Thursday, August 31, 2006

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Mood: Friends: Sky, Kayla, Sharito, Lauren, Shelli Drinking: Iced Tea BIOTCH! Time: 6:33 PM Song: Bitter? Artist: Krammit xXx Lyrics xXx In the days when I was strong These things would not upset me But now it's hard to accept The fact that you regret me My poisoned kindness repels Please pardon my insolence Excuse me while I forget All of those wasted moments And as I Indulge your pride I'll collect That which you've denied I will resign Drown in the angry tides You hoped for gifts from above Don't let me kill you with my love And now to make you happy I'll let you think I've died I probably won't remember The reason that I tried One final message Before I turn and leave Do not encourage That which you do not need I held your hand and let you guide me into The sea of unfulfilled dreams I told you I'd wait there for you To come back for me I read your mind and saw the truth but I refused To adjust my ways 'Cause I'm a fucking moron An imbecile Ramifications for My past crimes I've been found guilty Of being alive Execution scheduled For yesterday No one can die twice is That not what they say? ----------- Alas... Krammit is no more... And my internet is no more as well. I'm at my dad's typing this... because I no longer have the internet at my mom's house... So I will only be able to get on on Tuesdays, Thursdays, and every other weekend. whoopeeee.... *waves finger* Well, I gotta go... PM me if you wunt to talk.. or email me... whutever be clever. Laterrrrrrrrr Luffers Joo~ AJ-chan

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Monday, August 28, 2006

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Mood: Friends: Echo, Tyler, Sky, Sarah Drinking: Really Strong Coffee Time: 3:00 AM Song: 30 Minutes Artist: tATu xXx Lyrics xXx ~Russian~ Zarevet' ubezhat' Ili dver' na zamok I molchat' i lezhat' Izuchat' potolok I mechtat' ne kak vse Tselovat' nebesa Potolok karusel' Polchasa, polchasa (Burst into tears and run Or lock the door And lay in silence Study the ceiling And dream, not like the others Kiss the Heavens The ceiling's, the carousel Half an hour, Half an hour) Polchasa poyezda pod otkos Polchasa ne tvoya polosa * Polchasa, polchasa - ne vopros Ne otvet, polchasa, polchasa Polchasa bez tebya, polchasa Polchasa, on i ya, polchasa Kazhdiy sam, kazhdiy sam, Polchasa po svoim adresam Polchasa (Half an hour the train derails Half an hour and it's not your lane Half an hour, half an hour - no question No answer, half an hour, half an hour Half an hour without you, half an hour Half an hour he and I, half an hour Everyone, Everyone Half an hour and everyone goes to their own address Half an hour) Sorvalas' i kak vse Kak vo sne Ya ni ya Ne moya karusel', I mechta ne moya Ili dym, ili grust' Ili dozhd' po glazam Ya vernus', ya vernus' Polchasa, polchasa (Broke down and became like everyone Like in a dream I'm not myself It's not my carousel And not my dream Or Smoke, or Sorrow Or Rain down on my eyes I'll be back, i'll be back Half an hour, Half an hour) Polchasa poyezda pod otkos Polchasa ne tvoya polosa Polchasa, polchasa - ne vopros Ne otvet, polchasa, polchasa Polchasa bez tebya, polchasa Polchasa, on i ya, polchasa Kazhdiy sam, kazhdiy sam, Polchasa po svoim adresam Polchasa (Half an hour the train derails Half an hour and it's not your lane Half an hour, half an hour - no question No answer, half an hour, half an hour Half an hour without you, half an hour Half an hour he and I, half an hour Everyone, Everyone Half an hour and everyone goes to their own address Half an hour) Polchasa .... ~English~ Out of sight Out of mind Out of time To decide Do we run? Should I hide? For the rest Of my life Can we fly? Do I stay? We could lose We could fail In the moment It takes To make plans Or mistakes Thirty minutes, a blink of an eye Thirty minutes to alter our lives Thirty minutes to make up my mind Thirty minutes to finally decide Thirty minutes to whisper your name Thirty minutes to shoulder the blame Thirty minutes of bliss, thirty lies Thirty minutes to finally decide Carousels In the sky That we shape With our eyes Under shade Silhouettes Casting shame Crying rain Can we fly? Do I stay? We could lose We could fail Either way Options change Chances fail Trains derail Thirty minutes, a blink of an eye Thirty minutes to alter our lives Thirty minutes to make up my mind Thirty minutes to finally decide Thirty minutes to whisper your name Thirty minutes to shoulder the blame Thirty minutes of bliss, thirty lies Thirty minutes to finally decide To decide To decide, to decide, to decide To decide To decide, to decide, to decide ----------- Okayyy.... Since I posted so late yesterday... Imunna put up yesterday's post again!! {{Well... I'm losing my internet soon... or at least that's whut my mom says... but with her you never know... Okayy... well... Today is a very sad day for me.. My friend Sky got married to a girl named Rose. She was 14 (or maybe 15... i forget) and he is 16 now... A while ago, Sky told me that Rose was pregnant. I was so happy for them! They were really looking foward to raising a family together. Well... a couple days ago (I think), Rose went into labor...... And she died giving birth... And the baby didn't make it either... Well... Sky thinks he's being punished because he hasn't been very responsible... But things just happen... even things that no one would ever deserve. Now Sky is one of the nicest guys ever, and Rose was really nice as well. He'd never wish for this to happen to anyone and it's not right that this had to happen to him.}} ----------- Okie pokers... Poor Sky... =( Well it's really early and I have to be up in an hour and a half so I'm just not gunna go to sleep tonight!! Instead I will drink this very strong coffee to keep my ass up all day tomorrow!! I have a paper to write and it has to be something that changed my life... wellll... I don't remember anything like that... so how am I sposed to write this paper by 7am??? Mannn... I hate English class!! And how is it that I always fail English?? HELLO! I SPEAK IT!! Geeeeeeez... Blecc... this coffee's too strong!! But I really need to stay awake!! There's no way I'll be able to make it through 7 and a half hours of school on les than an hours worth of sleep!! And I haven't eaten anything since like, Thursday when my friend Lauren decided to be nice and give me half of her sammich at lunch... I just stopped eating, because everytime I do, I end up getting sick! =( I don't know why but it's getting really annoying tho. Well... nothin happening... Luffers Joo~ AJ-chan

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

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[{(~*~Current Theme~*~)}] Gackt [{(~*~Rules~*~)}] 1: If you don't like whut I have to say... GET OVER IT!! 2: If you want to be my friend, try to stop by as often as you can. If you don't, I'll delete you. I like to keep my friends list little! =] This Is My Time!! [{(~*~Linkage~*~)}] MySpace Whore! Gaia

Mood: Friends: Shelli, Jaz, Sarah, Tyler Drinking: Kool-Aid Time: 8:10 PM Song: Malchik Gay Artist: tATu xXx Lyrics xXx ~English~ Malchik gay, Malchik gay, Malchik gay Malchik gay, Malchik gay, Malchik Malchik, Malchik. Handsome Tender Soft Why do you look right through me Thinking 'No'? I can't deny my feelings Growing strong I try to keep believing Dreaming on And every time I see you I crave more I wanna pull you closer closer closer closer but you leave me feeling frozen Malchik gay Malchik gay I can be All you need Won't you please Stay with me? Malchik gay Malchik gay Apologies, might-have-been's Malchik gay Malchik gay Can't erase what I feel Malchik gay gay Malchik gay Malchik gay, Malchik gay, Malchik gay Malchik, Malchik. Choking Back emotion I try to keep on hoping For a way, A reason for us both to Come in close I long for you to hold me Like your boyfriend does And though my dream is Slowly fading I wanna be the object object object object Of your passion, but it's hopeless Malchik gay Malchik gay I can be All you need Won't you please Stay with me? Malchik gay Malchik gay Apologies, might-have-been's Malchik gay Malchik gay can't erase what I feel Malchik gay Malchik gay Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Bud' so mnoi ponaglei. Ot stida ne krasnei, Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Polozhi na druzei, Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Ot menya ofigei Mal'chik-gei Gay boy, gay boy Be cheekier with me Don't blush with shame Gay boy, gay boy Don't care what your friends say Gay boy, gay boy Go freakin' wild with me Gay boy Malchik gay Malchik gay I can be all you need Won't you please stay with me Malchik gay Malchik gay Apologies, might-have-been's Malchik gay Malchik gay can't erase what I feel Malchik gay ~Russian~ Smotrish' nezhno, Zhdesh' ego vniman'ya Chuvstva te zhe, No ne ponimayu Skol'ko mozhno Zhit', lyubya, ukradkoi (You watch fondly Waiting for his attention. The feelings the same But I don't understand. How's it possible to Live, love, secretly.) Ochen' slozhno Skryt' tvoi povadki Ochen' trudno Skryt' moi stradan'ya Ochen', ochen', ochen', ochen' Neprilichnoye zhelan'ye (Very difficult to Hide your habits Very hard to Hide my suffering Very, very, very, very Indecent desire) Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Bud' so mnoi ponaglei. Ot styda ne krasnei, Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Polozhi na druzei, Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Ot menya o***ei Mal'chik-gei-gei ... (Gay boy, gay boy Be cheekier with me Don't blush with shame Gay boy, gay boy Don't care what your friends say Gay boy, gay boy Be fucking delighted with me Gay boy - gay) Slyozy dushat, Mysli zhit' meshayut Trudno slushat' Net, ne ponimayu. (Choked by the tears These thoughts disturb my life It's hard to listen to this No, I don't understand) Da, ya znayu vse tvoi sekrety. Kak ty terpish' tvyordiye predmety Vse zhe znayu - eto beznadezhno, No mechtayu, tayu-tayu-tayu... (Yes, I know your secrets How you take hard objects up your... I still know that this is hopeless But I'm dreaming of you and I'm melting, melting-melting-melting ...) Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Bud' so mnoi ponaglei. Ot styda ne krasnei, Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Polozhi na druzei, Mal'chik-gei, mal'chik-gei Ot menya o***ei Mal'chik-gei-gei ... (Gay boy, gay boy Be cheekier with me Don't blush with shame Gay boy, gay boy Don't care what your friends say Gay boy, gay boy Be fucking delighted with me Gay boy - gay) ----------- Mkayy... The English Version and Russian Version are totally different! As you can plainly see. It was so hard to translate the Russian lyrics!! Geeeeeez!! Well I love that song and the Live performance of it! It's great and the dance they do for that song represents two people having sex. Well... I'm losing my internet soon... or at least that's whut my mom says... but with her you never know... Okayy... well... Today is a very sad day for me.. My friend Sky got married to a girl named Rose. She was 14 (or maybe 15... i forget) and he is 16 now... A while ago, Sky told me that Rose was pregnant. I was so happy for them! They were really looking foward to raising a family together. Well... a couple days ago (I think), Rose went into labor...... And she died giving birth... And the baby didn't make it either... Well... Sky thinks he's being punished because he hasn't been very responsible... But things just happen... even things that no one would ever deserve. Now Sky is one of the nicest guys ever, and Rose was really nice as well. He'd never wish for this to happen to anyone and it's not right that this had to happen to him. Well that's all for now... Luffers Joo~ AJ-chan

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Saturday, August 26, 2006

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Mood: Friends: Nicky Noodle, Tyler, Shelli, Lauren, Echo, and Pat... Drinking: Ummm.... Welllll.... Nothing as of now... >< Time: 1:02 AM Song: Bleed Like Me Artist: Garbage xXx Lyrics xXx Avalanche is sullen and too thin She starves herself to rid herself of sin And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin And she says: Hey baby can you bleed like me? C'mon baby can you bleed like me Chris is all dressed up and acting coy Painted like a brand new Christmas toy He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy He says: Hey baby can you bleed like me? C'mon baby can you bleed like me Doodle takes Dad's scissors to her skin And when she does relief comes setting in While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes She sings: Hey baby can you bleed like me? C'mon baby can you bleed like me Therapy is Speedie's brand new drug Dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun It's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun And she cries: Hey baby can you bleed like me? C'mon baby can you bleed like me JT gets all fucked up in some karaoke bar After two drinks he's a loser after three drinks he's a star Getting all nostalgic as he sings "I Will Survive" Hey baby can you bleed like me? C'mon baby can you bleed like me Hey baby can you bleed like me? Oh, c'mon baby can you bleed like me You should see my scars You should see my scars You should see my scars You should see my scars And try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend Just try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend You should see my scars You should see my scars ---------- I hate Drama... And so very sorry that I haven't been on... I think this is the last week I'll have my internet... Mom's getting rid of it... Well.... About the mood thing... I'm not really high... I just feel like it... and don't ask how I know whut it feels like to be high! I don't wunt to explain things!! Well I've been taking wayyyy too many classes... and I have to be at school a whole hour before everyone else because of it... but in my 0hour class... I sit next to this really amazing guy named Chastin! He's got bleach blonde hair... and his lip is peirced... and he's into Jrock and Metal... and and and and... He talked to me first! LoL... well he's really cool... And we talk all the time and get in trouble for it a lot! I really like him! But yea... I haven't talked to Josh in such a long time!! It's been like... almost 2 weeks!!! AH!!! Aren't my little smilies the cutest??? I lurv them! Okayyyyyy.... Thass all.... Luff Joo~ AJ-chan

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Monday, August 21, 2006

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Mood: Friends: Jaz Kris Nick Sarah Drinking: Grape Juice Time: 12:13 AM Song: Rockstar Artist: Nickelback xXx Lyrics xXx I'm through with standing in line To clubs we'll never get in It's like the bottom of the ninth And I'm never gonna win This life hasn't turned out Quite the way I want it to be (Tell me what you want) I want a brand new house On an episode of Cribs And a bathroom I can play baseball in And a king size tub big enough For ten plus me (So what you need?) I'll need a credit card that's got no limit And a big black jet with a bedroom in it Gonna join the mile high club At thirty-seven thousand feet (Been there, done that) I want a new tour bus full of old guitars My own star on Hollywood Boulevard Somewhere between Cher and James Dean is fine for me (So how you gonna do it?) I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame I'd even cut my hair and change my name [Chorus:] 'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat And we'll hang out in the coolest bars In the VIP with the movie stars Every good gold digger's Gonna wind up there Every Playboy bunny With her bleach blond hair Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes Sign a couple autographs So I can eat my meals for free (I'll have the quesadilla, uh huh) I think I'm gonna dress my ass With the latest fashion Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion Gonna date a centerfold that loves to Blow my money for me (So how you gonna do it?) I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame I'd even cut my hair and change my name [Chorus] And we'll hide out in the private rooms With the latest dictionary and today's who's who They'll get you anything with that evil smile Everybody's got a drug dealer on speed dial Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar I'm gonna sing those songs That offend the censors Gonna pop my pills from a pez dispenser I'll get washed-up singers writing all my songs Lip sync em every night so I don't get 'em wrong [Chorus] And we'll hide out in the private rooms With the latest dictionary and today's who's who They'll get you anything with that evil smile Everybody's got a drug dealer on speed dial Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar ----------- WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!! I had so much fun over the weekend! Lynzy got to stay the night Friday and Saturday!! So she was basically at my house the whole entire weekend!!! We went up to the bowling alley on Friday with my Dad, his drummer Luke, and my brother and sister!! Luke was great... saying all this stuff about how I'm gunna take over the world and all that... and how Lynzy was just as brilliant as I am... Me? Brilliant? HA!! That's a laugh!!! But yea... Luke went and was buying us drinks from the bar... they were sposed to be virgin drinks... but me and Lynzy think they were fully experienced!! Hahaha.... and the reason we think that is because that night... Lynzy would not stop laughing!! AT ALL!! It was great... She didn't get anything and seemed like she was high or some shit... So Luke must've gotten us something other than the Shirley Temples my dad told him to get us... Saturday we slept til about 10am after falling asleep at 5am... We sat in bed for 4 hours watching movies before we even got up for breakfast (which happened to be some cookie crisp... wo0t wo0t). Then we watched Anastasia... and almost cried... That movie is so sweet!!! I think everyone wishes they had a relation ship like that... But of course it'll never happen. Demitri is so sweet to her! *sigh* Mannn I love that movie!!! We were gunna watch The Notebook, but we missed it because we were talking to Sharito and Nick!! No one else was online tho. We never had a moment of peace... My brother and Sister would'nt leave us alone at all!!! Eeeeesh... I hate them.... okayyyy.... well I don't hate them, but I dislike them... with a passion!!!! XD She fnially left on Sunday around 6pm... And then I watched The Crow - City Of Angels... I love that movie so much... actually... I love all the Crow movies... I think there's like... 3? I don't remember, but the first one is the best by far!! ^^ Well... That was my weekend.... Nothing else going on... Luff Joo AJ-chan

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

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Mood: Friends: Sarah, Jaz, Shelli, Lauren Drinking: Pink Lemonade Time: 6:31 PM Song: Sacrifice Artist: tATu xXx Lyrics xXx Can you tell me, softly How you'll always haunt me Can you help me Hold me Come to me now, slowly You caress me, smoothly Calm my fears and soothe me Move your hands across me Take my worries from me I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life To clear my conscience I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life Sacrifice, sacrifice Can you feel me, solely Deeper still and wholly With your understanding And your arms around me Can you help me Hold me Whisper to me, softly Move your hands across me Take my worries from me I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life To clear my conscience I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life Sacrifice, sacrifice I will sacrifice Will sacrifice Will sacrifice Will sacrifice I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life To clear my conscience I will sacrifice I will sacrifice All I have in life Sacrifice, sacrifice --------- My mom is being very stupid right now... She's taking all the russian lyrics to songs from tATu and making them sound wrong and dirty... She doesn't even know whut they're saying... *sigh* Well... I didn't babysit today and got in trouble b/c I fell asleep like a half an hour before I was suposed to wake up. So of course I wasn't going to get up... I should reall start going to bed earlier because I have to be up at 5 everyday to babysit my little sister and then Wednesday, I star school. And I have to be there an hour before everyone else because I took an extra class. I got invited to a party in Korea!! Koji finally got online and had just gotten back from the store and said he was having a party and said I could go... as long as I could get there in an hour... Haha yea right! Especially with all the crap they've got going at the airports... It wasn't going to happen... I would've loved to go though... it would've been fun! Thank god Koji can speak English!! It would've been a disaster if he couldn't! But he had to leave me early because Rickey, his best friend, showed up early!! Damn him.... LoL. I would've been the only girl there too! It was just him and the rest of the guys from Sechs Kies! Hmm... I wonder if JJ's hair is still blue... Well that's it... oh! I got to go off on Nick's stalker... Okayyyyyyy... now I'm done talking... BuhByes!! Luffers Joo~ AJ-chan

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

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Hey! My first post on this site! Awesome!! Well... Some of you may already know me. I am Alive Yet Dead! I just got tired of that site and made this one! Cuddle~Bear is wayyyyyy cuter!! ^^ Luffers Joo~ AJ-chan

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