodbye)
To the lifes you make,
(Say goodbye)
To the hearts you break,
And all the cyanide you drank.


(And say goodbye)
To the last parade,
(way away)
From the choice you made,
(say goodnight)
To the hearts you break,
And all the cyanide you drank.

To the last parade,
When the parties fade,
And the choice you made,
To the end…

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Heyyyyyyyyy!! Sorry I haven't posted in a while... I got grounded cuzz just two days after I get back to school from suspension, I was susended again!!! And and and that was b/s! Cuzz cuzz cuzz... I should've lasted at lest two weeks!! But one of the princials stalks my friend Krysta and she skipped with me... and I wasn't very nice to him cuzz he followed Krysta or somethin!!! I mean... how else would he have known where we were???? So yea... I got suspended and becuzz of that I got grounded from the computer!!! So I can only really get on to do anything when I come over here to my friend A.V.'s house!!! Sooooo yess.... well... my daddy's married now! And that was fun! Heehee... member me talkin bout my gay cousin Zack?? wellll... I was sitting down next to A.V. and this song came on and he was dancing... well he looks at me and says 'you're sitting down!! you're a perfect target!!' So he gave me a lap dance!! I, along with everyone who saw, was laughing hysterically.... well.... maybe not hysterically but still... A.V. was!!! =D And then when my dad threw the garter... Zack caught it and put it on his head! That was great..

So now I'm sitting here listening to A.V. talk... and she really likes talking to me! So she's just continues talking... and talking... and talking. I'm sure she'd talk for hours if she could! Okay.... A.V. wunts to type!!!!!!!

A.V. -- HIYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333333333 Idunno who you all are.... but.... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so so so so so A.J. says I have a typppppinggggg stutter.... Do you seeee it? lmfao. ANYWHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even know you... but I LOVE YOU!!!!! I'm.... hyper.... and it's el natural! I didn't have any sugar... wait.... [I think I had a cookie...] BUT THAT DOESN'T COUNT! It was fourth hour... ANYWHO!... I.... want sugar?... Yes.. I do!... Anyone wanna gimme some sugar? I would love you forever! Wait.. I already love you... I'lllll kiss you?...... sure? Yeah.. why not? If that's what you want....?.... I just want some sugar.... I wonder if we have any sugar... I'll go look... later... I'm too lazy to do it now... Wowww I just had a lotta typos... but... none of you would know that... because... I fixed them... *Nods* I couldn't leave a typo... at least not if I see it.. I'm really... anal about that? And if you call me a perfectionist... -_- I guess I couldn't do anything, could I? So.. nvm? Hmmmm wellll I love Thomas!!!! I just had to say that... none of you except A.J. know who that is... but you know what... I DON'T CARE! I still love him =] <333333 More than I love you.... *nods*.... Anywho.... Iiiiii want candy..... Snickers..... I made Bree fall out of her chair today...... yeah... Rolen touched me.... so I dropped her... I didn't mean to drop her! BUT HE TOUCHED ME! He's icky!.....yeah.... I gotta hug from Frank today <3 Frank hugs make everything better. =] Not that any of you know who these people are? But oh well.... Frank hugs still make everything better... you should try one =]I dropped a chip down my.... *coughs* I didn't mean to.... >< A.J. WAS DISTRACTING ME! lmfao Yes.. I blame her... Better yet.. IT WAS ALLIE! ME and Izzy blame EVERYTHING on Allie... whether she did it or not ><... It's kinda funny... Not that you konw who they are, either... You know what... MY LLAMA IS BETTER THAN YOUR LLAMA!... but..... te amo!!! <3333 [That means I love you in SPANISH!] 0o0o0o0h! I feel cool... Lmfao... Not really? Oh well..... ><... Soo.... On the bus.... Me and Alyssa and .... What's her name? Wait... you guys wouldn't know.. ANYWHO! We were getting made fun of because we were singing random songs.... *nods* Like..... TINKY WINKY!!!! DISY!!! LALA!!!! PO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..... 'cause.. it was funny... Alyssa and... [What's her name?] Were having a staring contest... and I was being a distraction.. so I just randomly yelled out... PO!!!!!!!!!!! And.... Alyssa lost the contest.... because she laughed... and then [What's her name?] Laughed, too.... I didn't mean to... nvm.. I did mean to make them mess up =] MY CHIPS ARE BETTER THAN YOUR CHIPS!... We were talking about boobs today.... Because.. Amanda says I only get things because I have bigger boobs than her.. It's not MY fault! She's just..... Idunno? Lol I can't help my boob size! But... she only says that... because... [and I'll only tell like... two of these stories 'cause there's like... 5645645737367365737272736573657] But anywho... This Justin kid she likes... came to our lunch table once... and... It was the first time I had met him... and.. I was like... I don't like you... I don't know you... but I don't like you.. So.. He reached in his pocket and handed me a dollar... So I was like.. Ohkay.. I like you! <3 Annnd So Amanda goes.. Where's my dollar?!?!!? And Justin was like.. Eh *shrugs* So Amanda was like... SHE ONLY GETS MONEY BECAUSE SHE'S GOT BIGGER BOOBS! Justin was like... eh... *shrugs* Was funny =] And then... there's this kid in my fourth hour who always throws away my trash for me... And.. Amanda asked him to throw something away for her... and... He was like... ehhh no?.. So I took the trash and I was like... Alex.... please? So he threw it away.. and Amanda was like.. It's only cause she's got bigger boobs! And The teacher heard it and was like... WTF?!?... Speaking of that teacher... I normally don't like her because she's always yelling at me for something... but but but but.... the past two weeks.. see... we have Spartan Advantage [where the people who have a d or less go to the class they're failing and get the grade up] annnnd I have been in her class [I don't pay attention.. so.. no surrise?] Annnnnnd Well the last two weeks she's just like... you're not failing anymore... so.. I don't care what you do? Just be gone with you... So I got to go to the cafeteria and talk with friends today... Well... FRANK WAS A TRAITOR TODAY! He went and sat with someone else!.... AND THEN HE ASKED ME FOR A DOLLAR!!!! I was like.. AW HELL NO! So then he came over and gave me a hug and said he'd sit with me =] And so I gave him a dollar... And then I stole a bite of his poptart... =] It was a good poptart... THEN HE STARTED THROWING CARDS! The bastard... lol I'm kidding... I love Frank <3 ANYWHO! So then we got those from him... and he started throwing paper... I got some down my shirt =[[[[[ It sucked... So I was finally like... [because Frank was using me as a shield and hiding behind me] And I was finally like... IF I GET HIT WITH THAT SHIT ONE MORE TIME IM COMING OVER THERE! So they hit me again.. and I threw the paper back... and hit the chick in the eye =] I didn't have to come over there.... the paper did it for me =].... Anddddd It was funny.... as we were leaving... I leaned over and whispered something to Kristin... and... Frank goes... What'd you say? And I was like.. I didn't say anything! =[[[[ And he was like.. YOU DID TOO! So he took me neck and tried tickling me.. And I just looked at him... And he was like... What'd you say? I was like... You smell good. And he was like BULLSHIT! I was like NOOOO EVEN ASK KRISTIN!! THAT'S WHAT I SAID!!! So... he finally believed me 'cause I pinky promised him.... *nods* I really DID say he smelled good, though... *nods* Because.... he does =] Annnd And And And And then I got all pouty because he didn't believe me... so I gotta hug =]... Frank hugs... are the best... I'd so screw him.. *coughs* ANYWHO!..... I never.. said that... >< ANYWHO!.... uhmmm I'd... so screw Ryan... >.>
I did... Not say that either?.... *COUGHS* ANYWHO!... I think I need a cough drop... *nods*... Though... while we're at it.. I'd screw Jakub, too. His ass is FYNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..... not that... you'd care??????? OH WELL! <3 Anywho... no.. anyways.. I love Thomas though... But I think I already said that?... Oh well. I said it again... I wonder if you guys are being entertained by this..... If not.. then... you have no sense of humor?.... Iiii... OMG!!! In 7th hour.. we have to do this project thing... and and and and and and everyone was talking.. and she was like.. THIS ISN'T AN ORAL ASSIGNMENT SO SHUT IT! And I was like... but.. it could be... She was like.. but it's not... So Kristin turns around and says to me... 'I have an oral assignment for you later' I was like... O.O uhmmmmm wow... *Laughs hysterically* rofl It was funny.. and then everyone looked at us weird because no one heard it..... I'M THE ONLY ONE FORCED TO HEAR SUCH THINGS!! WHY?!?!!?!?!? Oh well... I'd scerw her >.>
*COUGHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* Anywho... ><]
I think we need to get off the topic of people I'd screw? That might be nice.... I don't think you people care...
I normally fix A.J.'s typing while she types... now she's doing it to me.... >< It doesn't bug me like it bugs her, though =] Lol So she can do it as long as she wants... but you know what.... I don't remember... I think I've entertained you... [or annoyed you] enough for now.. maybe I'll come back later =] Anywho.... I LOVE YOU ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Even though I don't know you..] But remember.. I LOVE THOMAS MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! And... I always will =]... Too bad I'm not going out with him.. BUT ANYWHO!... I'll go now... *hangs her head and hands the keyboard back to A.J.* BYE BYE!!! *blows kisses*... I'm done now.. I think.. Yeah... Yeah.. I'm done now =]

Back To Me!! -- Okay.... wow... seeeee? I told you she talks forever!!!! But I love her.... *nod nod* How could I not?! Actually.... I dunno.... But uhm... yea... I figured something out about myself.... cuzzzzz.... I got to talk to Zack.... and like.... I was telling him I'd never really been in love with a guy.... and he's all.... so you think you're all the way? and i'm like.... yeaaa..... and so yea! yea....... okay.... well I've run out of things to say.... [[hence all the 'yea's' *nod nod*]] sooooooo..... Imunna go now!!!!!! =D

Well BaiBais!!!!! =D *huggies*

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan


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Thursday, April 12, 2007


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Mood:
Friends: Sara//Jazzie//Faust//Nick
Drinking: Nuffink
Time: 11:53 PM AM
Song: Demolition Lovers
Artist: My Chem. Romance



xX LYRICS Xx

Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we grow cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are is bullets I mean this
All we are, all we are is bullets I mean this
All we are, all we are is bullets I mean this
All we are, all we are is bullets I mean this
All we are, all we are is bullets I mean this

As lead rains, and pass on through
Our phantoms, forever, forever
Like scarecrows, that fuel this flame
We're burning, forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands
And as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood
And as we're falling down
I see your eyes
And in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes...
I mean this, forever

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wo0ts!!! I found it!! You knowwww.... my little pill that makes me forget the pain!!! *does little dance* As you can see... I actually put music in my post!! =O Cuzz finally I became not so lazy... well kinda... lol. HeeHee...

Okay... well... Imunna write a little thing I wrote in my Nightmare Before Christmas diary.... this is an exclusive look into my secret feelings!!!!

4//8//07

It's been a whole month since Taylor ended her life. Things haven't been going all tht wonderful since... I have however returned to posting on MyO... and was welcomed back by all my lovely friends! =] Anyways... yes it's true... my little sister is still a brat... she's so set on making sure my room is always a total mess! Pluss she's been stealing all my stuff... I'm sure she's the reason all my new jewellry is gone. And she's not the only person really pissing me off. Yeup... Keegan's cheating again... *sigh* doesn't suprise me tho.. Blake... well I just love him more and more everyday! He was gunna give me an iPod for x-mas... but it ended up getting stolen from his locker... but he's saving up to buy me a brand new one!! =O He's sooo adorable!!! Hmm... I need his number... I think it's in my phone... but thanks to my dearest mother... I won't be seeing that for a long long time! Ugh I can't stand her... Actually... I'm not fond of most of my family... cept my daddy... he's pretty kool... and my gay cousin Zack, whom I so badly need to call. He's the only person I really talk to...

But you know... I've been oh so confused lately... I mean... I used to be so sure I was just bi... but now... I dunno... I mean.. I've never really pictured myself sleeping with a girl... but I can't see myself marrying a guy either! Girls are.... easier to love... they understand you better because they know whut it is you're going through because being a girl... they've prolly gone through it themselves.. unless it's some wacko family thing... =/ It's all so overwhelming!!

-me-

4//9//07

Oh yessss.... I forgot to write about how me and Josh are... kinda back together... but... really I don't wunna be... Like I said... I've never loved a guy like I have a girl... Maybe talking about it with Nick could help? --- Nope... oh well... I'll just get Zack's number from Natalie and call him...

Oh! BTW!! I have another fave band to add to the list! Rentrer en Soi!! Satsuki kawaii desu! Damn Faust... getting me hooked on pretty much everything... =P

-me-


Well that was it... maybe you all could be of some help?? Cuzzz... I have no one to turn to for advice!! =[

Well BaiBais!!!!! =D *huggies*

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007


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Mood:
Friends: Faust//Sara//Jazzie
Drinking: Nuffink
Time: 3:15 AM
Song: Curse Of Curves
Artist: Cute Is What We Aim For

xX LYRICS Xx

I've got the gift of one liners
And you've got the curse of curves
And with this gift I compose words
And the question that comes forward
Are you perspiring from the irony
Or sweating to these lyrics
And this just in
You're a dead fit
But my wit won't allow it
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse of curves
So with the combination of my gift with one liners
And my way
My way with words
It seems I'm too hip to keep tight lipped
And you're on the gossip team
You're making something out of nothing
And jealousy's the cousin, the cousin of greed
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams
(I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of:
(I want someone)
From what I've heard with skin you'll win

We All have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah, that's where mine go
that's where mine go
We all have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah that's where mine go
Where the reality grows:
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams
(I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of:
(I want someone)
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
With skin you'll win
Skin you'll win

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*cry cry* I was just trying to post and right as I went to click the little button... MY COMPUTER DIED!!!!! And it was a long post!!! D=

But uhmm.... Anyways... OW! I had to get surgery yesterday morning... wo0ts.... I am in so much pain! see.... I have braces and Doc says I can't get em off til the tooth that was stuck up in the bone was revealed, pulled down, and in line with all my other toothies!! OH BOYY!!! Oh don't let my pain fool you... I'm really quite enjoying this! =/ And I have no clue where my vikadin disappeared to... and that's the little pill that makes me forget my pain even exists!! And yes..... it was perscribed... So besides the pain I'm doing just dandy! Remember how I used to talk about Shelli? You knowww.... my bestest friend in the whole wide world?? Well Imunna talk about her today!! =D Okay... Remember how I said she might be pregnant.... she's not!!! YaY!! Her and Robbie are still happily together and I'm very happy for them! He treats her wonderfully! Well... with the exception he still acts like a sex-fiend... but he's got her doin it too... =/ I know I know... I said I didn't like Robbie and all this stuff... but really... he's a great guy considering all the shit he's put up with his whole damn life... His mom died when he was like 2... along with any other family he had... His dad molested him when he was a kid... and now he has to live with his grandmother.. and let me tell you! She is the bitchiest person everrrrrr!!!!!! She beat him with a coffee cup [[or something like it]] when Shelli was over, called her a whore, and a bunch of other stuff... and when Robbie pushed her away so he could get Shelli out the door before she was hit, the old hag called the cops and got him sent away for almost 2 months!!! But when I said I didn't like him or trust him... I really didn't know him... and really that's not like me... =/ He's become such a great friend and I don't know whut I would do if something happened to him, he's like a brother to me!! And Shelli would probably die if she couldn't see him. Hell she didn't eat or sleep the whole time he was in juvie!! So... whut would a post about Shell be without pictures!! =D




LoL about the second pic.... she was trying to be a vampire... so uh yea.. And if you couldn't tell... the guy in the first pic is Robbie! =] Well... Saturday's the big day... Dad's gettin married! That's okay though... Natalie's pretty nice! But she can't jump rope... and neither can I... it's too damn painful! because uhm yea... we won't get into that! Kay... well... I'll post pics after the wedding!!! =D

Well BaiBais!!!!! =D *huggies*

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Friday, April 6, 2007


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[[U.N.I.S.E.X.P.A.N.T.S]]
Mood:
Friends: Faust//Alisia//Kira-chan
Drinking: Margarita //mix\\ with Lemonade
Time: 7:03 PM
Song: Cancer
Artist: My Chem. Romance

xX LYRICS Xx

Turn away..
If you could get me a drink of water
'Cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my Aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And burry me in all my favorite colors
My sisters and my brothers still
I will not kiss you

'Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you.

Now turn away..
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body
Oh my agony
Know that I will never marry
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say
Good-bye today
I'd ask you to be true

Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you

Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you

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Hi!!! Whut's up? Okay... well Again I got suspended and won't be heading back to school until April 24th because of Spring Break! Wo0ts!! Well... Sunday was April Fool's day annnnd my friends Lynzy and Katie's 15th birffday!! wo0t wo0t!! =D Now I can't wait til I'm finally 15... So In just about one week Daddy is going to be married.. ohhh joyyy.... that makes me the oldest of eight now... *sigh* but whutever... I'm still pissed off at Keegan for that stupid shit he did [[for those of you who missed it... it was my previous post]] I dunno if Nicky ever did talk to Keegan's gf Brittany... but I'm hoping he has... I mean.. I'd tell her myself but I won't see any of my friends cuzz I won't be at school!!! *nod nod* so... how is everybody? I'm glad some of you are still stopping by... like edmari // wonderlandchic // tigerfantasy17 // peachesXcream && lordsesshomaru!!!!!!! YaY!!! I still have wonderful friends!!! =D *huggies you all* maybe more friends will come back? I hope so!! I'm trying trying so hard to post often and visit you all again, but it proves to be most challenging!!! I'm hardly ever anywhere with a computer... so it's kinda hard to get on... I can't wait til I get the internet back at my house!!! =D Soooo uhmm.... I ran outa things to say... =/ hmm....

Well BaiBais!!!!! =D *huggies*

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007


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Mood:
Friends: AV//Sepy//Faust//Kayla//Jason
Drinking: Water...
Time: 6:00 PM
Song: Gigpig Boogie
Artist: Miyavi

xX LYRICS Xx

--[[Japanese]]--
Hey you, touch me. furetemina.
NYUUSUTAIRU ROKENRO-RU MYV ROCKS
hitoribocchi no koukyougakudan[1] dee.

Hey you, knock me. dotsuitemina,
mahou no OMOCHA bako Made in Swed
houou[2] umare no NIKUI yatsu.

hitori samishii yoru mo, daijoubu KOITSU ga ireba PAATII sa.

kimi to, ore to, KOITSU mo ite DUDAKADUDA
saasa minnasama, yotterasshai miterasshai
KAMON x 2 BEIBEE, hajimaru ze mayonaka no BUGII
sabishii yoru ni ha itsudemo yonde okure yo

KOKO ni, zutto KOKO ni iru kara sa.

Hey you, hate me. fundzuketemina
Stomp, Stomp & Clap!! EBIBADI RETTSU ROKKU
sodai GOMI to wa yobasenee.

O-RAI, kimi ga nakiyamu made midnight party wa owaranai ZE.
so- daro?

dakara,
Call me... ore no na wo yonde okure yo
Tell me... tsurai koto mo hanashite okure yo
Kiss me... motto soba de mitete okure yo
donna toki de mo waratte yurushite okure yo

KAMON x 2 BEIBEE, owacchimau ze mayonaka no BUGII
nemurenai yoru ni wa itsudemo yonde okure
doko ni ite mo kaketsukeru ze

KITAA katsuide, kimi no machi made.

Notes:
1. written: "koukyourakudan" sung: "OOKESUTORA"
2. written: "houou" sung: "mukou"

--[[English]]--

Hey you, touch me. Try to touch me.
New style rock'n'roll MYV ROCKS
With just a lonley orchestra.

Hey you, knock me. Try to knock me.
Magical toy box Made in Swed
The awkward one from over there

Even on lonesome nights, it'll be ok 'cause it's a party when he's around.

You, and me, and with him doodakadooda
Yeah everyone, come and see come and see
C'mon x 2 baby, we're starting midnight boogie
On lonely nights call me anytime

'Cause I'm here, always here.

Hey you, hate me. Try to stomp on me.
Stomp, Stomp & Clap!! Everybody Let's Rock
Don't call it a big piece of trash

All right, until you stop crying the midnight party wont end
Ok?

So,
Call me... call my name
Tell me... tell me even the hard things
Kiss me... look by my side more
No matter what time let out a laugh

C'mon x 2 Baby, it's gonna end midnight party
On sleepless nights call me anytime
No matter where I'll come runnin'

Haulin' my guitar, to your town

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OH MY GAWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry... but I'm really pissed!!! See, I know it's not a good thing, but I skip my 6th hour class quite often... everyday... actually... But that's not the point!!!!! Today... My friend Keegan decided he was going to skip with me... so we went to Sonic to pick up some sodas... and from there we went to his friend Angie's house... yea sure okay... fine with me... now, Keegan's done some really stpid shit... like for instance...

Not all that long ago, he asked me out... then after I said that he was sweet... but no.. he says.. oh well I just remembered I have a girlfriend anyways... I ask how he could even forget he had a girlfriend... instead of an answer I get "Oh hey... will you ask Jessi if she wunts to go out with me?" I wunted soooooo badly to smack him!!!! but I didn't... and I don't know why!

Now Today... when we get over to Angie's she freaks out and is all "OMG I haven't seen you in" blah blah blah... and goes into a hugging frenzy.... wo0ts... but were all sitting on her porch because her mom decides to be a bitch and we're talking... well out of nowhere... they star MAKING OUT!!!!!! =O And he's still with Brittany!!!! And they KEEP MAKING OUT!!! >=O

So yea... that didn't make me too happy... and Angie's pregnant.... again... I think she's about 15 or 16... and she's been getting pregnant since age 13... and every time she does... she has an abortion!!! =O how horrible!!! But this time she's giving it away... which is good because she's a trashy little crack whore who would not be able to give a baby a good life! But yea... today was [[mostly]] like all the others.... boring... stupid... pointless... *nods*

Well... That's about it!!! =]

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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