Current Time: 12:05 PM
Currently Listening to: Crushed~Rosette
YO!,
Hi guys ^^ I got some new art up IF you guys want to go and check. You don't have to. Anyways just going to tell you whats going on and what's going to happen tomorrow.
Ok last week was pretty normal but this year and last year are the worst years of my life. Do you guys remember last year when I told you bout the guy I loved going out with some girl that didn't actually cared cause she broke up with him over no reason. Well that ruined my year last year. This year it's just worse. I'm this close to telling him ::makes small space with index and thumb:: And I think some other girl likes him and wants to go out with. It's my friend I think. It's ridiculous! And I hardly know how to talk to the guy anymore! It really really sucks!
Oh and guess what? My brother has thoughts of friggin suicide. Can my life get any worse. And people keep blaming my Dad for the whole damn thing. I mean he's partly to blame but not for all of it. People also made fun of my brother and this crap. But my brother has given me so many emotional scars just like other people were doing and 2 or 3 years ago I had thoughts of suicide, but I didn't do it! I have people I love and care for and I was given this life to live not throw it away. I don't want people feeling guilty for my fucking stupidity. I think about others before myself, unlike my brother who's selfish and has no respect for others. And he wants to do suicide. I had all this teasing and crap from age 6 and his didn't really start till like 4th or 5th grade. So I had it much worse than he ever did. He's ever written in his notebook he wants to die and drawings bout him killing himself. And said that I thought the world was better without him sometime ago and at the moment I really didn't fucking care. When you have someone starting crap with you and making you feel like crap then you don't care what you say.
Well anyways sorry for that rant >.> It's just ridiculous. I hate the years of high school. Tomorrow at school we're swimming yay!! ^^ I can't wait. I'm just really good at it and I'll pass with flying colors. I have PE II and that's team sports and swimming. Um Sorry this post is so damn long. Just yeah...anyways I hope you guys have a good day today!
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