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Monday, March 26, 2007


Cuddle~Bear


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1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

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MySpace Whore!
Gaia

Mood:
Friends: Jacob, Kris, and Kayla
Drinking: Smirnoff
Time: 11:02 PM
Song: House Of Wolves
Artist: My Chemical Romance

xX Lyrics Xx

I know a thing about contrition
'Cause I got enough to spare
And I'll be grantin' your permission
Cause you haven't got a prayer
I said, hey hallelujah
Well come on, sing the praise
Let the spirit come on through ya
We got innocence for days

Well I think I’m gonna burn in hell
Everybody burn the house right down
And I said,
Say, yeah, what I wanna say
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave
Tell me I’m a bad man
Kick me like a stray
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave

You're playin ring around the ambulance
Like ya never gave a care
Get the choir boys around you,
It's a compliment, I swear
I said, ashes to ashes, we all fall down
I wanna hear you sing the praise
I said, rashes to ashes, we all fall down
We got innocence for days

Well I think I’m gonna burn in hell
Everybody burn the house right down

Say, yeah, what I wanna say
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave
Tell me I’m a bad man
Kick me like a stray
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave

You better run like the devil,
Cause they’re never gonna leave you alone

You better hide up in the alley
Cause they’re never gonna find you a home

And as the blood runs down the walls
You see me creepin' up these halls

I been a bad motherfucker
Tell your sister I'm another
Go! Go! Go!

Well I should say,
what I wanna say
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave
Tell me I’m a bad man
Kick me like a stray
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave

Tell me I’m a bad bad bad bad... man (x4)

Yes I am, Yes I am (x4)

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OMG!!!! High!!! I know I haven't posted in like foreverss!!!!! But uh... anyways.... a lot of bad stuffs been happening... =/ like... my friend Taylor killed herself.... and I'm like the only person that really even knows why... and then I find out from my "wife", Shelli [[member her?]] that our friend Lindsey killed herself not long after Tay... so yea... I'm no longer living with my mom [[yay]] but I'm stayin with my gramma.... except for some days and then I'm with my dad... And speaking of my dad... he's getting married very soon!! April 14th to be exact.... annnnnd.... I have to be in the wedding! yikes!! I have to wear a strapless purple dress!!!! =O Oh noes!!! But uh, anywayzzzz.... how are all of you?! I'll try to stop by some of your sites.... but I can't make any promises cuzz I'm kinda really really busy being a total MySpace whore.... actually.... I forgot I even had an otaku til Sara Bear said something about it last week at school!! And I'm like... 'OMG!!! I sooooo need to get on there!!! I bet everyone thinks I've like.... died!!!!' and so yea!!! here I am!!! =D But now I gotta go.... cuzz like... I'm on MySpace again!!! =]

Catchya Laterr, Dudess!

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Sunday, January 14, 2007


Cuddle~Bear


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Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

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MySpace Whore!
Gaia

Mood:
Friends: Kristah
Drinking: Nuffink .... LoL
Time: 2:14 AM
Song: Black Hole Sun
Artist: Soundgarden

xXx Lyrics xXx

In my eyes
Indisposed
In disguise
As no one knows
Hides the face
Lies the snake
The sun
In my disgrace
Boiling heat
Summer stench
neath the black
The sky looks dead
Call my name
Through the cream
And Ill hear you
Scream again

Black hole sun
Wont you come
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Wont you come
Wont you come

Stuttering
Cold and damp
Steal the warm wind
Tired friend
Times are gone
For honest men
And sometimes
Far too long
For snakes
In my shoes
A walking sleep
And my youth
I pray to keep
Heaven send
Hell away
No one sings
Like you
Anymore

Hang my head
Drown my fear
Till you all just
Disappear

Black hole sun
Wont you come
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Wont you come
Wont you come

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I'm Alive!!!!!!! WoOoOoOoOoO!!! So yea! How's everyone been? Sorry I've been disappearing so much... I get in trouble a lot and get grounded... then the only time I can get online is when I'm at my dad's... That is... if he lets me... =/ but yea... life's been okay here... my... uhhhmmm.... friend i guess.. Robbie who's now going out with Shelli has pulled a knife on me three times in the past month... I think Shells made the wrong decision on who to love... =/ because not only has he pulled a nife on me... but he's pulled it on her older brother... my best friends... and hes a druggie.... ohhhh joyyy..... just whut Shelli needs in her life. The only reason I'm ever even around Robbie is because I'm trying to make sure he doesn't do anything to hurt Shell. So yea... Ohh... friday night here in the St Louis[ish] area there was a big storm... and the power at my place is out... and has been out... so early Saturday morning my mom comes down into the basement where I'm so calmly sleeping and she awakes me from my peaceful slumber. As like most people... I AM NOT A MORNING PERSON!!!!!! So I go upstairs and sit on the couch... faaaaaaaaaar away from everyone else... and my mom says.. "We're going to gramma's grab your shit and lets go" so i tell her no... for an hour we sit there... the car outside running, wasting gas and the new baby, who is now just over a week old, is sitting out there with my two younger sisters.. [my brother was already over here].. Finally... my mom;s dumbass boyfriend starts in, yelling at me and getting in my face. So of course... I stand up, and start yelling back at him and getting up in his face as well. I'm about an inch from his face and he's at least 5 or 6 inces taller than me... and stronger than me and i had every intention of smacking him. So he backs off a bit and starts yelling again, telling me whut to do... so I pull the "you're not my father and I'm not gunna put up with your bullshit" card, which totally hurt him. So my mother come over seeing that I was about to hit him and she grabs my wrists.. I push her away from me and jump over the table and head back to the basement, slamming the door and sitting directly infront of it, my feet against the wall opposite of where i am... by this time I'm in tears... so my mom runs over and she's trying to force the door open, and seeing that i'm not moving, storms out the door yelling "well fuck her then" Loving family, huh? So yea... I sat in front of that door crying for about 5 hours... I'm suprised I didn't freeze because i was in nothing but a tshirt and it was only like 5degrees in my house because we had no heat.. so yea... that's been my life so far... nothing but sunshine and fucking rainbows..... =/

Well... I have nothing more to say except I hope your lives are going smoothly...

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006


Cuddle~Bear


[{(~*~Current Theme~*~)}]
Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

[{(~*~Linkage~*~)}]
MySpace Whore!
Gaia

Mood:
Friends: Lauren, Joe, Nick, Kayla, Stephie
Drinking: Nuffink .... LoL
Time: 8:56 PM
Song: Summer Shudder
Artist: AFI (A Fire Inside)

xX Lyrics Xx

Listen when I say, when I say it’s real
Real life goes undefined
Why must you be so missable?
Everything you take, makes it more unreal
Real lies are undefined,
how can this be so miserable?

Under the summer rain,
I burnt away
Under the summer rain,
(Burn!) You turned away

Listen, I can't make,
make a sound or feel
Feel fine, I kiss the lies,
why must they be so kissable?
Listen as I break,
break the forth wall's seal.
Gorgeous shines suicide,
when will we be invisible?

Under the summer rain,
I burnt away
Under the summer rain,
(Burn!) We burned away

Under the summer rain,
I burnt away
Under the summer rain,
You turned away

This is the fall;
this is the long way down
And our lives look smaller now,
and our lives look so small
This is the fall;
this is the long way down
And our lives look smaller now,
and our lives look so small…

Under the summer rain,
I burnt away
Under the summer rain,
(Burn!) We burnt away

Under the summer rain,
I burnt away
Under the summer rain,
(Burn!) We burnt away

Under the summer rain,
(Burn!) I burnt away
Under the summer rain,
(Burn!) You turned away..

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Okayyy!!! I' back from my extremely long absence!! I seem to be having a lot of those, huh? Well sorry about that... Things have just been so hectic!! I'm dropping my French class at semester... I'm tired of the teacher! All through school I've got the counselors and principals on my ass... they're all accusing me of cutting myself... doing drugs... shit like that! Nope not me... I'm a good kid..... X3

Well.. now I don't have a dial-up connection anymore! THANK GAWD!!! I'm up to DSL!! So no more waiting a whole hour for one video to load on youtube!!

Ha!! Today I went and got my hair cut and thinned... so it doesn't go ~POOF~ anymore!! And after that I headed to Hot Topic (where I saw my friends Jazzie, Kory, and Kayla!) to see if they still had the purse I wunted... nope. =( But they did have another purse and I just had to get it!! ((my very first purse! =O)) It's like... faded green denim... big huge frankenstein looking stitches at the seams... It's a pretty big purse too! The inside is all like... plaid... and there's a big puffy skull on the flap where you open it up!! And dont forget the handgun on the back!! =D After getting my purse, I headed to Borders to meet my gramma and grampa and I ended up getting the DECEMBERUNDERGROUND cd!! Yippee!! I was supposed to get it when it first came out... but just my luck! I didn't have enough money!! and my friend wouldn't loan me 2bux!

well... that's it for now!!!

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Saturday, October 28, 2006


Cuddle~Bear


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1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

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MySpace Whore!
Gaia

Okay... I aint goin thru all the mood crap today. Sorry I've been gone for such a long time! I got grounded for almost getting suspended from school... *sigh* I really should quit cutting class..... but anywho!!! Shelli has a boyfriend now.. It's Joe!! I'm glad Shelli's happy!! ^^ And me and Josh are over... so I'm livin the single life again... *shrugs* Well... Friday (yesterday duhhh) my friend Robbie got arrested.. He brought a bong to school that he had made himself, so now he's suspended and I don't get to see him often.... crrappppp.... I'll write more tomorrow!!! Shelli and Joe won't stop IMing meeeeeee!!!!!

AJ-chan

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Monday, October 9, 2006


Cuddle~Bear


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Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

[{(~*~Linkage~*~)}]
MySpace Whore!
Gaia

Mood:
Friends: Lauren & AV
Drinking: Grape Juice
Time: 4:20 PM
Song: Cloud Nine
Artist: Evanescence

xXx Lyrics xXx

If you want to live, let live
if you want to go, let go
I'm not afraid to dream -
to sleep, sleep forever
I don't need to touch the sky
I just want to feel that high
and you refuse to lift me

guess it wasn't real after all
guess it wasn't real all along

If I fall and all is lost
its where I belong

If you want to live, let live
if you want to go, let go
I'm never gonna be
your sweet, sweet surrender

guess it wasn't real after all
guess it wasn't real all along

If I fall and all is lost
no light to lead the way
remember that all alone
is where I belong

In a dream
will you give your love to me
beg my broken heart to beat
save my life
change my mind

If I fall and all is lost
no light to lead the way
remember that all alone
is where I belong

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So um yeah! I'm back!! =D Finally right? Well I've been really busy at school and then I never get the chance to get online or anything. But I have new best friends!! Their names are Donny and Joe! And O-M-G!!! They are so hott! Donny is about 6ft tall... and he has longish black hair.... and his lip's peirced... and just OMG!! LoL Hahahaha.... oh yes and Joe.... Well he was hitting on Shelli... And me and Shelli were so fucking hyper it wasn't funny. Actually........ it kinda was but whutever. We couldn't stand still and we were falling over each other and just going up and talking to random people.... and there was this other guy named like.... uhhhh..... hmmm..... I don't remember..... it'll prolly come to me later.... but he was hitting on Shelli too.... and she couldn't remember her name.... and it was just hilarious.... Shelli overdosed on like.... Midol and then she was drinking Jolt... and I'm never letting her get Jolt again!!! LoL..... hmm.... whut else can I say... OH!! I'm going to Homecomeing on Saturday! And I got the prettiest dress ever!!! It's long and black with light blue!! Imunna have to take a picture of it! ^^ I have to call up my friend and see if she wunts to go with me.. But then I think it costs extra cuz she's outa my school... but anyways..... I really ain't got nothing else to say.... Amazing, huh?

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!

AJ-chan

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Monday, September 25, 2006


Cuddle~Bear


[{(~*~Current Theme~*~)}]
Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

[{(~*~Linkage~*~)}]
MySpace Whore!
Gaia

Mood:
Friends: o.o nobody?...
Drinking: Water...
Time: Uhh... the clock on my computer's wrong... so I dunno...
Song: Forget to Remember
Artist: Mudvayne

xXx Lyrics xXx

What have I done?
Where have I come from?
When I burnt the backs
with the sun through a glass
did I seal the loss that's become me?

Feeling undone
What have I become?
When I turned my back on you
I turned my back on myself
and became this machine

Thoughtlessness (I feel)
Selfishness (I feel)
Hopelessness (I feel)
Arrogant

I feel it on the inside (Inside)
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside (Inside)
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sun
Filter through us
Still wrestle the demons
that arrested me as a child
Confession rejected
We grow up
To give up
People step on the cracks
for wounds owed paid back
Through the words of surrender

Emptiness (I feel)
Loneliness (I feel)
Listlessness (I feel)
Worthless

I feel it on the inside (Inside)
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside (Inside)
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Oh, can you save me?
From myself (Myself)
From these memories
Oh, can you save me?
From myself (Myself)
From these memories

Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleeding through you
Surrender to the secrets inside
Lies within you

I feel it on the inside (Inside)
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside (Inside)
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Can't feel you on the inside (Inside)
Set down the bag and left it
Lost memory has left me
One again
Open up the inside (Inside)
Admission for the cleansing
Now that I've forgotten to remember

Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you

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I'm depressed..... But I don't really know why... well... I do but it's all very confusing... But I had fun today!! ^^ I got to drive my friends car back to my house!! I don't even have my permit yet tho.. haha... But yes... I was hanging out with my friends Tasha and Alyssa and Alyssa was a kitty!! ^^ I got to pet her fluffy black ears! And and and and and and.... she had a fluffy black tail too!! And then... LAuren was sitting on my lap so we were getting all these wierd looks from the other peoples and the teachers and principals... it was funny tho! haha!!But yeah......... I'm done now!!!!! BUHBYESSSSS!!!!!!!

{{hugs and kisses to you all}}

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006


Cuddle~Bear


[{(~*~Current Theme~*~)}]
Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

[{(~*~Linkage~*~)}]
MySpace Whore!
Gaia

Mood:
Friends: AV, Lauren, Pat, Shelli
Drinking: Nuffink .... LoL
Time: 3:38 PM
Song: Pure
Artist: Krammit (who is no more)

xXx Lyrics xXx

Jesus Christ would cry if he could
See what you have done
To his words and to his ways
Has God disowned his son?
The guilty unpunished
The villains free
The hungry malnourished
No alms from thee

You've made a mockery
of what you claim to follow
When your faith fails to heal
can happiness be bought?

Sold at the highest cost
Bought in desperation
Visions of heaven lost
Cold manipulation

Tax exempt and coffers full
Your cup is overfilled
While you collect from rich and poor
Your god, the dollar bill

The rapists
Your priesthood
God's chosen few
Our torment
[Is] your doing
But that's old news

The money that they gave to God
lies in your pocket
In God we trust, in God we rust
Our paradise is lost

Pure and true
You can take my soul

Crucified,
justified,
petrified,
pure inside

Non-prophet organizations
trying to sell me salvation
Just ten percent of your income
buys a ticket to God's kingdom

Crucified,
justified,
petrified,
pure inside

Sodomize,
euthanize,
victimize,
blind the eyes

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Mkayy... I'm still kinda bummed about the break up of Krammit, but now Spalding (that would be Josh the vocalist not Josh my boyfriend) is in a new band called..... Dilucid I think... I haven't heard them yet, but there's going to be a show at the Creepy Crawl that I'm gunna try to get my dad to take me to. I'd go by myself but it's way out in the city...

Well... Not too much has been going on... I've just been really bored and confused about many things. I dunno... OH!! I'm going to be changing my theme soon.... but I'm keeping this same layout. The new theme's a surprise!! But Sharito already knows whut it is!! AND DON'T YOU TELL!!!! ^^ Well.... I've gone to school everyday this week...... so far... and I actually plan on going the rest of this week too! Which is a good thing, right? And I've been getting some of my homework that I never ever do done!!! HOORAY FOR ME!!!



I give congratulations to my SamSam!!! She has reached 4000 hits and is actually over that now!! YaY for you Sam!!! Imunna draw you a pretty picture now, okies? ^^

Nothing left to say...

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Saturday, September 16, 2006


Cuddle~Bear


[{(~*~Current Theme~*~)}]
Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

[{(~*~Linkage~*~)}]
MySpace Whore!
Gaia

Mood:
Friends: AV, Pat, & Nick
Drinking: Water
Time: 1:47 PM
Song: Candy Holic
Artist: Antique Cafe

xXx Lyrics xXx

Anta wa watashi wo watashi wa anta wo
Aishite nikunde (x2)
Renjitsu renya no see-saw game
Tenki yohou wa kyou mo hazure ne
Ooame, arashi genkai taisei
Sorosoro watashi mo iya iya

Caramel iro no amai omoide wa
Torotoro ni tokete awa awawawa
Kibun wa saiaku, gucchari kokoro ni
Tsuite hanarenai, haa-a

Daikirai na anta sayounara shimashita
Dakedo kokoro no oku, haiiro no sora

Anta to watashi no kamen seikatsu
Iraira mukamuka (x2)
Nobotte ochite no bungee jump
Tenki yohou wa kyou mo hazure ne
Ooame, arashi genkai taisei
Sorosoro watashi mo iya iya

Caramel iro no amai omoide wa
Torotoro ni tokete awa awawawa
Kibun wa saiaku, gucchari kokoro ni
Tsuite hanarenai, haa-a

Daikirai na anta sayounara shimashita
Egao to issho ni ame furi dashita

Anta wa watashi wo watashi wa anta wo...
Aishite nikunde (x2)...
Renjitsu renya no see-saw game...
Iya yo iya yo mo suki no uchi

Caramel iro no amai omoide wa
Torotoro ni tokete awa awawawa
Kibun wa saiaku, gucchari kokoro ni
Tsuite hanarenai, haa-a

Daikirai na anta sayounara shimashita
Egao to issho ni ame furi dashita

Hajime kara tanin da to omoeba yokatta
Dekisugita drama wo miteitanda ne

Anta no inai hibi wa totemo kaiteki da yo
Kokoro no naka de ame furi tsudzuiteru rarara...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Today is Bou-kun's Brithday!! YaY!!!! He is now 23 years old, unless my sources are incorrect... Boy am I glad I can read French!! All the pages I get that really say anything about Jrock bands are in french... I wonder why...

Well.... I just got my nails done... everyone always says if you get your nails done it means you're a girly girl... chyea right. I'm the farthest thing from! Well........ not the farthest thing from a girly girl.... but really.... I ain't girly! But anyways... My nails are White with Blue lightning going across them! And silver glitter!! It looks really kool! I wonder if I could get a pic of them on here...



There!!! My pretty nails!! But you really can't see the gliter in the pic... Oh well. Oh yes... I broke my nail all the way through and if Vincent (the guy that does my nails) would've tried to put a new nail on... I wouldn't have a real nail anymore! 0.0 And that would've been bad...... and very painful...

Okay.... I just got done getting concert tickets for my aunt Kim! She doesn't have the internet so I have to do everything for her... LoL. She's going to see Trace Adkins (some country singer guy)... And then whoever else is perfoming with him... Hooray for her! LoL I can't stand country but whutever...

Well... Nothing left to talk about really... Unless you want to hear about my dream... but I doubt you'd undertand whut I'd be talking about... So I'll talk to you guys later! And girls!! ^^

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Thursday, September 14, 2006


Cuddle~Bear


[{(~*~Current Theme~*~)}]
Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

[{(~*~Linkage~*~)}]
MySpace Whore!
Gaia

Mood:
Friends: No body's on... =(
Drinking: Coffee
Time: 8:53 AM
Song: Breathe Today
Artist: Flyleaf

xXx Lyrics xXx

You can only move as fast as,
Who's in front of you,
And if you assume,
Just like them,
What good will it do,
So find out for yourself
So your ignorance,
Will stop bleeding through.

You can breathe today

So many lies swirling,
All around you,
You're suffocating,
The empty shape in you,
Steals your breath,
You're suffocating.

Logic forces me to believe in this,
And I have learned to see,
And I can only say what I've seen and heard,
And only you can choose,
And every choice you make will effect you,
Search your own self.

You can breathe today

[x2]
So many lies swirling,
All around you,
You're suffocating,
The empty shape in you,
Steals your breath,
You're suffocating.

Breathe!!!

Big enough to fill the void that's inside of you,
It's just a breath away.

[x2]
So many lies swirling,
All around you,
You're suffocating,
The empty shape in you,
Steals your breath,
You're suffocating.

So many lies swirling,
All around you,
You're suffocating,
The empty shape in you,
Steals your breath (breath!),

So many lies swirling,
All around you (breath!),
You're suffocating,
The empty shape in you,

Breathe today.

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Oh it feels good to use the computer again!! I would've been online on Saturday... but I got grounded for skipping school and pretty much running away. I just went over to my friends house and climbed in through her kitchen window. But now that I have the code to open her garage I no longer have the need to do that!! Well... I didn't go to school yesterday because of my leg... I have no clue why... but it hurt so bad I could barely walk!! And today... well I just didn't want to go to school... so my mom dropped m off at school, I walked in and waited for her to leave, then walked over to my dad's!! I absolutely love my dad!! He said as long as he knows I'm staying home he doesn't care! He's the coolest! ^^ And Luke's over again... saying I'm going to take over the world.... chyea right... LoL... I don't know why he's still stuck on the idea of that... but anyways! When I skipped school/ran away, My brother called all of my friends including Kory who has major heart problems and the last time he got really worried about someone he wound up in the hospital... I haven't been able to call him and I really need to. Like I said... I've been grounded... OH!! There's this really preppy girl at my school that a lot of guys think is hott... well I sold one of her bras to some guy and he gave me the underwire... I don't know why but... I gave that to my friend Nick... and everyone wanted to know how I got it... But thassa secret!! LoL... if you really wunna know... you can PM me!! But yea... nothing rally left for me to say...

Talk At Ya Laters!!

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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Sunday, September 3, 2006


Cuddle~Bear


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Gackt

[{(~*~Rules~*~)}]
1: If you don't like whut I have to say...
GET OVER IT!!

2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =]


This Is My Time!!

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MySpace Whore!
Gaia

Mood:
Friends: Jazzie, Kayla, Sarah
Drinking: Hot Tea w/ Honey
Time: 3:17 PM
Song: Ex's and Oh's
Artist: Atreyu

xXx Lyrics xXx

You took me home
I drank too much
Cause of you my liver turned to dust
Cold rust tastes
A cruel creeping cold pain
Do you understand what I mean?
When you feel your soul drop to the floor
Like a hole
Like an open bleeding sore
Then you'll have bled like I bled
And you'll have wept as I've wept

Suck me down, it's time to rock and roll
Lets hit the bar, lets lose control
One false move, you took me home
One false move, you're all alone

But it looks so good and it feels so nice
I paid the price
I'll cut you out just to hear you scream,
Get away from, get away from me
And I can feel my heartbeat racing
As I realize what I must do
Get away from,
Get away from,
Get away from you

I should have turned and ran like hell
Last time I got the taste of you
I should have turned and ran like hell
And I'll see we're through
I should have turned and ran like hell
last time I got the taste of you
I should have turned and ran like hell
And I'll see we're through
And I'll see we're through


You fell upon me like a plague
Weakness sweet weakness
But I digress
After all this...
You're just like all the rest

Suck me down
It's time to rock and roll
Let's hit the bar, let's lose control
One false move, you took me home
One false move, you're all alone

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Okay... I'm still at my dad's... Obviously! Because if I wasn't I wouldn't be typing this!! Mannn... I hate being sick!! *sneezes* I've got a fever and I'm all stuffed up...

Well, how are all of you? Man it feels so wierd posting on a Sunday... LoL

Luffers Joo~

AJ-chan

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